It happened over two weeks ago and I still haven’t been able to figure out his name. But that’s all right. I bet he can’t top it a second time. If I can’t find him, then I’d rather keep the memory.
I run the sponge over my body and the awakened slut in me clamors for more and more. I haven’t had sex since him. What’s the point? It won’t compare. It can’t. I’m saving myself for him again—but how on earth am I supposed to find him?
“Where are you, you sexy motherfucker?” I groan as I dip my finger under the water, down between my legs. Oh yes. I’ve made myself come thinking of him more times than I can count.
Maybe I should go out and have some actual sex. You know, with a partner.
But a replacement man holds no appeal, so I close my eyes and go for it. I’m not hurting anyone, and who knows? Maybe the fact that I want to see him again, so very desperately, will make him materialize at the hotel one of these days.
* * *
“Sara, the man in 1103 wants a reservation at—”
I nearly fall. “Excuse me?”
“Mr. Thackery. He wants a reservation at Mr. Chow.”
I glance at the man across the concierge desk from Carly. It’s not him.
Get a grip on yourself, Sara, I groan inwardly.
I exhale, shaking my head as I get to making the reservation. Some of our older guests don’t know about Open Table and keep making us do this for them. “Done. Eight thirty, party of four, sir. Would you like directions?”
After he nods, I pull out a map and explain the restaurant location while Carly tends to another guest.
“You need to get laid,” Robert, one of my coworkers, says when the guests leave.
I shake my head. “I need to dance—oops, hang on, my phone’s buzzing.” I get my phone out but don’t recognize the number. “Hello?”
“Hi, I just arrived in the city and saw the ad saying you’re looking for a roommate.” A pause. “Are you still looking?”
“Yes. Who’s this?”
“It’s Bryn. Heyworth. Can we meet today? I sort of… don’t have anywhere to sleep tonight and was hoping—”
“I’m heading out in a half hour. Meet me in Nolita in an hour.” I give her the address of my building. “We can talk and see if we’ll be a good fit.”
“On my way,” she chirps, and I hang up. Damn it. She’s not from here. Outsiders are a pain. More than a roommate, some want a tour guide, and I don’t have time to take anyone around the city. Still, when I wrap up, I head to my apartment and tell myself I can’t afford to be picky. Without a roommate, my salary, minus the rent, will leave little for food and nothing for fun.
When I arrive, it’s not hard to spot her. There’s a young woman, about my age, standing by the building entrance with four suitcases surrounding her and a laptop bag slung from her shoulder.
“Bryn?” I ask drolly, rising my eyebrows.
“Sara?”
I nod, almost laughing to myself as we eye each other. I’d planned to interview her, but there’s a puppy-dog look in her eyes that gets to me. God, I’m a sucker for lost ones. Plus, the last thing this girl looks like is a criminal. Nope. She’s fashionably dressed, wearing little makeup, with her soft chestnut hair held back, and I’m suddenly struck with the fact that she’s the one.
The one I’ve been waiting for.
“Well? What are you waiting for? Bring those up!” I tell her, motioning to the luggage and grabbing two of the bags for her.
“Does this mean I’m your new roommate?” She sounds incredulous, but ecstatic, as she grabs the bags and follows me into the building.
“No, this means I like to take in strays,” I say as we climb into the elevator. At her confused silence, I nudge her. “Of course you’re my roommate. We’ll talk a bit upstairs.”
“Oh.” She laughs, and we haul the suitcases out of the elevator and down the hall to my apartment.
Setting my cargo down, I open the door and motion her in. “Say hello to your new home.” I switch on the lights and help her roll the suitcases inside.
She glances around, a smile on her lips.
“It’s not a lot, but it’s comfortable and in a great location,” I say as I lead us to her room. “This’ll be your room. Did you bring your own sheets?”
I flip on the light switch, and she nods and glances at the stripped bed in the middle of the room.
“Great,” I say as I pull open the drapes. “The mattress could use a little vacuuming.” I move around the room, switching on the nightstand lamps and showing her the bathroom. “It’ll be nice not to sleep alone here tonight. I like the company,” I say as Bryn happily examines her room.
