I let out a small breath of relief, relaxing. He couldn’t get his hands on her even if he wanted to. Not right now anyway. He was just fucking with me.
His arm snaked around my neck again and pulled me back into my seat. I stiffened as he brought me in close.
“You were never part of our group.” His angry whisper fell on my ear. “You were just pussy being groomed.”
And then his other hand slid to the inside of my thigh, squeezing it.
I whimpered in shock and grabbed his hand, ripping it off me. He reached for me again, but I bared my teeth, slapping him away.
“What the hell is going on back there?”
I stopped, hearing the teacher’s voice. Facing forward, I glared ahead, feeling eyes on us, but I refused to answer.
“Sorry, sir.” I saw Damon smooth down his black T-shirt as he slouched in his seat. “Gave it to her nice and good this morning, but she still can’t keep her hands off me.”
Laughter broke out around the class, and I heard Will’s quiet, self-satisfied chuckle next to me.
Embarrassment warmed my face, but it was nothing to the anger building under my skin.
What the hell did they want? This didn’t make any sense. This was mine. This school, this class, this new chance to be happy…I’d be damned if I let them chase me off.
The teacher shot us a look of annoyance and then went back to his lecture about technology and its impact on youth. Will and Damon settled back into their seats, keeping quiet.
But I couldn’t concentrate.
I just needed to make it through class. I just needed to get out of here and get back to my apartment and…
And what?
Who would I complain to? Michael?
Michael. He lived at Delcour, only one floor above me. The guys would be there. Frequently, probably.
Shit.
After years in jail, I would’ve thought they’d be long gone after that much loss of freedom.
But here they were. I guess this was more fun for them?
I dropped my gaze, seeing the tattoos scaling down Will’s left arm. He hadn’t had those when I last saw him. Giving Damon a sideways glance, I saw that his arms were still bare. I didn’t know why I wondered if the guys had changed or not, but one thing was for sure. They were still very much the same.
Minutes passed, and eventually Damon moved his arm around the back of my chair again. I remained frozen as I focused ahead and tried to listen to the lecture that was turning into more of a rant.
“The problem with your generation,” the professor preached, sticking his hands into his pockets, “is a bloated sense of entitlement. You feel owed everything, and you want it now. Why suffer the sweet agony of watching a television series just to find out the big reveal you’ve waited years to discover when you can just wait for the entire series to appear on Netflix and watch all fifty episodes in three days, right?”
“Exactly!” a guy on the other side of the room blurted out. “Work smarter, not harder.”
Everyone laughed at the guy’s dig.
Bloated sense of entitlement? What?
“I’ve been dreaming about those lips,” Damon said low in my ear, bringing me back. “You know how to suck cock yet, Rika?”
I recoiled, my stomach rolling. But he pulled me back in.
He’s just messing with you. Ignore it.
“But working hard builds character,” the teacher continued to argue with the student. “You aren’t born with respect and reverence. You learn patience and value through struggle.”
I forced myself to listen, but then my breath caught in my throat when Damon’s hand gripped my hair at my scalp and held me tight and still.
“Because when I shove myself down your throat,” he whispered over my cheek, “you better know how to take it and love it.”
I jerked my head away from him, growling under my breath. Sick fuck.
“Nothing worth having comes easy,” a girl went on, backing up the professor’s argument.
“Exactly,” he agreed, pointing out his finger in excitement.
Jesus. I rubbed my hands over my face, unable to keep up. There was something I wanted to say, but I couldn’t remember what it was.
Dammit, what was the professor talking about?
I sighed and shook my head.
“Yes?” I heard the professor call out.
When no one said anything, and Will and Damon had gone still, I slowly raised my eyes, seeing Cain looking directly at me.
“Me?” I asked. I hadn’t said anything.
“You seem frustrated. Would you like to contribute to the discussion other than distract the class with your boyfriends?”
My heart sunk. Will laughed under his breath next me, but Damon remained quiet on my other side.
I could just imagine what everyone thought.
I shifted my eyes from left to right, trying to recall what the hell the teacher had been talking about, and then I remembered the first point that had popped in my head before Damon first whispered in my ear.
“You…” I took a deep breath and met the teacher’s eyes. “You talked about an ungrateful generation whose lives revolve around the technology yours gave us. I just don’t…” I paused. “I just don’t think that’s a useful perspective.”
“Clarify.”
I straightened in my seat, sitting forward, away from Damon’s touch.
“Well, it’s like taking your child to an auto lot to buy a car and being angry when they choose a car,” I explained. “I don’t think it’s right to get aggravated with the public for utilizing conveniences that are made available to them.”
