I crack my eyes open, hearing voices outside. I hear movement, some laughter, and the sunlight is shining through the tent’s ceiling.
The tent’s ceiling.
Malcolm Saint’s tent’s ceiling.
Malcolm Saint, who’s currently lying beneath me.
HOOOOLY SHIT.
My arm is thrown across his chest, and my head is settled in the crook of his shoulder.
My leg is thrown across his body, resting between his legs.
What the hell is wrong with me? Holy crap.
Second thing I notice: he feels very muscular against me.
Okay.
My heart is beating so fast I can feel it threatening to burst out of my chest and run away.
I start to unwind myself from Malcolm, and I feel him stir, tightening his arm around me. He groans a little, and I can feel him move his arm a little lower.
I try to unwind myself more, and his hand ends up splayed across my butt cheek. His hand is huge; it covers my whole butt cheek. I try to contain my panic and some other emotions boiling up in me as I manage to lie on my back. Malcolm shifts again. He drags me up against him and I gasp. The bastard is awake, isn’t he?
His face is nestled between my breasts.
“Malcolm!” I shout-whisper.
He stays silent.
“Malcolm, I swear to god, someone could come in here any minute; get your face off my boobs!”
At that he laughs and picks his head up, looking at me quietly.
My breath catches in my throat. He looks gorgeous. His lazy stare, his bed hair, his body deliciously warm and holding mine. I feel something stir in the pit of my stomach. He lowers his head back down.
“Don’t be mad at me,” he whispers to my neck. His voice sounds even deeper in the morning. I groan inwardly because my anger vanished the moment he opened his eyes and smiled at me.
I don’t answer, because I know my voice will betray me.
He looks up at me again. I frown and attempt to scowl at him, but I don’t think it works that well, because he just smirks and lowers himself back to my breasts, then moves lower still. He plants a kiss on my stomach; then he raises himself up and places another kiss on my neck.
“Are you mad at me?” he says again.
I don’t even know what he asked me.
“What?” I ask.
He places a kiss on my shoulder, then takes my hand and kisses the inside of my wrist. He keeps my hand in his, his fingers playing with mine. “Are you mad at me?” he teases, brushing my hair behind my ear in a move that suddenly just fills me with longing.
“Yeah, I’m mad. I’m mad because . . . What are you doing here? I can’t sleep with you.”
He chuckles.
“I can’t sleep with you, Saint. I won’t.”
His gaze goes liquid as he rubs his thumb up my arm. “Yeah, you will, Rachel,” he promises.
“I won’t,” I promise him.
All the laughter fades from his eyes and he says nothing. He surveys me, and I can almost hear the wheels turn in his head as he figures out how to break my walls.
“Is there a man in your life?”
“No!”
“Then I don’t see a problem.”
“The problem is”—I jab a finger in the direction of the tent’s zipper—“Tammy . . . and all your other floozies. I don’t want to be one of them!”
“Then don’t be one of them,” he whispers in my ear.
When he offers to give me a ride home so that I can change for the office this morning, we don’t even tease each other at all.
“Come here so I can kiss you,” he coaxes from the bench across from mine in the back of the Rolls. I feel vulnerable and raw, like someone just opened me up and peered inside. He knows I want him, and I can tell from the look in his eyes he won’t let up until he gets me. I shiver. “Rachel,” he says, when we get close to my place.
“We can’t keep doing this.”
“Rachel, there’s nothing I won’t do to get you in my bed,” he says, his eyes hot and hungry.
My body responds, and it takes all my effort not to leap across the car, wrap myself around him, and let him kiss me stupid like he always does.
“Thanks, Saint,” I murmur as the car stops before my building.
He murmurs, “Malcolm,” as I get out.
I pause and look at him. I feel like I’m kissing him again when I concede and murmur, “Malcolm.”
He looks at my lips like he’s definitely thinking of kissing me again. Like hearing his name in my mouth just fondled him somewhere . . . maybe his beautiful, perfect dick. Ohmigod, what am I thinking?
