Cant appeal to what doesnt exist, a second voice said, and my chill bumps sprouted chill bumps. Tod. No wonder he hadnt answered my text; cell phones dont work in the Netherworld.
Mmm, Avari said, as I tiptoed toward the hallway juncture. You are not quite as foolish as you appear.
Whats that, the evil version of a compliment? Tod said, and even though I couldnt see him, I could picture the sarcastic lift of one eyebrow, based on nothing but his tone of voice. Are we buddies now?
Avari made an unpleasant noise in the back of his throat. I retract my last statement.
Whatever. Justtake him, so I can get out of here.
This isnt what you offered, and I dont yet have what you asked for.
This is worth more than I offered, and I no longer need what I asked for. Which means youre getting the better end of the deal. And you should do whatever youre going to do before he wakes up, or youll never be able to keep him here.
What the hell were they talking about? Who had Tod brought to Avari? Why would he make a deal with the hellion whod made it his lifes goal to possess me, body and soul?
I stood in the middle of the hallway junction, exposed and vulnerable from four different directions, should anyone step out of a classroom. And I probably looked like an idiot in lab gloves and goggles, carrying a giant pair of scissors. But I couldnt decide which way to turn. I could go right, and cross over to watch out for Emma. Or I could go left, and sneak a peek at whoever Tod had delivered into the third room on the right.
Id be safer in the math classroom, and Emma would be safer with me there. But I couldnt quite escape the brutal curiosity pulling me to the leftdid this have something to do with me?even though my exchanged expiration date meant nothing in the Netherworld. Here, I could die anytime, by any means. Or I could suffer eternity at Avaris hands instead, and wish for death until the end of time.
I knew I was making a mistake, even as I turned left and took those first steps, rolling my feet for a silent approach, glad Id worn sneakers instead of clunky flats.
You dont want him? Fine, Tod said, when Avari made no reply. I know a couple other hellions who will appreciate the value youre passing up.
Leave him, Avari said at last. But I offer nothing in exchange, other than the safe passage youve already negotiated for yourself. It has not escaped my notice that I am doing you a service by taking him. But indulge my curiosity for one moment before you go, Avari said, as I peeked cautiously into the first open doorway, careful to avoid the tendrils of Creeper vine curling around the door frame. The desks and chairs inside were stacked in a bizarre, complicated arrangement, like a pyramid of Cirque du Soleil gymnasts about totopple, but the room itself was blessedly empty. How does this benefit our lovely Addison? the hellion continued. Youve neglected to negotiate for time with her, and its much too late now.
This has nothing to do with Addy, Tod snapped, and the pain in his voice echoed deep within my own chest.
Some imbecilic human sage once said that absence makes the heart grow fonder, and though I must confess to absolute incomprehension of the very concept of heart it appears to me that you fall under a contradictory philosophy. With Addison out of your sight, she is clearly also out of your mind. Which is fitting, because since you last saw her, shes been mostly out of her own mind, as well
Dont listen to him, Tod, I thought, as I crept past the second door, now only feet from the room where they both stood, along with whoever Tod had dragged into the Netherworld. True or not, hes only saying it so he can feed from your suffering. If Id learned anything since discovering my nonhuman heritage, it was that pain of any kind was the currency of choice in the Netherworld.
Theres nothing else I can do for Addy, Tod said, an angry undercurrent threaded through his voice now. Youve made sure of that.
And youve moved on quite readily. I know precisely what bringing me this tribute does for Ms. Cavanaugh, and by extension, what it does for you.
I froze at the sound of my name, less than a foot from the open doorway. My heart beat frantically, and I was afraid to breathe for fear of missing the next words spoken.
What do you care, so long as youre well fed?
Avari actually laughed. I will be better fed from your pain when you understand how futile this noble deed is. You know this wont change anything, dont you, reaper? This wont even delay the inevitable. Your heroic gesture is rendered completely useless by the irony of poor timing and inexorable fate. She will dieright on timewithout ever knowing about your failed attempt to save her.
My heart leapt so high I could practically taste it on the back of my tongue.
I dared a long, silent inhalation to keep from passing out, but that didnt stop the building from spinning around me. Confusion, anticipation and a strange plummeting feeling deep in my stomach kept me off balance, my very existence hinging on whatever words would come next.
And when Tod finally spoke, I realized my world might never stop spinning at all.
This isnt about saving her, he said, his voice strong and steady, even though he was powerless in the Netherworld. I know my limitations. This is so that bastard cant ever put his hands on her again. So her last moments wont be spent in terror. This is about making damn sure his face wont be the last thing she ever sees.
