Chesapeake Blue
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"About you and Aubrey. Not only wrong about the aspect of your relationship, but wrong to make an issue out of something that's your personal business."
"Huh. So you were wrong twice."
"No. That equals one mistake with two parts. I was wrong once. And I am sorry." He set the flowers down, then rolled his shoulders to try to ease some of the stiffness. "How do you know you were wrong?"
Well, she thought, if she'd expected him to let it go with an apology, she should have known better. "She stopped by the shop the other day and explained things to me very clearly. Then we had some wine and Chinese at my place."
"Back up. I explained things to you, and you kick me out—"
"I never—"
"Metaphorically. Aub explains things to you, and everything's peachy?"
"Peachy?" She chuckled, shrugged. "Yes."
"You just took her word for it, then ate spring rolls?"
"That's right." It pleased her to think of it. The entire evening with Aubrey pleased her. "Since she wasn't trying to get me into bed, she didn't have any incentive, that I could see, to lie about it. And if she had been interested in you in a romantic or sexual way, she'd have no motive for clearing the path where I was concerned. Which means I was wrong, and I apologize."
"I don't know why," he said after a moment. "I can't put my finger on it, but that pisses me off again. I want a beer. Do you want a beer?"
"Does that mean you accept my apology?"
"I'm thinking about it," he called back from the kitchen. "Go back to that 'clearing the path' part. I think that might turn the tide."
She accepted the bottle he handed her when he came back in. "I don't know you, not very well," she said.
"Sugar, I'm an open book."
"No, you're not. And neither am I. But it seems I'd like to get to know you better."
"How about pizza?"
"Excuse me?"
"How about we order some pizza because I'm starving. And I'd like to spend some time with you. You hungry?"
"Well, I—"
"Good. Where the hell's that phone?" He shoved at things on his workbench, rattled items on his shelves, then finally dug the phone out from under a pillow on the bed. "Speed dial," he told her after he pushed some buttons. "I keep all vital numbers—Hi, it's Seth Quinn. Yeah, I'm good. How about you? You bet. I want a large, loaded."
"No," Dru said and had him frowning over at her.
"Hold it a minute," he said into the phone. "No, what?"
"No toppings."
"No toppings?" He gaped at her. " None? What are you, sick?"
"No toppings," she repeated, primly now. "If I want a salad, I have a salad. If I want meat, I have meat. If I want pizza, I
have pizza."
"Man." He huffed out a breath, rubbed his chin in a way she'd seen Ethan do. "Okay, make that half totally boring and half loaded. Yeah, you got it. At my place over the flower shop. Thanks." He disconnected, then tossed the phone back on the bed. "Won't take long. Look, I need to clean up." He dug into a packing box and came out with what might have been fresh jeans. "I'm going to grab a shower. Just, you know, hang. I'll be right back."
"Can I look at some of your other paintings?"
"Sure." He waved a hand as he carried his beer into the little bathroom. "Go ahead." And just like that, she realized, they were back on even ground. Or as even as it ever had been. Just hang, he'd said, as if they were friends.
Wasn't it a wonder that she felt they were. Friends. Whatever else happened, or didn't happen between them, they were friends.
Still, she waited until the door was shut and she heard the shower running before she moved over to the painting propped on the easel by the front windows.
The breath caught in her throat. She supposed it was a typical reaction for someone seeing themselves as a painting. That moment of surprise and wonder, the simple fascination with self, as seen through another's eyes.
She wouldn't see herself this way, she realized. Not as romantic and relaxed and sexy all at once. Made bold by the colors, made dreamy by the light, and sexy by the pose with her leg bare and the bright skirt carelessly draped.
Made, somehow, powerful even at rest.
He'd finished it. Surely it was finished, because it was perfect.
Perfectly beautiful.
He'd made her beautiful, she thought. Desirable, she supposed, and still aloof because it was so clear she was alone—that she wished to be alone.
She'd told him she didn't know him well. Now more than ever she understood how true that was. And how could anyone really know him? How could anyone understand a man who had so much inside him, who was capable of creating something so lovely and dreamy in one painting, and something so passionate and fierce in another?
Yet with every step she took with him, she wanted to know more.
She wandered to the stacks of canvases, sat on the floor, set her beer aside and began to learn. Sun-washed scenes of Florence with red-tiled roofs, golden buildings, crooked, cobbled streets. Another exploding with color and movement—Venice, she realized—all a blur with the crowds. An empty road winding through luminous green fields. A nude, her eyes dark and slumberous, her hair in untamed splendor around her face and shoulders, and the glory of Rome through the window at her back.
A field of sunflowers baking in the heat that was almost palpable—and the laughing face of a young girl running through them trailing a red balloon behind her.
She saw joy and romance, sorrow and whimsy, desire and despair.
He saw, she corrected. He saw everything.
When he came back in, she was sitting on the floor, a painting in her lap. The beer sat untouched beside her.
He crossed over, picked up the bottle. "How about wine instead?"
"It doesn't matter." She couldn't take her attention away from the painting. It was another watercolor, one he'd done from memory on a rainy day in Italy. He'd been homesick and restless.
So he'd painted the marsh he'd explored as a boy with its tangle of gum and oak trees, with its wigeongrass and cattails, with its luminous light trapped in dawn.
