Dime Store Magic
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I turned to stare at the front curtains. "Still, potential or not, I don't think I'm what Eve had in mind when she told Savannah to take refuge with the Coven. The problem is-" I stopped. "God, I'm blathering. What time is it anyway?"
"Not that late. You were saying?"
I hesitated. I wanted to keep talking. Maybe exhaustion had worn down my defenses. Or maybe Cortez just seemed like someone I could talk to.
"Sometimes I I wonder if the Elders aren't right. If I'm not endangering the Coven by keeping Savannah here."
"Do you mean you want to find someone else to take her?"
"God, no. What I mean is that maybe we're both endangering the Coven by staying. That I should leave and take her with me. Only I can't. This this is my life. The Coven. Being Coven Leader. I want I want to" I heard the passion in my voice, the near-desperation. My cheeks heated. "I want to do a lot. I can't leave."
I looked away, embarrassed by my outburst. I wanted to stop but, having started, couldn't until I'd said everything I wanted to say.
"About Savannah," I said. "I want to show her how to take that power and use it for good. Only sometimes, like tonight, that seems completely delusional. I can't-I can't seem to make her understand the difference between right and wrong. I can't make her care."
He glanced toward Savannah's room. "Should we use a privacy spell?"
I nodded. A privacy spell was witch magic. It allowed two people to converse without being overheard. Both speakers had to cast it, which we did. Cortez fumbled the first time, but recast and got it to work.
"How much do you know about Eve?" Cortez asked.
"She was kicked out of the Coven for using dark magic. But after that I don't know. She couldn't have been too bad or the council would have gotten involved." I shook my head. "Okay, that's a cop-out. We knew she was into bad stuff. Not bad enough to warrant attention, but she was definitely practicing dark magic. It's just that, well, we can't chase after everyone. We have to choose-"
"Which cases warrant your attention. You don't need to explain that to me, Paige. As difficult as it is, sometimes we have to forgo chasing down the worst offenses and pick the battles we can win. Yes, Eve practiced dark magic. Not just dark. The darkest of the dark. Her focus, however, was not on using it but on teaching it to other spell-casters-witches, sorcerers, whoever could pay her fees."
"Teaching? Why?"
He shrugged. "It was a very lucrative business. Such information is very difficult to obtain through standard sources."
"So she didn't use dark magic for her own gain. She just taught it to dozens of others. That's no better, maybe even worse."
"Exactly as I see it, yet in most supernatural circles, Eve's choice gave her the veneer of respectability. She was highly regarded as a teacher."
A car door slammed outside. I jumped and reached for the curtain, then heard an engine start.
"Another departing guest," I said. "Do you think Savannah's spell scared them off? Or is it just past their bedtime?"
He opened his mouth, then snapped it shut.
I managed a small smile. "You were going to lie, weren't you? Tell me what I want to hear, that they're running for their lives, never to darken my doorstep again."
"I caught myself."
"Thanks," I said, my smile turning genuine. "I appreciate the sentiment, but I appreciate the honesty more."
We looked at each other for a moment, then I reached down and picked up a pillow that had been knocked off earlier. I plumped it and returned it to its spot.
"So," I said. "Back to Eve. She was a teacher. Any Cabal connection? Did they ever hire her?"
"No. All of the Cabals had censured her, meaning that their members were forbidden to seek her teachings."
"Because she was a witch?"
"No, because she imparted dangerous spells without teaching the requisite methods of control for using them. I'm not defending the Cabals. If they set limits on the type of magic they allow, they are limits of practicality, not morality. As the degree of darkness increases, so does the risk of danger. Eve's magic was the worst sort. I can say that based, not on rumor, but on experience."
"You met Eve?"
"'Met' would be an exaggeration. I encountered her. Several years ago, I investigated a sorcerer who'd been casting spells far too advanced for his abilities and was responsible for several rather gruesome deaths. After handling the situation, I traced the source of his spells, and it led me to Eve Levine. I managed to confiscate several of her grimoires, but not before getting a taste of her power."
"She bested you?"
Cortez rubbed a hand across his mouth. "Ah, one could say that." When he lowered his hand, a tiny smile played at his lips. "In the interests of being honest, I must admit it was a bit more humiliating than that, and certainly not a story I'd wish to hear repeated."
"My lips are sealed."
"Eve used sorcerer magic against me and I consider myself lucky to have escaped. Her proficiency far outstripped that of most sorcerers. That's why Isaac Katzen targeted her for recruitment."
"You mean by having her kidnapped last year."
"Exactly. An unwise move. Again, we move into the realm of gossip, but given my firsthand knowledge of Eve's power, I'm inclined to believe the story. They say that Eve survived only one day in captivity before her captors killed her. Katzen had assumed that his powers would be greater than those of even the strongest witch and therefore led the humans to believe Eve would be easily handled. They were unprepared for her level of expertise and, given the very real possibility of losing both her and Savannah, chose to kill her and keep the more manageable child. Their biggest mistake, though, was taking Savannah in the first place. You don't corner a lioness with her cub."