“I’ll testify,” Miah repeated when Chace didn’t speak.
“That’ll be tough,” Chace replied. “You were young, in a serious situation, if he’s extradited to Colorado to stand trial, the defense attorney will go hard.”
“A kid, no matter what he’s going through, can’t make that stuff up,” Miah returned.
“This is true,” Chace muttered. “But I don’t like that for you, that bein’ part of your future, the possibility of testifying.”
“A wrong has been done,” Miah whispered, his gaze unwavering on Chace. “When that happens you set about making it right. You taught me that.”
Chace closed his eyes and dropped his head.
“I can do it.” Miah was still whispering. “I want to do it.”
Chace opened his eyes and looked at the creek. “I hate this for you.”
“I don’t,” Miah replied. “She was your wife. If I can do that, make him pay, then I can do something for you. So I want to do it.”
Serious as shit, this kid was a good f**king kid.
Chace lifted his hand, wrapped it around the back of Miah’s neck and gave him a squeeze while finding his eyes.
“You’re a good kid,” he whispered and Miah grinned.
“Not a kid anymore.”
Chace shook his head and gave his neck another squeeze while rocking him gently before letting him go. “Nope, you’re still a kid.”
“Amelia and I did it last night.”
Chace blinked and his throat sounded clogged when he asked, “What?”
Miah grinned again. “Went all the way.”
Holy f**k.
“Jeremiah –”
“We used… you know and we’re both eighteen. We’ve been seeing each other since we were sophomores and we’d always planned for graduation being the, um… main event.”
Jesus Christ. Where did he go with this?
Miah looked at the creek, still grinning and now muttering, “It was good.”
“Was it good for her?”
Miah looked back at him and his grin faded. “Well…” he trailed off and Chace shook his head.
“Gotta make it good for her, bud,” he said gently.
“I have with the stuff we’ve done, uh… before but last night it kinda went,” his face flushed and he finished on a whisper, “fast.”
Chace fought back a grin and held his eyes as he advised, “You get that but you only get it once. You two carry on with this shit you do two things, you use protection, always and you see to her first, always. With her and, should things end with her and you find someone else, with them too. That protection is for her but it’s also for you. Don’t mess up your or her future by bein’ stupid and don’t take a woman, ever, without takin’ care of her.”
Miah pressed his lips together, leaned forward, elbows to his knees and looked to the creek.
Chace’s eyes followed his, he leaned forward on his elbows too and kept talking.
“I get where you are, your age, you two bein’ together for a while, you think this is a natural progression. I know you and Amelia are tight. But I wish you’d talked to me before you went ahead with this. I’ll just say, I know you feel like a man, I know you’re lookin’ forward to independence but I’ll tell you you’re still young. You should be young and this shit is adult shit, Miah. The seal is broken and maybe there’s no goin’ back. But you’re a smart guy, always have been, I’m just sayin’ you should keep bein’ smart, think about this before you do it again with Amelia or any girl. It feels good, I know that. You’ll want it, I know that too. It’s probably pretty much all you’re thinkin’ about, I know that too. But it isn’t ever just about doing it and it is never just you doin’ it. Two people are involved. Always let her know where you’re at. It’s a connection, a closeness, an intimacy you two share and feelings can get caught up in that. You’re not feelin’ it outside of doin’ it, you let her know where you’re at so she doesn’t get lost in you. You with me?”
“Yeah,” Miah whispered.
Chace wasn’t done.
“Amelia is going to the University of Wyoming, buddy. In a few months, you two will be separated. That could stay strong while you two are in different states or you or she might find someone else. Have a mind to that this summer with her and where you guys went last night. You leave, you find someone else in New York, she’s lost in you, you could hurt her. Think about how you feel about her right now, what that might do to her and handle her with care. You still with me?”
“Yeah,” Miah repeated on a whisper.
Chace fell silent and Miah didn’t speak.
Then Miah spoke.
“How did you know it was Faye?”
Chace felt his lips tip up as his eyes watched the waters run. “Just knew.”
“How?”
He turned his head to Miah to see Miah’s eyes on him. “You see her, bud, the one that’s meant for you, you’ll know too.”
Miah held his eyes. Then he nodded and looked back at the creek.
Chace did too and they again lapsed into silence until Chace broke it this time.
“Been years, Miah, lookin’ for that man. Wantin’ to put Misty to rest in my mind. Now she is. Thank you.”
He heard Miah take in a breath before he said softly, “You’re welcome, Aslan.”
Fuck, that socked him in the gut. Every time.
Without taking his gaze from the creek he again lifted his hand, curled it around the back of Miah’s neck and gave it a squeeze. Once he was done, he removed his hand, returned his elbow to his knee and sat silently with his boy, no, his boy who was becoming a man and watched the waters flow.
* * * * *
One week later
Chace stood outside the bedroom door, ass and back to the wall, feet out in front of him, ankles crossed, a grin playing on his lips.
He did this listening to his wife reading to her sons, Jake and Silas.
It wasn’t the first time. It wouldn’t be the last.
As usual, listening to her melodic voice adding nuance and drama to the story, he enjoyed it for a good long while.
Then he moved away from the wall to check on his sleeping baby girl, Twyla.
* * * * *
Three hours later
Faye underneath him, his c**k still hard inside her, Chace ran his tongue along her lower lip.
The instant he was done, she ran hers along his.
When she was done, he lifted his lips, kissed her nose then dipped his chin and caught her eyes.
