Jake Understood
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My hands shook as they remained cupped around her face. The temptation of taking her up on that offer was simply too strong to resist.
Don’t say anything.
Make love to me.
It felt like I might die if I couldn’t have her, if I couldn’t grant her wishes.
“You have no idea how badly I need to be inside of you right now.”
“Please…I don’t want to have the talk tonight, okay?”
Getting that taste of her had weakened all of my inhibitions, turning me into a virile beast. In that moment, I could resist Nina no more than a druggie could resist a vial of heroine hanging over his nose.
Wrong or right ceased to exist as I stood before her blinded by an uncontrollable need. I knew I was giving in, because the risk of never having this opportunity again was a significant one, especially after the way she reacted about Desiree. Selfishly, I convinced myself that if given the chance to own her body tonight, I could wreck her for anyone else, make her mine and increase the likelihood that she wouldn’t be able to leave me.
I’d made the decision to take what I needed. Knowing already what the answer would be, I made her a proposition to at least help ease my conscience. “Nina, either we have this talk now, or you are going to have to make me a blind promise.”
“Okay…”
She was scared. When a teardrop fell down her cheek, I placed my tongue along her skin, licking it away as I whispered against her face, “I need you to promise me…that you won’t leave me.”
She silently and repeatedly nodded against my forehead.
“Make sure you mean that. Because I can’t make love to you the way I want to tonight, only to lose you the next day. It will fucking destroy me. I need to know you’ll be mine no matter what I throw at you. Promise me.”
“I’m yours. I have never belonged to anyone before…but I know that I belong to you.”
“Look at me and say it.”
“I’m yours. There is nothing that could make me leave you, because I don’t think I could live without you.”
That was all I needed to hear. Those words meant more to me than anything, and I prayed that she was telling the truth. I searched her eyes for any hints of hesitation; there were none. It didn’t take much convincing for my weakened mind and body to agree that it was okay to trust her, okay to give in. Pulling her into me, I knew that this time I wasn’t letting go. “Well, that’s good, because I wasn’t living before you.”
I stayed holding her, letting the heat of her body evaporate all remnants of doubt within me.
The words that came out of her next confirmed there was no going back.
“I need you to fuck me, Jake.”
***
We’d started off slow and steady. I’d undressed her down to her underwear, and we just explored each other’s mouths for a while. She kept tugging at my lip ring with her teeth while her bare tits rubbed against my shirt. It was driving me insane, and it wasn’t long before I’d lose the ability to go easy on her.
She whimpered as I lowered my mouth onto her nipple and sucked hard before switching over to the other side.
“Does that hurt?”
“No…feels good.”
I sucked harder, unable to fully believe she’d given me free reign of the beautiful rack I’d spent months worshipping from afar. Her skin was soft, and sweet, and I couldn’t wait to mark every inch of her body.
As I continued feasting on her, she placed her hand on my dick, which was bursting through my jeans. She sighed when she got a load of how hard I was.
I clamped down on her nipple gently with my teeth and released it. “Now you know what you do to me. I want to feel what I do to you.”
Nudging at her underwear, I slipped my finger inside of her warm opening. She was so incredibly wet that I could hear it as I moved in and out of her repeatedly for minutes. At one point, her pussy was starting to convulse around my hand, so I pulled out before she could come. Unable to resist, I slowly licked every drop of her off of my fingers and moaned, savoring the sweet and salty taste.
“You taste better than I could have imagined.”
“I almost came,” she said.
“I know. I almost lost it myself because I love how turned on you are. That’s why I stopped. But that’s not how I want your first time with me to happen. And believe me, Nina, this is gonna be your real first time.”
According to Nina, she’d never come during sex in her life. Being the first man to make that happen was a challenge I was happy to take on and planned to succeed multiple times tonight. How it was going to happen first was the question.
She needed to lose the panties. I pulled her underwear down and took her in as she stood completely naked before me. A thin landing strip of hair barely covered her beautiful pussy. My beautiful pussy now. My mouth watered with a need to devour it. So, I decided that I’d bring her to orgasm with my mouth first.
Feeling like the luckiest man on Earth, I grabbed her face and pulled her into a passionate kiss.
“You’re the most beautiful woman in the entire world.”
“I want to see you naked too,” she said.
I smiled over her mouth and in a low and seductive voice said, “Undress me. I’m yours.”
I watched as her tiny fingers worked to undo the buttons of my shirt. She kissed and ran her tongue slowly over the rippling muscles of my chest and abs as if she were worshipping me. She traced lines over my tats with her tongue. My heart was beating a mile a minute from the intensity of feeling her mouth on my body for the first time.