"That spot's not far from the house," he told her. "You can follow that path back to it." He supposed that's what he'd been doing in his head when he'd painted it. Following the path back.
"Huh. So you were wrong twice."
"No. That equals one mistake with two parts. I was wrong once. And I am sorry." He set the flowers down, then rolled his shoulders to try to ease some of the stiffness. "How do you know you were wrong?"
Well, she thought, if she'd expected him to let it go with an apology, she should have known better. "She stopped by the shop the other day and explained things to me very clearly. Then we had some wine and Chinese at my place."
"Back up. I explained things to you, and you kick me out—"
"I never—"
"Metaphorically. Aub explains things to you, and everything's peachy?"
"Peachy?" She chuckled, shrugged. "Yes."
"You just took her word for it, then ate spring rolls?"
"That's right." It pleased her to think of it. The entire evening with Aubrey pleased her. "Since she wasn't trying to get me into bed, she didn't have any incentive, that I could see, to lie about it. And if she had been interested in you in a romantic or sexual way, she'd have no motive for clearing the path where I was concerned. Which means I was wrong, and I apologize."
"I don't know why," he said after a moment. "I can't put my finger on it, but that pisses me off again. I want a beer. Do you want a beer?"
"Does that mean you accept my apology?"
"I'm thinking about it," he called back from the kitchen. "Go back to that 'clearing the path' part. I think that might turn the tide."
She accepted the bottle he handed her when he came back in. "I don't know you, not very well," she said.
"Sugar, I'm an open book."
"No, you're not. And neither am I. But it seems I'd like to get to know you better."
"How about pizza?"
"Excuse me?"
"How about we order some pizza because I'm starving. And I'd like to spend some time with you. You hungry?"
"Well, I—"
"Good. Where the hell's that phone?" He shoved at things on his workbench, rattled items on his shelves, then finally dug the phone out from under a pillow on the bed. "Speed dial," he told her after he pushed some buttons. "I keep all vital numbers—Hi, it's Seth Quinn. Yeah, I'm good. How about you? You bet. I want a large, loaded."
"No," Dru said and had him frowning over at her.
"Hold it a minute," he said into the phone. "No, what?"
"No toppings."
"No toppings?" He gaped at her. " None? What are you, sick?"
"No toppings," she repeated, primly now. "If I want a salad, I have a salad. If I want meat, I have meat. If I want pizza, I
have pizza."
"Man." He huffed out a breath, rubbed his chin in a way she'd seen Ethan do. "Okay, make that half totally boring and half loaded. Yeah, you got it. At my place over the flower shop. Thanks." He disconnected, then tossed the phone back on the bed. "Won't take long. Look, I need to clean up." He dug into a packing box and came out with what might have been fresh jeans. "I'm going to grab a shower. Just, you know, hang. I'll be right back."
"Can I look at some of your other paintings?"
"Sure." He waved a hand as he carried his beer into the little bathroom. "Go ahead." And just like that, she realized, they were back on even ground. Or as even as it ever had been. Just hang, he'd said, as if they were friends.
Wasn't it a wonder that she felt they were. Friends. Whatever else happened, or didn't happen between them, they were friends.
Still, she waited until the door was shut and she heard the shower running before she moved over to the painting propped on the easel by the front windows.
The breath caught in her throat. She supposed it was a typical reaction for someone seeing themselves as a painting. That moment of surprise and wonder, the simple fascination with self, as seen through another's eyes.
She wouldn't see herself this way, she realized. Not as romantic and relaxed and sexy all at once. Made bold by the colors, made dreamy by the light, and sexy by the pose with her leg bare and the bright skirt carelessly draped.
Made, somehow, powerful even at rest.
He'd finished it. Surely it was finished, because it was perfect.
Perfectly beautiful.
He'd made her beautiful, she thought. Desirable, she supposed, and still aloof because it was so clear she was alone—that she wished to be alone.
She'd told him she didn't know him well. Now more than ever she understood how true that was. And how could anyone really know him? How could anyone understand a man who had so much inside him, who was capable of creating something so lovely and dreamy in one painting, and something so passionate and fierce in another?
Yet with every step she took with him, she wanted to know more.
She wandered to the stacks of canvases, sat on the floor, set her beer aside and began to learn. Sun-washed scenes of Florence with red-tiled roofs, golden buildings, crooked, cobbled streets. Another exploding with color and movement—Venice, she realized—all a blur with the crowds. An empty road winding through luminous green fields. A nude, her eyes dark and slumberous, her hair in untamed splendor around her face and shoulders, and the glory of Rome through the window at her back.
A field of sunflowers baking in the heat that was almost palpable—and the laughing face of a young girl running through them trailing a red balloon behind her.
She saw joy and romance, sorrow and whimsy, desire and despair.
He saw, she corrected. He saw everything.
When he came back in, she was sitting on the floor, a painting in her lap. The beer sat untouched beside her.
He crossed over, picked up the bottle. "How about wine instead?"
"It doesn't matter." She couldn't take her attention away from the painting. It was another watercolor, one he'd done from memory on a rainy day in Italy. He'd been homesick and restless.
So he'd painted the marsh he'd explored as a boy with its tangle of gum and oak trees, with its wigeongrass and cattails, with its luminous light trapped in dawn.
"That spot's not far from the house," he told her. "You can follow that path back to it." He supposed that's what he'd been doing in his head when he'd painted it. Following the path back.