“Okay, so rules—” I clap and move onto the serious stuff. “If you bring guys, please lock the door and do it in your room. Don’t use my couch. Also, we split groceries and every other bill. Otherwise it’s a hassle to have to label everything in the fridge. As for cleaning, one of my roommates was a slob. Don’t be a slob.”
I head to the door, adding, “You clean your room. I clean mine. We alternate the common areas.”
“Sounds good. Hey, do you have an extra towel? I forgot mine.”
“Sure.” I bring her a towel and toss it into the air, and she catches it and carries it to the bathroom, where she neatly tucks it into the towel holder. “So where are you from?” I ask.
For the next hour, we get to know each other. I learn that Bryn is from Ohio. That she’s thirty, two years older than I am, and is in the city looking for her big break. Aren’t we all?
By the time she settles in and I cook us some pasta, I feel like I’ve known her forever.
“So this start-up. You design the clothes…” I ask over wine and my special spaghetti carbonara.
Bryn is midway through a forkful of pasta and makes an mmm sound as she slurps up the string that dangles from her lips. She laughs a little, pats her lips with a napkin, and sets it aside. “I design them and sometimes utilize old, vintage clothes and fabrics nobody uses, mixing it up with something fresh and new,” she says, eyeing her empty glass of wine mournfully. “I am not yet sure of how to market all this; I just like fashion but I’m not great at business—something I’d need to be good at in order to take it to the next level.”
“Which is why you want an investor?” I prod, pouring her more wine.
“Yep.”
“I’m sorry I can’t help there.” I shake my head as I pour myself a second glass too. “I love the designs you just showed me on your phone, but I’m in much the same situation as you are.”
“You are?” Her eyes spark up in interest. “Don’t tell me you’re also a designer—”
“Oh no. Hell no.” I wave that off, then take a sip of my wine and set it aside. “I’m a concierge at the Four Seasons. But my real dream is to perform on Broadway. I’ve been a dancer my whole life. Even after I broke my ankle, I used to dance in my head for hours while I lay in my bed with a cast.” I smirk, remembering those rather hard and dreary days. To prove my point, I grab our now-empty plates and dance my way to the kitchen, hoisting the plates in the air as I do.
Her laugh makes me feel light and happy. “You’re good!” she says.
I run the sponge over my body and the awakened slut in me clamors for more and more. I haven’t had sex since him. What’s the point? It won’t compare. It can’t. I’m saving myself for him again—but how on earth am I supposed to find him?
“Where are you, you sexy motherfucker?” I groan as I dip my finger under the water, down between my legs. Oh yes. I’ve made myself come thinking of him more times than I can count.
Maybe I should go out and have some actual sex. You know, with a partner.
But a replacement man holds no appeal, so I close my eyes and go for it. I’m not hurting anyone, and who knows? Maybe the fact that I want to see him again, so very desperately, will make him materialize at the hotel one of these days.
* * *
“Sara, the man in 1103 wants a reservation at—”
I nearly fall. “Excuse me?”
“Mr. Thackery. He wants a reservation at Mr. Chow.”
I glance at the man across the concierge desk from Carly. It’s not him.
Get a grip on yourself, Sara, I groan inwardly.
I exhale, shaking my head as I get to making the reservation. Some of our older guests don’t know about Open Table and keep making us do this for them. “Done. Eight thirty, party of four, sir. Would you like directions?”
After he nods, I pull out a map and explain the restaurant location while Carly tends to another guest.
“You need to get laid,” Robert, one of my coworkers, says when the guests leave.
I shake my head. “I need to dance—oops, hang on, my phone’s buzzing.” I get my phone out but don’t recognize the number. “Hello?”
“Hi, I just arrived in the city and saw the ad saying you’re looking for a roommate.” A pause. “Are you still looking?”
“Yes. Who’s this?”
“It’s Bryn. Heyworth. Can we meet today? I sort of… don’t have anywhere to sleep tonight and was hoping—”
“I’m heading out in a half hour. Meet me in Nolita in an hour.” I give her the address of my building. “We can talk and see if we’ll be a good fit.”
“On my way,” she chirps, and I hang up. Damn it. She’s not from here. Outsiders are a pain. More than a roommate, some want a tour guide, and I don’t have time to take anyone around the city. Still, when I wrap up, I head to my apartment and tell myself I can’t afford to be picky. Without a roommate, my salary, minus the rent, will leave little for food and nothing for fun.
