Game For Love
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Julie remained silent. Ty had gotten used to her quick comebacks, her smart mouth. He didn't like seeing her behave like this, reduced to nothing but a rich man's pretty daughter. Exactly what he'd assumed she was back in high school.
Ty smiled thinly. "I insisted on working with her. I told my agent I wouldn't consider anyone else." Gratitude practically seeped from Julie's pores. Ty wanted to smash her father's face in. Her father blinked, then tried to usher Ty inside, leaving Julie standing alone by the limo. Ty tried to catch her eye but she was staring down at her shoes.
This was bullshit.
Ty pulled out of her father's grasp and returned to Julie. He tipped his finger under her chin, blocking her father's prying gaze with his broad back.
"We're a team," he said. "You've backed me up all week. Tonight you depend on me. Okay?" Her eyes were bright and he held them for several beats until they refocused. She spoke so softly, he could barely hear her. "Okay."
Ty kept his arm firmly tucked around Julie's waist as they walked through her front door. A young, stacked blonde smiled up at them.
"Oh goodie," she said, "you're here! I'm Susie and it's so exciting to meet you." Ty knew thousands of women like this one and he'd slept with a fair number of them. Funny how one week with Julie had changed things—because he sure wasn't feeling it for this girl. Sure, she was cute and had big tits. But he had a thing for interesting, smart women with great br**sts. Julie fit the bill perfectly.
Julie stiffened against his arm. "I take it you're my father's new secretary." The girl nodded happily. "Since April."
Ah, he got it. Blake was doing his secretary. And if he wasn't mistaken, he did girls like her on a regular basis.
Ty'd heard enough shrinks talk to the team to know that when the people you trusted most cheated and lied, you learned not to trust anymore. Which went a long way to explaining Julie's initial aloofness to him. Sure, he'd screwed up in high school with her, but the way she'd held herself back from him went further than that.
Looking at her father and his newest "assistant" definitely clarified things. Susie turned back to Julie. "Janie, you must feel so lucky to get to work with the legendary Ty Calhoun."
Julie's flinch was imperceptible to everyone except him, and he wished to hell they were anywhere but here. If only she'd told him that her father sucked balls, they could have blown off the party and had a good time somewhere, just the two of them.
"Julie's amazing," he said, emphasizing her name to Blake's little bimbo. "And I'm the lucky one." He looked up and saw a faded, older version of Julie teetering down the wide, curving staircase. Everyone followed Ty's gaze, watching the woman grasp the rail tightly with each step. Her hair fell around her face like Julie's, and the shape of her mouth was similar as well. She made it to the bottom of the stairs without once looking up. A waiter appeared with a tray of champagne and she reached for one, downing it quickly before exchanging it for a full glass and weaving her way into the living room.
All at once it hit him: Julie's mom was an alcoholic.
Julie could feel herself shriveling up into a tight wad of shame. All she'd wanted was for her parents to act normal tonight in front of Ty.
Which, she supposed, was exactly what they were doing.
Her father had another new girlfriend posing as his assistant, and her mother was masking her shame with booze.
Julie hadn't wanted Ty to see this side of her. She felt raw, exposed, and sick to her stomach.
"Excuse me," she said, fleeing for the kitchen, which would be full of caterers who wouldn't pay any attention to her. Ty was going to have to float tonight on his own. She couldn't handle it. She could only think of one place to find refuge, the place she'd always gone and hid as a child. Her bedroom. She took the back stairs two at a time and the years fell away.
She was three all over again, running away from her parents' fighting, scared of their loud voices, their ugly faces.
She was six, wondering why her mother was talking funny, messing up her words at the dinner table. She was ten, hating her father for making her mother so sad by coming home late and missing dinner again, and hating her mother for being so weak and just taking it. She was fourteen, running up the stairs to dream about the new boy at school, a football player who didn't even notice she was alive.
She was eighteen, coming home the morning after the most wonderful—and horrible—night of her life, where she lost her virginity to the school's superstar football player, the same boy who hadn't looked or spoken to her for four years.
And now she was nearly thirty, still running up these stairs, still hiding from everything she didn't want to face, still looking for someone to love who would love her back. She turned right at the top of the stairs and for a split second she wondered what she was going to find behind her closed childhood bedroom door.
Holding her breath, she turned the gold knob. Everything was just as she'd left it. The Ralph Lauren floral bedspread, the Phantom of the Opera and Les Mis posters. All the things she'd left behind were still here, gathering dust, waiting for her to return to them. Her mother hadn't touched the room, hadn't put anything away. That would have been too big a project for Carol. Suddenly, Julie wondered if they were more alike than she'd previously thought. After all, she hadn't been any more willing than her mother to deal with the memories and emotions that lingered in this room. Maybe coming upstairs hadn't been a good idea, after all. Maybe she could sneak back downstairs and wait out the party in the limo. Her parents wouldn't notice her absence, not with her father focused on how impressed his guests would be by Ty and her mother drinking herself into oblivion. A knock sounded on the door, then Ty's gorgeous frame filled the doorway.
"Mind if I join you?"
A mixture of relief and humiliation flooded through her. She was glad that she didn't have to pretend to be the happy daughter of the mansion with Ty; he'd see through that in a heartbeat. But now he knew her secrets.
He knew where she came from.
He knew what she'd been hiding.
"Sure," she said in a shaky voice. "Come in."
He stepped inside and the room shrank before her eyes. His broad shoulders and tall frame filled her bedroom, changed it in an instant from an innocent childhood hideout into something mysterious. Dangerous.
"So this is where you grew up?" He looked at the bed. "Where you slept." She swallowed, nodded.
"I've got to know—what did you wear to bed?"
Her cheeks flamed. "Not much," she admitted and he moved closer.