Fate and Fury
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You didnt like it? He asked, as he attempted to look hurt.
Sally rolled her eyes. Throw me a freaking bone. I would have to be in a coma to not have enjoyed that. Mother of pearl, even then I probably would have enjoyed it. I mean seriously, Costin, who wouldnt ENJOY THAT! Sallys voice had risen into screechy octaves by the time she was finished speaking and she was breathing heavily.
Did I scare you? Costin asked, suddenly worried that maybe she was responding this way because of what had happened. Im not rushing you Sally.
Costin, Sallys eyes softened, no baby, you didnt scare me. I didnt even think about it, there was only you and your lips. She smiled at him hoping he would see the sincerity there.
You will tell me if I ever scare you or hurt you, he demanded, as only a male dominant could.
Sally rolled her eyes. Bossy much?
Do you want to know what the inscription says now? Costin asked, calmly.
Yes, Sally grumbled, like a sulky child.
Costin tugged her to him by her hand and this time she didnt resist. He took her left hand and as he slid the ring on, he whispered in her ear.
It says, Mate, wife, healer, my one, my only, Sally mine. Costin pulled the hair that had fallen like a curtain in front of Sallys face, over her shoulder so that he could see her. Her brown eyes shimmered with tears as she stared at the ring on her hand.
Are those happy tears? Costin asked, wearily.
Sally nodded.
You are a woman of few words tonight love.
Thats because all too often, you render me speechless, Sally told him, as she looked up into his eyes. He saw her heart in those eyes, a heart that she had fully given to him.
I love you, and I cant wait to be your wife.
Costin smiled, flashing his dimple at her. Oh brown eyes, I cant wait either.
Sally could see the wheels turning in his, too handsome for his own good, head. She started shaking her head. Oh, uh uh, no way, that, she pointed to where, moments ago she had been lying frozen with need and want, will never happen again.
Costin laughed so loudly, Sally was sure the entire mansion heard.
You are one funny gypsy, my love, Ill give you that.
Im serious Costin, that, that was, she tripped over her words, as she stared into his hazel eyes.
Costin leaned forward so that his lips were brushing against hers as he spoke. That was only the beginning love. I hadnt even gotten to the good part.
Q
Im going, so you can stop your slamming crap and muttering under your breath. Besides, we have company so quit acting like a total butthead. Jen sat next to Jacque on her bed, while Fane stood in a very Decebel like pose, leaning against the wall. Jen noticed that something in Fane was different, something in him had hardened, and the once gentle soul was gone. Hewatched Jacque constantly, attuned to the smallest movement, or even the change in her heart beat. Jen should have noticed it in Decebel as well, except Decebel had always been that way. She had never seen Decebel as young and un-jaded. By the time Decebel had found her, he was cold and thoroughly warped.
Decebel stopped in mid-stride and turned slowly to face his mate.
Jacques jaw tensed and she shivered internally as she watched her best friend bare the intensity Decebels stare. Fane noticed his mates reaction and pushed away from the wall to stand next to her.
Jen held Decebels stare and though part of her really wanted to crawl in a dark hole to hide from his anger, she knew it wasnt really her he was angry at.
How many different ways do I have to tell you no? How many languages would it take to make you understand that you will not be going anywhere near males that I do not know and do not trust? Decebels eyes were glowing, though that was sort of a normal thing for him now, so Jen didnt take that to mean he was at his breaking point just yet.
Do I really have to pull out the, but everyone is doing it card? All the other mates will be there, backing their men up. How am I supposed to feel if you leave me here? What kind of Alpha female does that make me look like?
A PREGNANT ONE! Decebel snarled. There isnt a male wolf there who wouldnt be doing the exact thing that I am Jennifer. You are precious to me, our child is a miracle, and I will not put either of you at risk.
Jen met his eyes as she stood and walked towards him. She didnt notice Fane and Jacque slip out. Her attention was for her mate only.
Dont you get it? She asked. Did you ever stop to think that maybe I dont want to be away from you, that I cant be away from you?
Decebels eyes widened and she saw that he really had never considered why she was so adamant about going, other than not wanting to miss out, which admittedly was usually a reason Jen wanted to participate. But, this was something else altogether and it made her sick to admit it.
He took a step towards her and cupped her face in his large hands. Her eyes were tearless, but he had been a fool to miss the terror that hid behind her ever present strength. Decebel forgot that it usually took an act of despair to get Jennifer to admit to anything that she would view as a weakness and because of that, he often didnt treat her with the care she needed.
Im not fragile, Decebel, she told him, having seen his thoughts. Im just struggling with everything. I dont know whats wrong with me. She was frustrated, because she felt so out of control. She felt weak, because when she closed her eyes she saw their faces, felt their hands. Monas curse still reverberated through her mind. She knew it was gone, but it still held power over her and that, above everything, angered her. But, if Decebel was with her, if she could see him, touch him, feel his touch, and then she was okay.