From Twinkle, with Love
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Her boyfriend, Tony, was in the backyard. Wrapped around him was Sherie Williams, a senior cheerleader. I blew out a breath. “I’m sorry, Francesca,” I said.
She took a shaky sip of her drink. “I can’t believe that little crap bag,” she said in her New York accent, and I wasn’t sure if she meant Tony or Sherie. “You know I convinced him to go out for the football team last year? He thinks he’s such a gift to women, but he was nothing without me.” She glanced at me. “And Sherie? Her mom is usually passed-out drunk on the couch whenever I go over there. She’s obviously compensating.”
Something heavy and oily squirmed in my stomach. I did not want to be here, listening to this. At least, a big part of me didn’t. But there was a small part of me, a small, vicious, spiteful part of me that wanted more.
“You want a behind-the-scenes interview?” Francesca said. “I’ll give you one. I can tell you some stuff, Twinkle. But you gotta promise me you’ll put it in the video.”
Walk away now, a voice inside me said. It sounded like a weird mix of Dadi and me. You do not want to do this, Twinkle Mehra. But Francesca and Sherie were both a part of Hannah’s friend group. When had they ever stood up for me? When had they ever told Hannah to not be so mean? Why should I feel any sense of loyalty to them? Besides, this was a truth waiting to be unveiled. This was what I’d wanted—to show the world how things looked behind the curtain. This was me, an artist, not pulling any punches.
I nodded at Francesca. “Sure. I’ll give you the first interview. Want to get started now?”
She took a drink, smiled, and then followed me back.
“So not only is Sherie a boyfriend-stealing diva, but she also stole Taylor Packett’s bracelet. Yeah.” Francesca leaned forward. “It was this charm bracelet her dad got her from Tiffany’s. The clasp was loose, so Taylor left it on her desk while she went to the bathroom. Sherie took it when she thought no one was looking and then helped Taylor look for it when she came back from the bathroom!” She laughed, the sound hard. “Who does that? And Taylor still doesn’t know.” Francesca looked right into the camera. “Well, guess what, Sherie? Someone was watching. And I’m done sitting back and being quiet for you, you thieving little witch.”
I hit pause on the camera; I could hear people outside, probably waiting to come in and do their interview. Wiping my palms surreptitiously on my jeans, I smiled. “Great. This was great. Thanks, Francesca.”
She threw me a peace sign and walked out.
“Okay, the next person can come in!” I said, turning toward the door. Sure, it wasn’t exactly award-winning work I was doing here. But it was something that would get people talking. It would get people really looking at themselves and the choices they were making. I thought about Hannah and Maddie, how Hannah had said she didn’t know why Maddie hung out with me and how Maddie had refused to speak up for me even though we were practically sisters until about a year ago. So why shouldn’t I be the one to force them to look at themselves closely? To see their rotten reflections in the mirror? I mean, I was doing the world a service. So I wasn’t one of the silk feathered hat people, but you know what? I wasn’t a groundling anymore either. I was something completely different, an artist on an island, the only one brave enough to tell the truth.
Taylor Packett walked in, wearing a hot-pink one-shoulder dress and giant hoop earrings. She tucked one strand of long brown hair behind her ear and sat down across from me. Her phone dinged, and she looked down at it, giggled, and began typing out a text. I waited one minute, then two, then three.
“Whenever you’re ready to start,” I said, feeling my face beginning to get warm.
“Sure, sure. Just …” She kept typing and giggling.
My heart pounded. “You know,” I said, crossing my legs. “I heard something interesting about you tonight, Taylor.”
That got her attention. She looked up from her phone, frowning. “Oh, yeah? Like what?”
“Have you ever lost anything valuable?” I smiled a thin-lipped, tight smile. “If you have, you might want to take a closer look at your friends. Maybe make sure they’re not all in on it, all laughing at you behind your back.”
Taylor set her phone in her lap, her eyes hard. The fingers of one hand clasped loosely around her other wrist. “Are you talking about my bracelet? Who took it? Was it Katie Walters? Because let me tell you something about Katie. You know how last winter she went on break early because she was supposedly visiting relatives in Utah? Well, she was actually visiting Planned Parenthood to stop the arrival of a relative, if you know what I mean. And Katie’s dad is the grand poo-bah of the Mormon temple.” Taylor leaned forward and spoke directly into the camera. “Don’t screw with me, Katie. I will take you down.”
There were three more interviews after Taylor’s, each one just as bitter and scathing and gossip-filled. Each time that tiny voice in my brain would tell me to pay attention to the squirming, faintly nauseated feeling in my stomach. And each time I’d shut it up. Who ever said making authentic art was comfortable and cushy?
“Come on in,” I yelled over my shoulder toward the door when Sherie Williams had left after dishing about Francesca’s dad’s gambling problem. Which apparently was a big deal because he was the treasurer of the country club.
But no one came in. Sighing, I got up, walked to the door, and found Maddie standing just outside, her arms crossed. She had on silver eyeshadow to match her silver dress, and her red-lipsticked mouth was set in a thin, hard line. People milled out in the hallway, talking and laughing, no one paying attention to us.
“Hey?” I said, raising an eyebrow. “Want to come in for your interview?”
“What are you doing?” Maddie asked, shaking her head.
“I’m … getting interviews—you know what I’m doing.”
“No. You’re getting my friends to gossip about each other. This isn’t about the film at all, Twinkle. This is about some sick part of you wanting revenge for feeling like—like you do.”
“And how is that, Maddie? Since you’re the expert on me, how do I feel?”
Her eyes glittered. “You know.”
“I don’t. Why don’t you enlighten me?”
“I’m not doing this right now.” She began to walk away.
I barked a laugh. “Oh, big surprise. Maddie’s running away! That’s your MO anytime you come across something you don’t know how to handle.”
She whipped back around, her cheeks stained pink. “Fine! You want to know what I think? You’re just lashing out at everyone because you feel like a loser inside. News flash, Twinkle. That’s no one else’s fault but your own. Maybe you should fix yourself before you attack other people!”
Anger exploded in my brain in a thousand colors. For a second I couldn’t even see Maddie because of the thick fog of anger surrounding me. She’d called me a loser. “How dare you?” I spat, leaning forward. “You cannot blame me for your friends being total douche bags. Am I forcing them to say these evil things about each other? Am I feeding them their lines? I’m not the loser here, Maddie. It’s too bad you can’t see that.”
“Oh, they’re evil for the things they’re saying?” Maddie scoffed. “What about you, Twinkle? What about the fact that you’re sitting here, baiting everyone? What, that’s for the good of the world?”
“It is for the good of the world!” I shouted. A few people looked our way and then went back to their conversations. “I’m doing your friends a service by showing them what they act like when things don’t go their way. I’m forcing them to face the truth about themselves, and the truth isn’t always pretty!”
“You’re forgetting the nice things people have done for you, then,” Maddie said. “Didn’t Victoria come over one weekend to help you do your hair and makeup? Didn’t Francesca help pay for the expensive lighting you wanted? And I helped you recruit most of the actors for your movie! But that doesn’t fit in with this bullshit narrative you have going on, does it?” Her voice rose with every question until she was shouting too. “What the hell are you doing, Twinkle?”