Considering Kate
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"How come they wear those funny clothes when they dance?"
"I have no idea. How do you know they wear funny clothes?"
"I saw a cartoon, and there were elephants in funny skirts. They were dancing on their toes. Do elephants really have toes?"
"Yeah." Didn't they? "We'll look it up later so you can see. Here, take the pencil. You can draw this line here, right against the straight edge."
"Okay!"
Father and son worked, heads close together, with the big hand guiding the small. When Jack began to yawn, Brody shifted him, laying Jack over his shoulder as he rose.
"I'm not tired," Jack claimed even as his head drooped.
"When you wake up, it'll only be five days till Christmas."
"Can I have a present?"
Brody smiled. His son's voice was thick, his body already going limp. He paused in the living room, by the tree, swaying slightly as he had when Jack had been an infant, and fretful in the night. As Christmas trees went, Brody mused, this one wasn't pretty. But it was festive. The mix of ornaments covered every available inch. Wads of tinsel shone in the multicolored lights Jack had wanted. Rather than an angel or a star, there was a grinning Santa at the top. Jack still believed in Santa Claus. Brody wondered if he would this time the following year.
Thinking of that, of the years passed and passing still, he turned his face into his son's hair. And just breathed him in.
After he'd carried Jack up to bed, he came down and brewed a fresh pot of coffee. Probably a mistake, Brody thought even as he poured the first cup. It would very likely keep him awake. Still he stood, looking out the dark window, sipping it black. The house was too quiet with Jack asleep. There were times, God knew, when the boy made so much noise, caused so much chaos, it seemed there would never be a moment of peace and quiet.
Then when he got it, Brody wanted the noise.
Parenting, he thought, had to be the damnedest business going.
But the problem now was restlessness. It was a feeling he hadn't experienced for quite some time. With parenting, establishing a business, making a home, soliciting jobs, he hadn't had much excess time. Still don't, he thought, and began to pace the kitchen while he drank his coffee. There was enough work to be done on the house to keep him busy for… probably the rest of his life. Should have bought something smaller, he thought, and less needy. Something more practical—and he'd heard variations on those thoughts from his father since he'd dug up the down payment. Trouble was, he'd fallen head over heels for the old place, and so had Jack. And it was working, he reminded himself, glancing around the completed kitchen with its glass-fronted cabinets and granite counters.
Still, work was the bottom line, and he really had to carve out the time to deal with the rooms he'd put off.
Hard to find time when there were only days left until Christmas.
Then, there was the job due to be completed the next afternoon. And on the heels of that came the school holiday. He should have lined up a babysitter—he'd meant to. But Jack disliked them so much, and the guilt was a slow burn.
He knew Beth Skully would take Jack at least part of the time. But after a while, it felt like imposing. In an emergency, he could call on his mother. But that was a tricky business. Whenever he passed Jack off in that direction, he felt like a failure.
He'd make it work. Jack could come along with him some of the time, go to his pal Rod's some of the time. And in a pinch, he'd visit his grandmother.
And that wasn't the problem at all, Brody admitted. That wasn't the distraction, lodged like a splinter in his mind.
The splinter was Kate Kimball.
He didn't have the time nor the inclination for her.
All right, damn it, he didn't have the time. Whatever he did have for her was a hell of a ways up from inclination. He dragged a hand through his mass of sun-streaked hair and tried to ignore the sheer sexual frustration eating at his gut.
Had he ever felt this much pure physical hunger for a woman before? He must have. He just didn't remember clearly, that was all. Didn't remember being churned up this way. And it really ticked him off.
It was only because it had been a long time. Because she was so openly provocative. So unbelievably beautiful.
But he wasn't a kid anymore who could grab pretty toys without considering the consequences. He was no longer free to do whatever he liked, when he liked. And he wouldn't want it any other way. Not that taking her up on her obvious invitation had to have consequences. In the long run. Even in the short. They were both adults, they both knew the ropes.
And that kind of thinking, he decided, would only get him in trouble.
Do your job, he told himself. Take her money. Keep your distance.
And stop thinking about that amazing, streamlined body of hers.
He poured a second cup of coffee—knowing he was damning himself to a sleepless night—then went back to work.
The next afternoon, Kate opened the door to find Brody on her doorstep. Her pleasure at that was sidetracked by the bright-eyed little boy at his side.
"Well, hello, handsome."
"I'm Jack."
"Handsome Jack. I'm Kate. Come in."
"I'm just dropping off the drawings, and the bid." Brody held them out, kept a hand firm on Jack's shoulder. "My card's in there. If you have any questions or want to discuss the drawings or the figures, just get in touch."
"Let's save time and look them over now. What's your hurry?" She barely looked at him, but beamed smiles at Jack."Brr. It's cold out there. Cold enough for cookies and hot chocolate."
"With marshmallows?"
"In this house, it's illegal to serve hot chocolate without marshmallows." She held out a hand. Jack's was already in it as he bolted inside.
"Listen—"
"Oh, come on, O'Connell. Be a sport. So, what grade are you in, Handsome Jack?" She crouched down to unzip his coat. "Eighth, ninth?"
"No." He giggled. "First."
"You're kidding. This is such a coincidence. We happen to be running a special today for blond-haired boys in first grade. Your choice of sugar, chocolate chip or peanut butter cookies."
"Can I have one of each?''
"Jack—"
"Ah, a man after my own heart," Kate said, ignoring Brody. She straightened, handed Brody Jack's coat and cap and muffler, then took the boy's hand.