His arm snaked around my neck again and pulled me back into my seat. I stiffened as he brought me in close.
“You were never part of our group.” His angry whisper fell on my ear. “You were just pussy being groomed.”
And then his other hand slid to the inside of my thigh, squeezing it.
I whimpered in shock and grabbed his hand, ripping it off me. He reached for me again, but I bared my teeth, slapping him away.
“What the hell is going on back there?”
I stopped, hearing the teacher’s voice. Facing forward, I glared ahead, feeling eyes on us, but I refused to answer.
“Sorry, sir.” I saw Damon smooth down his black T-shirt as he slouched in his seat. “Gave it to her nice and good this morning, but she still can’t keep her hands off me.”
Laughter broke out around the class, and I heard Will’s quiet, self-satisfied chuckle next to me.
Embarrassment warmed my face, but it was nothing to the anger building under my skin.
What the hell did they want? This didn’t make any sense. This was mine. This school, this class, this new chance to be happy…I’d be damned if I let them chase me off.
The teacher shot us a look of annoyance and then went back to his lecture about technology and its impact on youth. Will and Damon settled back into their seats, keeping quiet.
But I couldn’t concentrate.
I just needed to make it through class. I just needed to get out of here and get back to my apartment and…
And what?
Who would I complain to? Michael?
Michael. He lived at Delcour, only one floor above me. The guys would be there. Frequently, probably.
Shit.
After years in jail, I would’ve thought they’d be long gone after that much loss of freedom.
But here they were. I guess this was more fun for them?
I dropped my gaze, seeing the tattoos scaling down Will’s left arm. He hadn’t had those when I last saw him. Giving Damon a sideways glance, I saw that his arms were still bare. I didn’t know why I wondered if the guys had changed or not, but one thing was for sure. They were still very much the same.
Minutes passed, and eventually Damon moved his arm around the back of my chair again. I remained frozen as I focused ahead and tried to listen to the lecture that was turning into more of a rant.
“The problem with your generation,” the professor preached, sticking his hands into his pockets, “is a bloated sense of entitlement. You feel owed everything, and you want it now. Why suffer the sweet agony of watching a television series just to find out the big reveal you’ve waited years to discover when you can just wait for the entire series to appear on Netflix and watch all fifty episodes in three days, right?”
“Exactly!” a guy on the other side of the room blurted out. “Work smarter, not harder.”
Everyone laughed at the guy’s dig.
Bloated sense of entitlement? What?
“I’ve been dreaming about those lips,” Damon said low in my ear, bringing me back. “You know how to suck cock yet, Rika?”
I recoiled, my stomach rolling. But he pulled me back in.
He’s just messing with you. Ignore it.
“But working hard builds character,” the teacher continued to argue with the student. “You aren’t born with respect and reverence. You learn patience and value through struggle.”
I forced myself to listen, but then my breath caught in my throat when Damon’s hand gripped my hair at my scalp and held me tight and still.
“Because when I shove myself down your throat,” he whispered over my cheek, “you better know how to take it and love it.”
I jerked my head away from him, growling under my breath. Sick fuck.
“Nothing worth having comes easy,” a girl went on, backing up the professor’s argument.
“Exactly,” he agreed, pointing out his finger in excitement.
Jesus. I rubbed my hands over my face, unable to keep up. There was something I wanted to say, but I couldn’t remember what it was.
Dammit, what was the professor talking about?
I sighed and shook my head.
“Yes?” I heard the professor call out.
When no one said anything, and Will and Damon had gone still, I slowly raised my eyes, seeing Cain looking directly at me.
“Me?” I asked. I hadn’t said anything.
“You seem frustrated. Would you like to contribute to the discussion other than distract the class with your boyfriends?”
My heart sunk. Will laughed under his breath next me, but Damon remained quiet on my other side.
I could just imagine what everyone thought.
I shifted my eyes from left to right, trying to recall what the hell the teacher had been talking about, and then I remembered the first point that had popped in my head before Damon first whispered in my ear.
“You…” I took a deep breath and met the teacher’s eyes. “You talked about an ungrateful generation whose lives revolve around the technology yours gave us. I just don’t…” I paused. “I just don’t think that’s a useful perspective.”
“Clarify.”
I straightened in my seat, sitting forward, away from Damon’s touch.
“Well, it’s like taking your child to an auto lot to buy a car and being angry when they choose a car,” I explained. “I don’t think it’s right to get aggravated with the public for utilizing conveniences that are made available to them.”
