He leaned forward with his elbows on his knees, trying to catch my gaze. Im pretty sure your dad would actually kill me if I let that happen.
No! How am I supposed to help anyone if Im tied to a stretcher?
They really tied you down?
We have that in common, I said, and he burst into laughter, no doubt remembering what was probably the most embarrassing moment of either of our lives.
I couldnt quite decide why I was reluctant to admit the next part, but when I realized he wasnt going to go without more information, I knew I had no choice. Im going to see if Tod can get me into Lakeside without being seen.
Are you sure thats a good idea? Alec asked softly, watching me closely, and I couldnt tell if he meant breaking into the hospital, or asking Tod for help.
Im not sure about anything anymore, Alec. Except that Im going to die. But not before I take Beck down. I stood and gestured toward the front door. Now please go home so I can be reckless and brave for possibly the last time in my tragically short life.
Alec rolled beautiful brown eyes. No fair playing the deathcard.
No fair having it to play, I shot back, holding the front door open.
Fine. He stood and shoved his hands into his pockets.
But if your dad finds out, tell him you overpowered me and left me for dead.
Got it. I pushed all six-foot-two, one hundred eighty-plus pounds of him over the threshold with both hands.
Be careful, Kaylee, he said, and I nodded solemnly as I closed the door in his face. He hadnt even made it to the sidewalk when I pulled my phone from my pocket and autodialed.
Kaylee? Tod answered on the first ring. Whats wrong?
I hesitated on my way to the kitchen with Alecs empty soda can. How do you know somethings wrong?
You only call me when you want something Nash cant do for you.
My face flamed, and I was suddenly glad he couldnt see me. That I knew of. That is not true.
Oh, yeah? he teased, and I could hear the challenge in his voice. Soyou dont need anything? Was it true? I had kind of come to count on him
A smile snuck up on me, in spite of his valid point and the grave reason for my call. As a matter of fact, I was going to offer you something.
For one long moment, the only sound over the line was the soft whisper of his next inhalation, then his voice sounded a little scratchier than usual. What did you have in mind?
A field trip. You interested in doing something dangerous, and possibly illegal?
Does it involve underage girls, broken curfews and assortedfruit toppings?
I dropped the empty can into the recycling bin and leaned against the kitchen peninsula, grinning like an idiot. Two of the three. And I could probably scrounge up some strawberry jam, if youre desperate.
Im never desperate, Tod said, only his voice hadnt come from my phone. I whirled around to see the reaper standing behind me, still holding his cell. But for the record, I prefer apricot.
Yuck. Nobody likes apricot jam.
Tod shrugged and pocketed his phone. Sure, strawberry is the more obvious choice, but I submit that apricot has a more complex, unusual flavor, with just enough tang to keep things interesting He raised one brow, grinning more with his eyes than with his mouth, and I had the sudden inexplicable urge to look away, before I saw too much. Then Tod blinked, and whatever Id almost seen was gone. Sowhat illegal adventure will I be aiding and abetting today?
I closed my phone and slid it into my front pocket. Remember when you snuck me into Nashs room to watch him and Sabine? At the time, hed said it was so that I could better understand their friendship, but in retrospect, I think it was so that I could see for myself how connected they were. Tod had made no secret of the fact that he thought his brother and I were a bad match. It was one of the few things he and Sabine had in common.
Are we playing spy again? Thats my second favorite game. Tod followed me down the hall and into my room, where I pretended I didnt want to know what his first favorite game was while I dug in the bottom of my closet for a pair of laceless, slip-on canvas shoes. If I got caught, shoelaces would be a dead giveaway that I didnt belong at Lakesidestrings of any kind were banned from the facility.
More like detective. I need to get into a secure building.
His brows rose in interest. The police station? Did Sabine get arrested again?
I stepped into the first shoe. If she had, Id be laughing from afar, not busting her out. Were breaking into Lakeside.
Tod dropped into my desk chair and it bobbed beneath his very corporeal weight. Dont most people try to break out of the psych ward?
Im not most people. I stepped into the other shoe and slid my ID and a twenty-dollar bill into my back pocket.
Thats what I like best about you. So why are we breaking into the loony bin?
I need to talk to one of the patients. And I figured I should check on Scott while Im there.
Scotts at Lakeside? Tod appeared in the living room ahead of me, and when I tried to grab my keys from the empty candy dish, I found them dangling from his index finger instead.
