“What?” My hand fell to where she hit me, and I rubbed there, absent-mindedly. Why didn’t that girl seem to care? But then again, I remembered her at the party. There’d been something different, something dark about her. Something about why I sat next to her today.
“Logan!”
“Oh, yeah.” I cleared my thoughts. “You remember Delray from last year?”
“No.”
I shrugged. That didn’t matter. “He was one of Sebastian’s lackeys, and he turned me down for a job last year.” I gestured to the girls. “They’re his buddies.”
“You’re not.”
“What?”
The ends of her mouth pinched together in disapproval. Sam cocked her head to the side, giving me that slanted look of when she was really disappointed in me. “Don’t use them to get back at him.”
“What?” I furrowed my eyebrows together. That was the farthest thing I was thinking. Well, maybe not. “No. That’s not it. I’m using him to get the hot one’s digits. That’s all.”
“Since when do you need to use manipulation to get someone’s number?”
“Since it became fun, and besides…” I flashed her a grin. “Don’t worry. I’m not planning on using that girl for anything. She won’t get hurt. I promise. I’m just taking a few extra steps to make Delray squirm. That’s it.”
Her shoulders lifted up and slowly lowered. She continued to scrutinize me, but I saw the softening, and by the time her shoulders were all the way down, she was grinning back at me. She shook her head, rolling her eyes. “I like that girl.”
“You remember her?”
She nodded, her eyes hardening. “She was going to step in and help me last night. I don’t know her, but that’s not normal, you know. Not many people would step in when it’s one girl against three guys. People don’t help like that anymore.”
I nodded. I knew. We both knew how much I knew. Loyalty ran deep in our group for a reason. I held up my hands. “I’m not going to hurt her. I promise.”
“Okay.”
I smirked. “But I might bang her.”
“Logan!”
“If she’s down for it.”
LOGANISMS AND KAPOW!
TAYLOR
The house was dark when I walked inside with two bags of groceries. Hitting the lights with my elbow, I toed the door shut behind me.
“Dad? I got food.”
He didn’t answer, but he could’ve been in his office watching tapes. He always seemed to be there. Or else he was still on campus.
“Dad?”
I put a pot on the stove and put away the milk and orange juice. I unloaded meat for sandwiches, vegetables, fruit, and yogurt. After I pulled out the noodles and set them on the counter for dinner, I realized one thing: My coffee was still in the sink. I’d dumped it there this morning, and a small stain still sat around the drain. Dad hadn’t been home all day.
He still wasn’t home.
It was eight at night. Normal dads got home around six. My dad’s last practice ended at three on Mondays. He’d spent last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday with the football team. Sunday was church, then he’d had his friends over, and I went out.
But today was my day. This was supposed to be my night with him.
I moved to turn off the stove, but I paused. I imagined flinging the not-yet-boiling water across the kitchen. For a moment, one moment, I considered it. Who cared if water got over everything? Who cared how hot the water was? Who cared, in general, about any of it?
I did, but the need to do something crazy was there—
“Taylor?”
My breath hissed, leaving me. That wasn’t him, but I wanted it to be. Jason knocked on the door again as I turned.
He said, “Claire said I’m in deep shit with you.”
“Yeah,” I coughed out, my voice not quite working.
“Hey,” Jason murmured when I appeared. His hand had been lifted for another knock, but he dropped it to his side. “You look, uh, a little…” He faltered and stepped inside when I opened the door. “What’s wrong?”
I groaned. “Don’t tell me I look like crap.”
“You look sweaty and pale. You look good in most anything, but this ain’t a good look for you.”
He followed me back to the kitchen, and slid onto a stool, propping his elbows on the counter. “What happened today?”
Nothing.
“I mean, I heard about Kade,” he added. “He remembered me after all?” He chewed on his bottom lip. “Claire said you both got the wham-bam-thank-you-and-maybe-I’ll-call-you-later-ma’am vibe from him? That’s called a Loganism, by the way. You got the drive-by version of it. He kapows people with whatever he wants to say, and they do what he wants— whether that’s to get pissed at him or drop their pants for him.” He quieted, cocking his head to the side. “I’m not getting that vibe from you. Taylor, what’s wrong?”
My mom was dead.
My dad was absent.
My boyfriend left me.
I shook my head. “Nothing.” Normal voice. Be charming. Be… Remember why he’s here in the first place. Use that. I locked eyes on him and scowled. “Kade’s going to ask you to do a gambling thing for him.”
