Considering Kate
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"And because it's been that way, it has to continue to be? If you can change one aspect of your life, Brody, you can change others. You just have to try harder."
"We grate each other, that's all. We're better when we keep our distance. I don't want Jack to feel that way about me. Maybe I overcompensate."
"Stop it." Impatient again, she turned to him. "Is that a happy, well-adjusted, healthy boy?"
"Yeah." Brody had to smile as Jack filled the air with belly laughs as he rolled over the grass with the puppy climbing all over him.
"You know you're a good father. It's taken work, and effort, but for the most part it's easy for you. Because you love him unconditionally. It's a lot more work, a lot more effort, Brody, for you to be a good son. Because there are a lot of conditions on the love you have for your father, and his for you."
"We don't love each other."
"Oh, you're wrong. If you didn't, you couldn't hurt each other." Brody shrugged that off. She didn't understand, he thought. How could she? "First time I've ever seen him shocked speechless. I don't believe he's ever had a woman rip into him that way. Me, I'm getting used to it."
"Good. Now if you don't want me ripping into you again anytime soon, you'll apologize to your mother at the first opportunity. You embarrassed her."
"Man, you're strict. Mind if I play with my dog first?"
She arched a brow. "Whose dog?"
"Jack's. But Jack and I, we're—"
"A team," she finished. "Yes, I know."
Chapter Ten
Kate made her plans, bided her time. And chose her moment.
She knew it was calculated. But really, what was wrong with that? Timing, approach, method—they were essential to any plan. So if she'd waited for that particular moment on a Friday night when Jack was enjoying a night over at his grandparents and Brody was relaxed after a particularly intense bout of lovemaking, it was simply rational planning.
"I've got something for you."
"Something else?" He was, as Jerry would have said, in the zone. "I get dinner, a bottle of wine and a night with a beautiful woman. I don't think there is anything else." With a quiet laugh she slipped out of bed. "Oh, but there is." He watched her—always he enjoyed watching the way she moved. He'd come to the conclusion there was more to this ballet business than he'd once thought.
It gave him a great deal of pleasure to see her here, in his room. The room, he thought, he'd been squeezing in hours late at night to finish. He was doing, thank you God, a lot more than sleeping there now.
The walls were finished and painted a strong, deep blue. Kate favored strong colors. The woodwork, stripped down to its natural tone and glossily sealed, was a good accent. He hoped to get to the floors soon. Curtains and that kind of thing would be dealt with eventually. But for now he just liked seeing her in here. The dusky skin against the smooth blue walls, and the way the shimmer of light from the low fire danced in shadows.
She'd left her earrings on his dresser once. It had given him a hell of a jolt to see them there the next morning. They'd looked so… female, he remembered.
Yet he'd been foolishly disappointed when she'd removed them.
What that had to say about him, about things, he'd just have to figure out. She put on his shirt against the light chill of the room and walked over to her purse.
"I'm going to buy you a half dozen flannel shirts," Brody decided. "Just so I can see you walking around naked under them."
"I'll take them." She sat back on the bed, and dropped an envelope on his bare chest. "And these are for you."
"What?" Baffled, he sat up, tapped out the contents. The two airline tickets only increased his confusion.
"What's this?"
"Two tickets on the shuttle to New York. Next Friday. One for you, one for Jack." He eyed them, then eyed her. Cautiously. "Because?"
"Because I really want both of you to come. Have you ever been to New York?"
"No, but—"
"Even better. I get to introduce it to both of you. The director of my former company called me earlier in the week," she explained. "They're putting on a special performance—one show only, next Saturday night. It's for charity. There'll be several selections from several ballets performed by different artists. He'd asked me to participate some time ago, but I passed. So much going on, and it's all but running into the opening of my school."
"But now you decided not to pass."
"The dancer who was to perform thepas de deux fromThe Red Rose —that's a ballet Davidov first performed with his wife when they were partners—is out with an injury. It's not career-ending, thank God, but she can't dance for at least two weeks. That's put her out. He's asked me to fill in." Simple, she thought. It was all very simple. And she wasn't going to give Brody any wiggle room.
"I've danced this part several times. Fact is, it's what he asked me to perform originally. So when he called, I didn't want to say no. Then, of course, he talked me into doing another segment fromDon Quixote. I should leave Monday to get in shape for it, but I couldn't shuffle everything, so I'm leaving Tuesday."
He felt a little twinge in the gut at the thought of her leaving again. "You'll be great. But listen, Kate, I appreciate the gesture, but I just can't grab Jack and take off to New York like that."
"Why not?"
"Well, work, school, for starters. A new puppy for another. Your basics."
"You can leave after school on Friday, and be in New York before dinner. We can stay at my sister's. Saturday you can see some of the city, maybe take Jack to the top of the Empire State Building. Saturday night, you come to the ballet. Sunday, we see a little more of the city, go have dinner at my grandparents, catch the late shuttle back. Everyone's at school or work Monday." She moved her shoulders. "Oh, and as for Mike, you bring him, of course."
"Bring a dog to New York?"
"Sure, my sister's kids will love it."
He felt as though he were sitting in a box and she was slowly closing the lid. "Kate, it's just not the kind of thing people like me do. Flying off to New York for the weekend."