When I arrive, it’s not hard to spot her. There’s a young woman, about my age, standing by the building entrance with four suitcases surrounding her and a laptop bag slung from her shoulder.
“Bryn?” I ask drolly, rising my eyebrows.
“Sara?”
I nod, almost laughing to myself as we eye each other. I’d planned to interview her, but there’s a puppy-dog look in her eyes that gets to me. God, I’m a sucker for lost ones. Plus, the last thing this girl looks like is a criminal. Nope. She’s fashionably dressed, wearing little makeup, with her soft chestnut hair held back, and I’m suddenly struck with the fact that she’s the one.
The one I’ve been waiting for.
“Well? What are you waiting for? Bring those up!” I tell her, motioning to the luggage and grabbing two of the bags for her.
“Does this mean I’m your new roommate?” She sounds incredulous, but ecstatic, as she grabs the bags and follows me into the building.
“No, this means I like to take in strays,” I say as we climb into the elevator. At her confused silence, I nudge her. “Of course you’re my roommate. We’ll talk a bit upstairs.”
“Oh.” She laughs, and we haul the suitcases out of the elevator and down the hall to my apartment.
Setting my cargo down, I open the door and motion her in. “Say hello to your new home.” I switch on the lights and help her roll the suitcases inside.
She glances around, a smile on her lips.
“It’s not a lot, but it’s comfortable and in a great location,” I say as I lead us to her room. “This’ll be your room. Did you bring your own sheets?”
I flip on the light switch, and she nods and glances at the stripped bed in the middle of the room.
“Great,” I say as I pull open the drapes. “The mattress could use a little vacuuming.” I move around the room, switching on the nightstand lamps and showing her the bathroom. “It’ll be nice not to sleep alone here tonight. I like the company,” I say as Bryn happily examines her room.
“Okay, so rules—” I clap and move onto the serious stuff. “If you bring guys, please lock the door and do it in your room. Don’t use my couch. Also, we split groceries and every other bill. Otherwise it’s a hassle to have to label everything in the fridge. As for cleaning, one of my roommates was a slob. Don’t be a slob.”
I head to the door, adding, “You clean your room. I clean mine. We alternate the common areas.”
“Sounds good. Hey, do you have an extra towel? I forgot mine.”
“Sure.” I bring her a towel and toss it into the air, and she catches it and carries it to the bathroom, where she neatly tucks it into the towel holder. “So where are you from?” I ask.
For the next hour, we get to know each other. I learn that Bryn is from Ohio. That she’s thirty, two years older than I am, and is in the city looking for her big break. Aren’t we all?
By the time she settles in and I cook us some pasta, I feel like I’ve known her forever.
“So this start-up. You design the clothes…” I ask over wine and my special spaghetti carbonara.
Bryn is midway through a forkful of pasta and makes an mmm sound as she slurps up the string that dangles from her lips. She laughs a little, pats her lips with a napkin, and sets it aside. “I design them and sometimes utilize old, vintage clothes and fabrics nobody uses, mixing it up with something fresh and new,” she says, eyeing her empty glass of wine mournfully. “I am not yet sure of how to market all this; I just like fashion but I’m not great at business—something I’d need to be good at in order to take it to the next level.”
“Which is why you want an investor?” I prod, pouring her more wine.
“Yep.”
“I’m sorry I can’t help there.” I shake my head as I pour myself a second glass too. “I love the designs you just showed me on your phone, but I’m in much the same situation as you are.”
“You are?” Her eyes spark up in interest. “Don’t tell me you’re also a designer—”
“Oh no. Hell no.” I wave that off, then take a sip of my wine and set it aside. “I’m a concierge at the Four Seasons. But my real dream is to perform on Broadway. I’ve been a dancer my whole life. Even after I broke my ankle, I used to dance in my head for hours while I lay in my bed with a cast.” I smirk, remembering those rather hard and dreary days. To prove my point, I grab our now-empty plates and dance my way to the kitchen, hoisting the plates in the air as I do.
Her laugh makes me feel light and happy. “You’re good!” she says.