He shifted on his seat. “Yeah.” He picked at a piece of invisible lint on his arm. “So?”
“Logan!”
“Oh, yeah.” I cleared my thoughts. “You remember Delray from last year?”
“No.”
I shrugged. That didn’t matter. “He was one of Sebastian’s lackeys, and he turned me down for a job last year.” I gestured to the girls. “They’re his buddies.”
“You’re not.”
“What?”
The ends of her mouth pinched together in disapproval. Sam cocked her head to the side, giving me that slanted look of when she was really disappointed in me. “Don’t use them to get back at him.”
“What?” I furrowed my eyebrows together. That was the farthest thing I was thinking. Well, maybe not. “No. That’s not it. I’m using him to get the hot one’s digits. That’s all.”
“Since when do you need to use manipulation to get someone’s number?”
“Since it became fun, and besides…” I flashed her a grin. “Don’t worry. I’m not planning on using that girl for anything. She won’t get hurt. I promise. I’m just taking a few extra steps to make Delray squirm. That’s it.”
Her shoulders lifted up and slowly lowered. She continued to scrutinize me, but I saw the softening, and by the time her shoulders were all the way down, she was grinning back at me. She shook her head, rolling her eyes. “I like that girl.”
“You remember her?”
She nodded, her eyes hardening. “She was going to step in and help me last night. I don’t know her, but that’s not normal, you know. Not many people would step in when it’s one girl against three guys. People don’t help like that anymore.”
I nodded. I knew. We both knew how much I knew. Loyalty ran deep in our group for a reason. I held up my hands. “I’m not going to hurt her. I promise.”
“Okay.”
I smirked. “But I might bang her.”
“Logan!”
“If she’s down for it.”
LOGANISMS AND KAPOW!
TAYLOR
The house was dark when I walked inside with two bags of groceries. Hitting the lights with my elbow, I toed the door shut behind me.
“Dad? I got food.”
He didn’t answer, but he could’ve been in his office watching tapes. He always seemed to be there. Or else he was still on campus.
“Dad?”
I put a pot on the stove and put away the milk and orange juice. I unloaded meat for sandwiches, vegetables, fruit, and yogurt. After I pulled out the noodles and set them on the counter for dinner, I realized one thing: My coffee was still in the sink. I’d dumped it there this morning, and a small stain still sat around the drain. Dad hadn’t been home all day.
He still wasn’t home.
It was eight at night. Normal dads got home around six. My dad’s last practice ended at three on Mondays. He’d spent last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday with the football team. Sunday was church, then he’d had his friends over, and I went out.
But today was my day. This was supposed to be my night with him.
I moved to turn off the stove, but I paused. I imagined flinging the not-yet-boiling water across the kitchen. For a moment, one moment, I considered it. Who cared if water got over everything? Who cared how hot the water was? Who cared, in general, about any of it?
I did, but the need to do something crazy was there—
“Taylor?”
My breath hissed, leaving me. That wasn’t him, but I wanted it to be. Jason knocked on the door again as I turned.
He said, “Claire said I’m in deep shit with you.”
“Yeah,” I coughed out, my voice not quite working.
“Hey,” Jason murmured when I appeared. His hand had been lifted for another knock, but he dropped it to his side. “You look, uh, a little…” He faltered and stepped inside when I opened the door. “What’s wrong?”
I groaned. “Don’t tell me I look like crap.”
“You look sweaty and pale. You look good in most anything, but this ain’t a good look for you.”
He followed me back to the kitchen, and slid onto a stool, propping his elbows on the counter. “What happened today?”
Nothing.
“I mean, I heard about Kade,” he added. “He remembered me after all?” He chewed on his bottom lip. “Claire said you both got the wham-bam-thank-you-and-maybe-I’ll-call-you-later-ma’am vibe from him? That’s called a Loganism, by the way. You got the drive-by version of it. He kapows people with whatever he wants to say, and they do what he wants— whether that’s to get pissed at him or drop their pants for him.” He quieted, cocking his head to the side. “I’m not getting that vibe from you. Taylor, what’s wrong?”
My mom was dead.
My dad was absent.
My boyfriend left me.
I shook my head. “Nothing.” Normal voice. Be charming. Be… Remember why he’s here in the first place. Use that. I locked eyes on him and scowled. “Kade’s going to ask you to do a gambling thing for him.”
He shifted on his seat. “Yeah.” He picked at a piece of invisible lint on his arm. “So?”