The tent’s ceiling.
Malcolm Saint’s tent’s ceiling.
Malcolm Saint, who’s currently lying beneath me.
HOOOOLY SHIT.
My arm is thrown across his chest, and my head is settled in the crook of his shoulder.
My leg is thrown across his body, resting between his legs.
What the hell is wrong with me? Holy crap.
Second thing I notice: he feels very muscular against me.
Okay.
My heart is beating so fast I can feel it threatening to burst out of my chest and run away.
I start to unwind myself from Malcolm, and I feel him stir, tightening his arm around me. He groans a little, and I can feel him move his arm a little lower.
I try to unwind myself more, and his hand ends up splayed across my butt cheek. His hand is huge; it covers my whole butt cheek. I try to contain my panic and some other emotions boiling up in me as I manage to lie on my back. Malcolm shifts again. He drags me up against him and I gasp. The bastard is awake, isn’t he?
His face is nestled between my breasts.
“Malcolm!” I shout-whisper.
He stays silent.
“Malcolm, I swear to god, someone could come in here any minute; get your face off my boobs!”
At that he laughs and picks his head up, looking at me quietly.
My breath catches in my throat. He looks gorgeous. His lazy stare, his bed hair, his body deliciously warm and holding mine. I feel something stir in the pit of my stomach. He lowers his head back down.
“Don’t be mad at me,” he whispers to my neck. His voice sounds even deeper in the morning. I groan inwardly because my anger vanished the moment he opened his eyes and smiled at me.
I don’t answer, because I know my voice will betray me.
He looks up at me again. I frown and attempt to scowl at him, but I don’t think it works that well, because he just smirks and lowers himself back to my breasts, then moves lower still. He plants a kiss on my stomach; then he raises himself up and places another kiss on my neck.
“Are you mad at me?” he says again.
I don’t even know what he asked me.
“What?” I ask.
He places a kiss on my shoulder, then takes my hand and kisses the inside of my wrist. He keeps my hand in his, his fingers playing with mine. “Are you mad at me?” he teases, brushing my hair behind my ear in a move that suddenly just fills me with longing.
“Yeah, I’m mad. I’m mad because . . . What are you doing here? I can’t sleep with you.”
He chuckles.
“I can’t sleep with you, Saint. I won’t.”
His gaze goes liquid as he rubs his thumb up my arm. “Yeah, you will, Rachel,” he promises.
“I won’t,” I promise him.
All the laughter fades from his eyes and he says nothing. He surveys me, and I can almost hear the wheels turn in his head as he figures out how to break my walls.
“Is there a man in your life?”
“No!”
“Then I don’t see a problem.”
“The problem is”—I jab a finger in the direction of the tent’s zipper—“Tammy . . . and all your other floozies. I don’t want to be one of them!”
“Then don’t be one of them,” he whispers in my ear.
When he offers to give me a ride home so that I can change for the office this morning, we don’t even tease each other at all.
“Come here so I can kiss you,” he coaxes from the bench across from mine in the back of the Rolls. I feel vulnerable and raw, like someone just opened me up and peered inside. He knows I want him, and I can tell from the look in his eyes he won’t let up until he gets me. I shiver. “Rachel,” he says, when we get close to my place.
“We can’t keep doing this.”
“Rachel, there’s nothing I won’t do to get you in my bed,” he says, his eyes hot and hungry.
My body responds, and it takes all my effort not to leap across the car, wrap myself around him, and let him kiss me stupid like he always does.
“Thanks, Saint,” I murmur as the car stops before my building.
He murmurs, “Malcolm,” as I get out.
I pause and look at him. I feel like I’m kissing him again when I concede and murmur, “Malcolm.”
He looks at my lips like he’s definitely thinking of kissing me again. Like hearing his name in my mouth just fondled him somewhere . . . maybe his beautiful, perfect dick. Ohmigod, what am I thinking?