No! How am I supposed to help anyone if Im tied to a stretcher?
They really tied you down?
We have that in common, I said, and he burst into laughter, no doubt remembering what was probably the most embarrassing moment of either of our lives.
I couldnt quite decide why I was reluctant to admit the next part, but when I realized he wasnt going to go without more information, I knew I had no choice. Im going to see if Tod can get me into Lakeside without being seen.
Are you sure thats a good idea? Alec asked softly, watching me closely, and I couldnt tell if he meant breaking into the hospital, or asking Tod for help.
Im not sure about anything anymore, Alec. Except that Im going to die. But not before I take Beck down. I stood and gestured toward the front door. Now please go home so I can be reckless and brave for possibly the last time in my tragically short life.
Alec rolled beautiful brown eyes. No fair playing the deathcard.
No fair having it to play, I shot back, holding the front door open.
Fine. He stood and shoved his hands into his pockets.
But if your dad finds out, tell him you overpowered me and left me for dead.
Got it. I pushed all six-foot-two, one hundred eighty-plus pounds of him over the threshold with both hands.
Be careful, Kaylee, he said, and I nodded solemnly as I closed the door in his face. He hadnt even made it to the sidewalk when I pulled my phone from my pocket and autodialed.
Kaylee? Tod answered on the first ring. Whats wrong?
I hesitated on my way to the kitchen with Alecs empty soda can. How do you know somethings wrong?
You only call me when you want something Nash cant do for you.
My face flamed, and I was suddenly glad he couldnt see me. That I knew of. That is not true.
Oh, yeah? he teased, and I could hear the challenge in his voice. Soyou dont need anything? Was it true? I had kind of come to count on him
A smile snuck up on me, in spite of his valid point and the grave reason for my call. As a matter of fact, I was going to offer you something.
For one long moment, the only sound over the line was the soft whisper of his next inhalation, then his voice sounded a little scratchier than usual. What did you have in mind?
A field trip. You interested in doing something dangerous, and possibly illegal?
Does it involve underage girls, broken curfews and assortedfruit toppings?
I dropped the empty can into the recycling bin and leaned against the kitchen peninsula, grinning like an idiot. Two of the three. And I could probably scrounge up some strawberry jam, if youre desperate.
Im never desperate, Tod said, only his voice hadnt come from my phone. I whirled around to see the reaper standing behind me, still holding his cell. But for the record, I prefer apricot.
Yuck. Nobody likes apricot jam.
Tod shrugged and pocketed his phone. Sure, strawberry is the more obvious choice, but I submit that apricot has a more complex, unusual flavor, with just enough tang to keep things interesting He raised one brow, grinning more with his eyes than with his mouth, and I had the sudden inexplicable urge to look away, before I saw too much. Then Tod blinked, and whatever Id almost seen was gone. Sowhat illegal adventure will I be aiding and abetting today?
I closed my phone and slid it into my front pocket. Remember when you snuck me into Nashs room to watch him and Sabine? At the time, hed said it was so that I could better understand their friendship, but in retrospect, I think it was so that I could see for myself how connected they were. Tod had made no secret of the fact that he thought his brother and I were a bad match. It was one of the few things he and Sabine had in common.
Are we playing spy again? Thats my second favorite game. Tod followed me down the hall and into my room, where I pretended I didnt want to know what his first favorite game was while I dug in the bottom of my closet for a pair of laceless, slip-on canvas shoes. If I got caught, shoelaces would be a dead giveaway that I didnt belong at Lakesidestrings of any kind were banned from the facility.
More like detective. I need to get into a secure building.
His brows rose in interest. The police station? Did Sabine get arrested again?
I stepped into the first shoe. If she had, Id be laughing from afar, not busting her out. Were breaking into Lakeside.
Tod dropped into my desk chair and it bobbed beneath his very corporeal weight. Dont most people try to break out of the psych ward?
Im not most people. I stepped into the other shoe and slid my ID and a twenty-dollar bill into my back pocket.
Thats what I like best about you. So why are we breaking into the loony bin?
I need to talk to one of the patients. And I figured I should check on Scott while Im there.
Scotts at Lakeside? Tod appeared in the living room ahead of me, and when I tried to grab my keys from the empty candy dish, I found them dangling from his index finger instead.
