Fragile Eternity
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Keenan stepped over Evans prone body and stared at Donia. Ive come to speak to the Winter Queen.
Behind him, one of the kitsune, Rin, darted out to check on Evan. The fox-faery glared at Keenan from behind a spill of stark blue hair, but Rins animosity faded the moment Evan gripped her hand. Several other kitsune and a number of lupine faeries watched. They were standing and sitting and crouching expectantly. Theyd make a stand against the Summer King, but Donia wasnt willing to see any of them injured to prove a point. Shed trusted Evanagreed with him eventhat he needed to deny Keenan admission. That was as far as she felt like going.
I dont recall you having an appointment, she said as she turned and walked away, knowing that hed follow. She wasnt airing their quarrel in front of her faeries or going to allow them to feel the pain of his temper.
Keenan waited until they were outside in the garden. Then, he grabbed her arm and spun her around so she had to look at him. All he said was, Why?
She upset me. Donia pulled free of his grasp.
Sheupset you? His expression of confused outrage was one shed seen innumerable times over the years. That didnt make it any easier. You stabbed my queen, attacked my court because sheupset you.
Actually you upset me. She simply added to it. There was no inflection in her words. She kept her face free of emotions as well. Those dangerous feelings were sunk into the well of cold within her.
Do you want war between our courts?
Most days, no. She took another step to the side, looking at the snow around her feet as if the whole conversation was of little interest to her. For a moment, she thought the ruse would workon one of them at least. I just want you to stay away from me.
Then he slipped close enough that her resolve faltered. What happened, Don?
I made a choice.
To challenge me? To prove your court is stronger? What?
Ice extended from her fingers. He glanced at themand exhaled. It melted.
He took her hand in his. You stabbed Ash. What am I to do about that?
What do you want to do? She curled her hand around his, holding on to him as tightly as she dared.
Forgive you. Strike you. Beg you not to do this. His smile was sad. My courtmy queenthey are almost everything to me.
Tell me you dont love her.
I dont love Aislinn. I
Tell me you wont try to convince her to share your bed.
I cant say that, and you know it. With his free hand, Keenan absently reached out to the tree behind her and ran a hand over it. Tiny buds appeared under the ice. One day, when Seth is gone
Then you need to stay away from me. Donia could barely see him through the snow that was falling around her. I dont regret stabbing her. If your court continues to disregard my dominion, she will only be the first of many Ill strike. Most of them arent strong enough to survive that.
Ill try to convince herone day but one day is not right now. He eased even closer to her, mindless of the snowfall, melting the flakes and nearly blinding her with the sunlight that shined from his skin. The soil at her feet had become swampy as the heat from his body melted the thick crust of ice. It refroze under her feet, but in that moment it was the Summer King who was stronger. His rage gave him an edge over her. Listen to me for a minute. Youre the only one Ive ever cared for like this. I dream of you when Im not with you. I wake with your name on my lips. I dont need to stay away. She wants him, and I want you. When she told me that you stabbed her, it broke something in me. I dont ever want to be at war with you. The idea of striking you terrifies me.
Donia stood motionless. The tree bark pressed into her skin. Keenans hand was gripped in hers.
But if you touch my queen again, Ill set that all aside. Itll kill me inside, but shes mine to keep safe. Dont make us have to go there. He pulled his hand from hers and ran his fingers through her hair, and just as quickly as his temper had flared, it faded. He cupped her face. Please?
Its not just about her. You insult my sovereignty whenever you march in here making demands. No one does that. No other ruler. Not a one of the strong solitaries. She put her hands on his chest and let the ice in her hands extend just far enough to break his skin. You have used up every mercy I had.
He leaned closer, and she couldnt stop the instinct to retract the ice before it seriously wounded him. He smiled as she did so and said, After all weve overcome to get this close, are you giving up on us now?
She brushed her lips over his, briefly enough that it couldnt really be called a kiss. Then she exhaled until ice clung to his face and clothes. She couldnt stab him, not yet at least, but she could strike him.
I loveyou , Don, he whispered. I shouldve told you years ago.
Hearing it finally was a bittersweet thing, but thats what it was to love himpainful and beautiful all at once. It had always been that way. Her heart sped and felt like it would break at the same time. She sighed and gave him the words back: I love you too. Thats why we need these things resolved. Ill slaughter your court if we keep going this way.
He grinned. Dont bank on that.
Then he kissed her, not just a brush of lips as shed done, but a kiss that scalded her tongue. The tree burst into full bloom. The garden flooded around her. A riot of flowers shot out of the earth.
She was mud-covered as he pulled back.
Ive had centuries to fight Winter with next to no power. Im unbound now with all of that experience. If we are to be at odds, you might want to remember that. He held her as close as he had during the few nights theyd had together. It was controlled, a show of power; none of his heat touched her. But I dont want to be at odds. As long as hes in her life, Ill stop. I tried. I had to. Its whats best for the courtbut shes not mine to have yet.