Hard to Love You
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Sniffles echo in the bathroom and they aren’t from me. I giggle; I forgot MacKenzie was in the room with us. “I’m sorry.” She cries. MacKenzie stands up and hugs both Mason and me. “I love you two, now please get your shit together. I want my best friend back.” Mason places a kiss on my forehead. “And I need an answer to a question.” MacKenzie looks at me.
“What questions is that?” Mason asks.
MacKenzie winks, “I’ll let Hails explain.” She turns and leaves me in here with Mason.
“So um,” I scratch my nose.
Mason interrupts me, “Just so you know, I’m not letting you go.”
I smile at him, “Good, because I don’t want to go. I missed you so much Mason. I’m so sorry I didn’t believe in our relationship. I grew up being told I was a mistake. I let my issues with my family seep into my relationship with you and ruin us. All these months apart I’ve had time to think and I was so stupid for listening to Brittany and Lily.”
“And I’m sorry I just let you go, I didn’t even try to stop you and make you listen. My stubbornness and pride got in the way. I should have fought harder to keep you.” Mason kisses me again. “And just so you know I never slept with Lily. She staged the whole thing.”
“Are you f**king serious?”
Mason nods.
“Who the hell does that?”
Mason grimaces, “That girl has some major issues she is dealing with. Pat, the guy from the team,” I nod, knowing exactly who he is. I can’t stand that two timing ass**le. “He knocked up Lily. I ran into her while getting pizza and she told me everything.”
I shake my head in disgust. Pat should have kept it in his pants and Lily should have kept her legs closed. I’m so relieved that Mason and Lily didn’t sleep together though.
“So what’s the answer that Kenzie is waiting for?” Mason asks disrupting my thoughts.
“Oh yeah. Um …” My stomach rolls.
Mason grabs my chin, “Whatever it is, I’ll deal with it. Just tell me.” I close my eyes and breathe in through my nose and out of my mouth. “No more secrets, no more lies. I want you Hailey and I’m going to spend forever proving it to you. These last few months have been miserable without you.”
I start crying again.
Mason lets go of my chin, reaches into his pocket and pulls out a blue Tiffany’s box.
I cry harder.
He drops to one knee. “I didn’t plan on proposing to you in my sister’s bathroom but I don’t want to spend another minute not knowing if you’ll be mine.” He shrugs and I smile through my tears. “I want to give you the world, Hailey. Our love isn’t sweet and simple; it never was and probably never will be. It’s hot, loud and messy and I wouldn’t want it any other way. I will love you for the rest of my life. I want our happily ever after. It’s our turn.” I wipe the tears away. “Hailey, will you marry me?”
Mason loves me, me. Not the idea of me carrying his baby if I’m pregnant. This is just about me and him. I’m so head over heels in love with Mason I can’t even see straight. I tried to deny my feelings and tried to move on, but failed at both. This time apart has proven a lot of things. It’s shown that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone. It’s proven that I can stand on my own two feet without ever feeling like I need someone to hold me up.
“Yes. Yes I’ll marry you, Mason.” I drop the bag I was holding and throw myself into his arms, crashing against his body. “I love you so much. No more secrets, Mason.”
Mason opens the box to reveal the biggest rock I have ever seen, it has to be three or four carats, nestled in the center of a band of diamonds. He takes the ring out of the box and slips it on my finger. “Never again. You will always come first from this day forward.” I hold it up and admire it. It’s gorgeous.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see the bag containing the pregnancy test.
“Actually, wait a second.”
Mason freezes.
“I might actually be hiding a secret.”
His eyebrows burrow together, “Might be?”
I smile at him and nod to the bag that I dropped on the floor.
Mason looks at the bag and then back at me. “If you hand me that bag I can tell you if I’m hiding something and answer MacKenzie’s question.”
He reaches for the bag and passes it to me. I take the pregnancy test out and look at Mason. His eyes are big as saucers. “You’re pregnant?”
I open the box, take the test out and place it on the sink next to the toilet. “We’re about to find out.”
Mason stands up and turns to leave the room, “Where the hell are you going? Don’t leave me in here by myself.”
Mason is white as a ghost. “Is …” He tries to clean his throat. “Is … it … mine?”
“Yes Mason. I haven’t slept with anyone but you.” I assure him and then the color starts to come back to his cheeks.
I open the plastic that is wrapped around the test. Once I’m finished I set it back on the sink. I look over at Mason and he’s just staring at the piece of plastic.
I go over and wrap my arms around him, “Are you scared?”
Mason stares me right in the eyes, “No. Do you know how long I’ve wanted this with you?”
Shock crosses my face, “You’ve wanted to have a baby with me?”
“I dream about it all the time, Boo. I want little boys running around our house causing destruction wherever they go. I want the laughter and the joy they will bring.”
My heart melts. “I want that too but I’m scared shitless.”
Mason kisses my head, “Don’t be.”
I think I’ve kept him busy long enough, “You wanna look first?”
He nods and turns his body so he can see the test. I watch his face, his lips pull up slightly and transform into a full shit eating grin.
“I’m pregnant?”
Mason grabs me up in his arms and spins me around. “You’re having my baby.”
I squeal at the surprise and place my lips on Mason. He stops spinning and slowly sets me on my feet. “I guess you’re getting your happily ever after, plus one.”
Mason smiles his cocky smile. “You’re damn straight I am. I get everything I want.”
Epilogue
Mason took me home after we’d told everyone our news. Home; to our house, and I haven’t left. The following morning Mason was on the phone with a moving company to collect my things and bring them here. Today I have an ultrasound appointment to see our little one. I’m so thankful that Mason has home games until later this week. I want him here for this.