Mmm, Avari said, as I tiptoed toward the hallway juncture. You are not quite as foolish as you appear.
Whats that, the evil version of a compliment? Tod said, and even though I couldnt see him, I could picture the sarcastic lift of one eyebrow, based on nothing but his tone of voice. Are we buddies now?
Avari made an unpleasant noise in the back of his throat. I retract my last statement.
Whatever. Justtake him, so I can get out of here.
This isnt what you offered, and I dont yet have what you asked for.
This is worth more than I offered, and I no longer need what I asked for. Which means youre getting the better end of the deal. And you should do whatever youre going to do before he wakes up, or youll never be able to keep him here.
What the hell were they talking about? Who had Tod brought to Avari? Why would he make a deal with the hellion whod made it his lifes goal to possess me, body and soul?
I stood in the middle of the hallway junction, exposed and vulnerable from four different directions, should anyone step out of a classroom. And I probably looked like an idiot in lab gloves and goggles, carrying a giant pair of scissors. But I couldnt decide which way to turn. I could go right, and cross over to watch out for Emma. Or I could go left, and sneak a peek at whoever Tod had delivered into the third room on the right.
Id be safer in the math classroom, and Emma would be safer with me there. But I couldnt quite escape the brutal curiosity pulling me to the leftdid this have something to do with me?even though my exchanged expiration date meant nothing in the Netherworld. Here, I could die anytime, by any means. Or I could suffer eternity at Avaris hands instead, and wish for death until the end of time.
I knew I was making a mistake, even as I turned left and took those first steps, rolling my feet for a silent approach, glad Id worn sneakers instead of clunky flats.
You dont want him? Fine, Tod said, when Avari made no reply. I know a couple other hellions who will appreciate the value youre passing up.
Leave him, Avari said at last. But I offer nothing in exchange, other than the safe passage youve already negotiated for yourself. It has not escaped my notice that I am doing you a service by taking him. But indulge my curiosity for one moment before you go, Avari said, as I peeked cautiously into the first open doorway, careful to avoid the tendrils of Creeper vine curling around the door frame. The desks and chairs inside were stacked in a bizarre, complicated arrangement, like a pyramid of Cirque du Soleil gymnasts about totopple, but the room itself was blessedly empty. How does this benefit our lovely Addison? the hellion continued. Youve neglected to negotiate for time with her, and its much too late now.
This has nothing to do with Addy, Tod snapped, and the pain in his voice echoed deep within my own chest.
Some imbecilic human sage once said that absence makes the heart grow fonder, and though I must confess to absolute incomprehension of the very concept of heart it appears to me that you fall under a contradictory philosophy. With Addison out of your sight, she is clearly also out of your mind. Which is fitting, because since you last saw her, shes been mostly out of her own mind, as well
Dont listen to him, Tod, I thought, as I crept past the second door, now only feet from the room where they both stood, along with whoever Tod had dragged into the Netherworld. True or not, hes only saying it so he can feed from your suffering. If Id learned anything since discovering my nonhuman heritage, it was that pain of any kind was the currency of choice in the Netherworld.
Theres nothing else I can do for Addy, Tod said, an angry undercurrent threaded through his voice now. Youve made sure of that.
And youve moved on quite readily. I know precisely what bringing me this tribute does for Ms. Cavanaugh, and by extension, what it does for you.
I froze at the sound of my name, less than a foot from the open doorway. My heart beat frantically, and I was afraid to breathe for fear of missing the next words spoken.
What do you care, so long as youre well fed?
Avari actually laughed. I will be better fed from your pain when you understand how futile this noble deed is. You know this wont change anything, dont you, reaper? This wont even delay the inevitable. Your heroic gesture is rendered completely useless by the irony of poor timing and inexorable fate. She will dieright on timewithout ever knowing about your failed attempt to save her.
My heart leapt so high I could practically taste it on the back of my tongue.
I dared a long, silent inhalation to keep from passing out, but that didnt stop the building from spinning around me. Confusion, anticipation and a strange plummeting feeling deep in my stomach kept me off balance, my very existence hinging on whatever words would come next.
And when Tod finally spoke, I realized my world might never stop spinning at all.
This isnt about saving her, he said, his voice strong and steady, even though he was powerless in the Netherworld. I know my limitations. This is so that bastard cant ever put his hands on her again. So her last moments wont be spent in terror. This is about making damn sure his face wont be the last thing she ever sees.
