Bloodfever
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Theres a basement, Ms. Lane.
We turned at the bottom of the final flight, and began walking toward a set of doors in the wall past the base of the stairwell.
At that very moment, they began to swing open.
Abruptly, I was no longer in the house at all, but standing on a white powder beach with a warm, salty breeze tangling my hair.
The sun was shining. Alabaster birds swooped low, gliding along lapis lazuli waves.
And I was naked.
ELEVEN
V lane! I snarled.
I was nakedhe was near.
It is time for our hour, MacKayla, said a disembodied voice.
Put me back right now! Barrons needs me! How had he so cleanly swapped one reality for the next? Had he moved me, or worlds? Had I just been sifted? But I hadnt even seen him, or felt him touch me, or anything!
At the time of my choosing was our deal. Will you dishonor it? Should I undo my part of it as well?
Could he do that? Rewind time and dump me back into the Shade-infested bookstore, crouching before my enemy with too few matches left? Or did he mean to let the Shades back in right now, and when I got home from Wales, Id have to clear it again, this time, without his help? I had no desire to face either. Im not dishonoring it. You are. Give me my clothes back!
We discussed nothing of attire in our bargain. We are on equal footing, you and I, he purred, behind me.
I whirled, fury in my eyes, murder in my heart.
He was naked, too.
All thought of Barrons and basement doors opening and potential dangers behind them vanished. Nor did it matter how Id gotten here. I was here.
My knees turned to ash. I collapsed to the sand.
I looked away but my eyes didnt. My central nervous system was currently serving another master and had no interest in will. Will? What was will? Papers you signed in case you died, that was it. Nothing to do with my current situation. All I needed to do now was entrust my body to the Maestro before me who would play it like no other, stroking it to unimaginable crescendos, plucking chords no man had ever sounded before, or would ever match again.
A Fae prince naked is a vision that renders all other men eternally inadequate.
He stepped toward me.
I trembled. He was going to touch me. Oh, God, he was going to touch me.
Over the course of my many encounters with Vlane, I would attempt repeatedly to describe him in my journal. I would use words like: terrifyingly beautiful, godlike, possessing inhuman sexuality, deadly eroticism. I would call him lethal, I would call him irresistible, I would curse him. I would lust for him. I would call his eyes windows to a shining heaven, I would call them gates to Hell. I would fill entries with scribblings that would later make no sense to me, comprised of columns of antonyms: angelic, devilish; creator, destroyer; fire, ice; sex,deathIm not sure why those two struck me as opposites, except perhaps sex is both the celebration of life and the process whereby we create it.
I would make a list of colors, of every shimmering shade of bronze, gold and copper, and amber known to man. I would write of oils and spices, scents from childhood, scents from dreams. I would indulge in lengthy thesaurus-like entries trying to capture the sensory overload that was Prince Vlane of the Fae.
I would fail at every turn.
He is so beautiful that he makes a part of my soul weep. I dont understand those tears. They arent like the ones I cry for Alina. They arent made of water and salt. I think theyre made of blood.
Turn. It. Off. I gritted.
I am doing nothing. He stopped in the sand next to me, towered above me. The parts of him I needed, those perfect, incredible parts I burned to have inside me, slaking my terrible, inhuman lust, were within arms reach. I fisted my hands. I would never reach. Not for a Fae. Never. Liar.
He laughed and I closed my eyes, lay shuddering on the soft white sand. The fine grains against my skin were the hands of a lover, the breeze at my nipples a hot tongue. I prayed the ocean wouldnt begin to lap at any part of me. Would I come apart? Would my cells lose the cohesion necessary to maintain the shape of my humanity? Would I scatter to the far reaches of the universe, flakes of dust borne off on a fickle Fae wind?
I rolled so my nipples pressed against the beach. As I turned, my thigh grazed the tender, aching flesh of my mons. I came, violently. You bastardIhateyou, I hissed.
I was standing again. Fully clothed in my clingy catsuit, spear in hand. My body was cool, remote; not one ounce of passion stirred in what had an instant ago been enflamed loins. I was master of my will.
I lunged for him without hesitation.
He vanished.
I sought only to remind you of what you and I might share, MacKayla, he said behind me. It is extraordinary, is it not? As befits an extraordinary woman.
I spun and lunged again. I knew he would only vanish once more, but I couldnt help myself.
What part of no dont you understand? The n or the o? No is not maybe. It is not I like to play rough. And it is never, never, never yes.
Permit me to tender my apologies. He was in front of me again, clothed in a robe that was a color Id never seen before and couldnt describe. It made me think of butterfly wings against an iridescent sky, backlit by a thousand suns. His eyes, once molten amber, burned the same strange hue. He could not have looked more alien.
Ill permit you nothing, I said. Our hour is up. You dishonored our deal. You promised you wouldnt sex me up. You broke that promise.