“That’ll be tough,” Chace replied. “You were young, in a serious situation, if he’s extradited to Colorado to stand trial, the defense attorney will go hard.”
“A kid, no matter what he’s going through, can’t make that stuff up,” Miah returned.
“This is true,” Chace muttered. “But I don’t like that for you, that bein’ part of your future, the possibility of testifying.”
“A wrong has been done,” Miah whispered, his gaze unwavering on Chace. “When that happens you set about making it right. You taught me that.”
Chace closed his eyes and dropped his head.
“I can do it.” Miah was still whispering. “I want to do it.”
Chace opened his eyes and looked at the creek. “I hate this for you.”
“I don’t,” Miah replied. “She was your wife. If I can do that, make him pay, then I can do something for you. So I want to do it.”
Serious as shit, this kid was a good f**king kid.
Chace lifted his hand, wrapped it around the back of Miah’s neck and gave him a squeeze while finding his eyes.
“You’re a good kid,” he whispered and Miah grinned.
“Not a kid anymore.”
Chace shook his head and gave his neck another squeeze while rocking him gently before letting him go. “Nope, you’re still a kid.”
“Amelia and I did it last night.”
Chace blinked and his throat sounded clogged when he asked, “What?”
Miah grinned again. “Went all the way.”
Holy f**k.
“Jeremiah –”
“We used… you know and we’re both eighteen. We’ve been seeing each other since we were sophomores and we’d always planned for graduation being the, um… main event.”
Jesus Christ. Where did he go with this?
Miah looked at the creek, still grinning and now muttering, “It was good.”
“Was it good for her?”
Miah looked back at him and his grin faded. “Well…” he trailed off and Chace shook his head.
“Gotta make it good for her, bud,” he said gently.
“I have with the stuff we’ve done, uh… before but last night it kinda went,” his face flushed and he finished on a whisper, “fast.”
Chace fought back a grin and held his eyes as he advised, “You get that but you only get it once. You two carry on with this shit you do two things, you use protection, always and you see to her first, always. With her and, should things end with her and you find someone else, with them too. That protection is for her but it’s also for you. Don’t mess up your or her future by bein’ stupid and don’t take a woman, ever, without takin’ care of her.”
Miah pressed his lips together, leaned forward, elbows to his knees and looked to the creek.
Chace’s eyes followed his, he leaned forward on his elbows too and kept talking.
“I get where you are, your age, you two bein’ together for a while, you think this is a natural progression. I know you and Amelia are tight. But I wish you’d talked to me before you went ahead with this. I’ll just say, I know you feel like a man, I know you’re lookin’ forward to independence but I’ll tell you you’re still young. You should be young and this shit is adult shit, Miah. The seal is broken and maybe there’s no goin’ back. But you’re a smart guy, always have been, I’m just sayin’ you should keep bein’ smart, think about this before you do it again with Amelia or any girl. It feels good, I know that. You’ll want it, I know that too. It’s probably pretty much all you’re thinkin’ about, I know that too. But it isn’t ever just about doing it and it is never just you doin’ it. Two people are involved. Always let her know where you’re at. It’s a connection, a closeness, an intimacy you two share and feelings can get caught up in that. You’re not feelin’ it outside of doin’ it, you let her know where you’re at so she doesn’t get lost in you. You with me?”
“Yeah,” Miah whispered.
Chace wasn’t done.
“Amelia is going to the University of Wyoming, buddy. In a few months, you two will be separated. That could stay strong while you two are in different states or you or she might find someone else. Have a mind to that this summer with her and where you guys went last night. You leave, you find someone else in New York, she’s lost in you, you could hurt her. Think about how you feel about her right now, what that might do to her and handle her with care. You still with me?”
“Yeah,” Miah repeated on a whisper.
Chace fell silent and Miah didn’t speak.
Then Miah spoke.
“How did you know it was Faye?”
Chace felt his lips tip up as his eyes watched the waters run. “Just knew.”
“How?”
He turned his head to Miah to see Miah’s eyes on him. “You see her, bud, the one that’s meant for you, you’ll know too.”
Miah held his eyes. Then he nodded and looked back at the creek.
Chace did too and they again lapsed into silence until Chace broke it this time.
“Been years, Miah, lookin’ for that man. Wantin’ to put Misty to rest in my mind. Now she is. Thank you.”
He heard Miah take in a breath before he said softly, “You’re welcome, Aslan.”
Fuck, that socked him in the gut. Every time.
Without taking his gaze from the creek he again lifted his hand, curled it around the back of Miah’s neck and gave it a squeeze. Once he was done, he removed his hand, returned his elbow to his knee and sat silently with his boy, no, his boy who was becoming a man and watched the waters flow.
* * * * *
One week later
Chace stood outside the bedroom door, ass and back to the wall, feet out in front of him, ankles crossed, a grin playing on his lips.
He did this listening to his wife reading to her sons, Jake and Silas.
It wasn’t the first time. It wouldn’t be the last.
As usual, listening to her melodic voice adding nuance and drama to the story, he enjoyed it for a good long while.
Then he moved away from the wall to check on his sleeping baby girl, Twyla.
* * * * *
Three hours later
Faye underneath him, his c**k still hard inside her, Chace ran his tongue along her lower lip.
The instant he was done, she ran hers along his.
When she was done, he lifted his lips, kissed her nose then dipped his chin and caught her eyes.
