I was seeing that this was heading down the way, way, way wrong path.
“Joe, don’t. Life is life, baby. That’s all it is.”
His eyes locked with mine.
“It’d never be good with her, she wasn’t gonna change and she didn’t. But, if he lived, I’d never leave her and that’s all I’d have. Except for Nicky, I’d never have somethin’ sweet.”
I set the picture on the nightstand and moved to straddle him, pushing him to his back.
“Yes you would,” I pressed my face into his neck and my lips to his skin. “I saw you, I’d go all Tina and do everything to catch your eye. Watering my flowers in a bikini and all sorts of shit. We wouldn’t be able to fight the attraction and we’d have a torrid affair,” I told him. “It would suck and I’d feel shit but you’d leave her for me and I’d pay you back by givin’ you all sorts of sweet things.”
As I spoke, my lips travelled his neck and throat and his hands started roaming my body.
“You’re full of shit, buddy. I’d see you waterin’ your flowers in a bikini, I’d come onto you and you’d go prude and freeze me out.”
I lifted my head and looked down on him just as his fingers curled around my breast.
“Joe, you f**ked me on the hood of your car even when I was seriously pissed at you,” I reminded him. “I think we can take it as read I wouldn’t go prude.”
His thumb swiped my nipple, my lips parted and my h*ps jerked. At this, his eyes grew dark in a seriously sexy way and his lips tipped up at the ends.
“Yeah,” he muttered, “forgot about that.”
I blinked then felt my body get tight. “You forgot?”
His lips curled into a full-on smile. “Thanks for reminding me.”
Even though I knew he didn’t forget and was just f**king with me, I still heard an angry noise escape my throat and I started to pull away but Joe rolled so he was on top and his face disappeared in my neck as his thumb circled my nipple.
“We had an affair, buddy, we’d probably have to do it on the GT more than once,” he noted against my neck.
“We’d have to do it so you’d remember we did it before,” I snapped back but this wasn’t as effective as it should have been since my breathing was getting heavy and my legs were moving to tangle with his.
I felt his chuckle against my skin then his lips moved to my jaw. “We’d probably have to do it in the car too.”
“Would you remember that?”
He ignored my semi-irate question. “And be creative about other places we did it.”
“Joe –”
“In your car.”
“Joe –”
“In your garage.”
“Joe –”
“In my truck.”
“Joe!”
His mouth went to mine and I stopped breathing at what I saw in his eyes.
“You’re right, though. We would have found each other.”
My body relaxed under his and I whispered, “Joe.”
His head came up and he grinned slow. “You realize, buddy, that we’re discussing the ways I’d cheat on Bonnie.”
It struck me that we actually were and that was kind of funny therefore I giggled.
Then I said through a smile and while running my fingers along his scar, up his cheekbone and into his hair. “I met her once, honey, and I didn’t like her much so I’m not too broken up about that.”
His head came down and he kissed me through his gentle laughter.
Then he f**ked me but nothing about that was gentle.
It would be later, when I was almost asleep, that I realized we’d both laughed about Bonnie but, more importantly, Joe had done it.
And I fell asleep thinking that, even though it was funny, what we said was also probably true.
And that was even funnier.
* * * * *
The next morning while Kate and Keira were running around like they’d never gotten ready for school in their lives, Keira working herself into a frenzy because it was her first day in high school and Joe was making them oatmeal and being calm which had no effect on them being in a tizzy, I walked out with the photo frame filled with Joe and Nicky and I put it on the shelves.
Kate saw, smiled at me but she didn’t say a word.
Keira didn’t see me because she was arguing with Joe. “But Joe, I can’t eat oatmeal. My stomach feels funny.”
“Nerves, baby, eat,” Joe replied.
“I’ll get sick,” Keira returned.
“No you won’t,” Joe said.
Keira looked at me and cried, “Mom!”
“Eat your oatmeal, honey,” I told her.
She stomped a foot on a repeated, annoyed, “Mom!”
“Keirry, the last time you vomited you were in second grade and had the flu. The last time you threatened to vomit was two days ago,” I said. “You need food or you’ll get cranky before second period. Eat your oatmeal.”
“Argh!” she shouted and then snatched up her oatmeal.
Keira ate her oatmeal and we had seven more dramas before she and Kate climbed into Kate’s Fiesta and they headed out while Joe and I waved them good-bye (well, Joe stood by me while I waved good-bye, he didn’t wave).
When they were out of sight, I turned and moved into Joe, wrapping my arms around him. I looked up at him and he looked down at me.
“Shit, my baby’s in high school,” I muttered.
“Yeah,” was his only reply.
“Shit,” I repeated, pressed my face into his chest and his fingers wrapped around the back of my neck.
“Let’s just hope she doesn’t snag a boyfriend on day one,” Joe told the top of my head.
I tipped my head back. “She’s on a mission so don’t hope too hard. You do, you’re cruisin’ for disappointment.”
Joe grinned, dipped his face to mine, kissed me and then guided me into the house.
He knew the picture was there, I knew he did. He didn’t say anything and neither did I.
I got ready and went to work and Joe got ready with me and went to his office.
Life goes on.
* * * * *
And life went on, safe and sweet in most ways, insane and crazed because two teenage girls lived in our house.
But that shield Joe put up was strong and held true for two beautiful weeks.
Then Daniel Hart blew it to smithereens.
Chapter Twenty
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Benny heard the knock on his door, his eyes opened and the woman in his bed moved. When she reminded him of her presence, he struggled to remember her name. He could remember her lips, could even call up a vision of them. Full, soft, a nice red-pink even without lipstick. Heaven wrapped around his c**k especially with all her long, dark hair all around, soft against his skin. He usually liked to watch and would pull their hair back. Her hair was so soft he left it where it was.
“Joe, don’t. Life is life, baby. That’s all it is.”
His eyes locked with mine.
“It’d never be good with her, she wasn’t gonna change and she didn’t. But, if he lived, I’d never leave her and that’s all I’d have. Except for Nicky, I’d never have somethin’ sweet.”
I set the picture on the nightstand and moved to straddle him, pushing him to his back.
“Yes you would,” I pressed my face into his neck and my lips to his skin. “I saw you, I’d go all Tina and do everything to catch your eye. Watering my flowers in a bikini and all sorts of shit. We wouldn’t be able to fight the attraction and we’d have a torrid affair,” I told him. “It would suck and I’d feel shit but you’d leave her for me and I’d pay you back by givin’ you all sorts of sweet things.”
As I spoke, my lips travelled his neck and throat and his hands started roaming my body.
“You’re full of shit, buddy. I’d see you waterin’ your flowers in a bikini, I’d come onto you and you’d go prude and freeze me out.”
I lifted my head and looked down on him just as his fingers curled around my breast.
“Joe, you f**ked me on the hood of your car even when I was seriously pissed at you,” I reminded him. “I think we can take it as read I wouldn’t go prude.”
His thumb swiped my nipple, my lips parted and my h*ps jerked. At this, his eyes grew dark in a seriously sexy way and his lips tipped up at the ends.
“Yeah,” he muttered, “forgot about that.”
I blinked then felt my body get tight. “You forgot?”
His lips curled into a full-on smile. “Thanks for reminding me.”
Even though I knew he didn’t forget and was just f**king with me, I still heard an angry noise escape my throat and I started to pull away but Joe rolled so he was on top and his face disappeared in my neck as his thumb circled my nipple.
“We had an affair, buddy, we’d probably have to do it on the GT more than once,” he noted against my neck.
“We’d have to do it so you’d remember we did it before,” I snapped back but this wasn’t as effective as it should have been since my breathing was getting heavy and my legs were moving to tangle with his.
I felt his chuckle against my skin then his lips moved to my jaw. “We’d probably have to do it in the car too.”
“Would you remember that?”
He ignored my semi-irate question. “And be creative about other places we did it.”
“Joe –”
“In your car.”
“Joe –”
“In your garage.”
“Joe –”
“In my truck.”
“Joe!”
His mouth went to mine and I stopped breathing at what I saw in his eyes.
“You’re right, though. We would have found each other.”
My body relaxed under his and I whispered, “Joe.”
His head came up and he grinned slow. “You realize, buddy, that we’re discussing the ways I’d cheat on Bonnie.”
It struck me that we actually were and that was kind of funny therefore I giggled.
Then I said through a smile and while running my fingers along his scar, up his cheekbone and into his hair. “I met her once, honey, and I didn’t like her much so I’m not too broken up about that.”
His head came down and he kissed me through his gentle laughter.
Then he f**ked me but nothing about that was gentle.
It would be later, when I was almost asleep, that I realized we’d both laughed about Bonnie but, more importantly, Joe had done it.
And I fell asleep thinking that, even though it was funny, what we said was also probably true.
And that was even funnier.
* * * * *
The next morning while Kate and Keira were running around like they’d never gotten ready for school in their lives, Keira working herself into a frenzy because it was her first day in high school and Joe was making them oatmeal and being calm which had no effect on them being in a tizzy, I walked out with the photo frame filled with Joe and Nicky and I put it on the shelves.
Kate saw, smiled at me but she didn’t say a word.
Keira didn’t see me because she was arguing with Joe. “But Joe, I can’t eat oatmeal. My stomach feels funny.”
“Nerves, baby, eat,” Joe replied.
“I’ll get sick,” Keira returned.
“No you won’t,” Joe said.
Keira looked at me and cried, “Mom!”
“Eat your oatmeal, honey,” I told her.
She stomped a foot on a repeated, annoyed, “Mom!”
“Keirry, the last time you vomited you were in second grade and had the flu. The last time you threatened to vomit was two days ago,” I said. “You need food or you’ll get cranky before second period. Eat your oatmeal.”
“Argh!” she shouted and then snatched up her oatmeal.
Keira ate her oatmeal and we had seven more dramas before she and Kate climbed into Kate’s Fiesta and they headed out while Joe and I waved them good-bye (well, Joe stood by me while I waved good-bye, he didn’t wave).
When they were out of sight, I turned and moved into Joe, wrapping my arms around him. I looked up at him and he looked down at me.
“Shit, my baby’s in high school,” I muttered.
“Yeah,” was his only reply.
“Shit,” I repeated, pressed my face into his chest and his fingers wrapped around the back of my neck.
“Let’s just hope she doesn’t snag a boyfriend on day one,” Joe told the top of my head.
I tipped my head back. “She’s on a mission so don’t hope too hard. You do, you’re cruisin’ for disappointment.”
Joe grinned, dipped his face to mine, kissed me and then guided me into the house.
He knew the picture was there, I knew he did. He didn’t say anything and neither did I.
I got ready and went to work and Joe got ready with me and went to his office.
Life goes on.
* * * * *
And life went on, safe and sweet in most ways, insane and crazed because two teenage girls lived in our house.
But that shield Joe put up was strong and held true for two beautiful weeks.
Then Daniel Hart blew it to smithereens.
Chapter Twenty
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Benny heard the knock on his door, his eyes opened and the woman in his bed moved. When she reminded him of her presence, he struggled to remember her name. He could remember her lips, could even call up a vision of them. Full, soft, a nice red-pink even without lipstick. Heaven wrapped around his c**k especially with all her long, dark hair all around, soft against his skin. He usually liked to watch and would pull their hair back. Her hair was so soft he left it where it was.
