She waited at the edge of my driveway, even though I invited her in, toeing a stray weed that had forced its way up through the concrete. I wasn’t much of a gardener. My yard looked unloved. I walked Max back up to the house and opened the door I never locked. I stopped by his water bowl and topped it off under the faucet while he watched me. Max knew my routine with women. I’d take her to dinner, I’d say things about my writing and my passion, then we’d come back here. Before I went back outside, I ran my fingers through my hair, grabbed a piece of Juicy Fruit off the counter, and stepped into the chill. She was gone. It was then I realized that I had never asked her name. I never really told her mine—not my real one, anyway. I carefully unfolded the gum from its wrapper, sticking the yellow strip between my teeth. I pocketed the piece of wax paper, scanning the street for some sign of her. I’d just lost a girl I really wanted to know. It didn’t feel good.
Nick's Book: Chapter Two
Nick’s Book
She came back. Two days later. I saw her from my living room window, standing in the same spot I’d left her, staring at my house as if it were something out of a bad dream. The last time I saw her she’d been standing in sunshine, this time it was rain. She had on a white slicker, the rim of it dripping water into her face. I could see the silver streak in her hair plastered to her cheek. I watched her from the window for a few minutes, just to see what she’d do. She seemed rooted to the spot. I decided to go get her. Walking barefoot down my driveway, I sipped my coffee casually, running my tongue over the chip in the rim. A few raindrops dripped into my mug. When I came within a few feet of her I stopped and looked up at the sky.
“You like this weather.” It wasn’t a question.
“Yes,” she said.
I nodded. “Want to come in for some coffee?”
Instead of answering me she started walking up the driveway, helping herself to the door. It slammed behind her before I realized she was alone in my house.
Was it my imagination, or did she make sure to step on every weed on her way up?
She didn’t stop to look around when she walked through the corridor that connected my foyer to the rest of the house. I had several pictures hanging on my walls—art and some family stuff. Normally women stopped to examine each one. I always thought they did it to ease their nerves. She took off her jacket and dropped it on the floor. Puddles formed around it as the rainwater skirted off. She was an odd bird. She walked right to the kitchen like she’d been there a hundred times before, stopping in front of my beat-up Mr. Coffee. She pointed to the cabinet above it, and I nodded. She chose a Dr. Seuss mug—smart girl. I tended to stick to the Walt Whitman with the chip on the rim. I watched her lift the pot from the warmer and pour without looking. She was staring out my window. Right when the liquid reached the rim of the mug, her hand automatically pulled back. I breathed a sigh of relief. She had the weight and timing perfected in that strange little head of hers. When she was done, she leaned back against the counter and looked at me expectantly.
“So, the other day…”
“What?” I said. “You’re the one that just left.”
“It wasn’t the right day.”
What the hell type of thought was that?
“And today is the right day?”
She shrugged. “Maybe. I just felt like coming, I guess.”
She ambled over and sat across from me at the worn dinette I’d taken through three relationships. If I ended up with this girl I was going to buy a new table. I’d had sex on it too many times for it to be relationship kosher.
“This is a stupid world,” she said, and traced her finger along the edge of the table like she was reading brail.
I waited for her to go on but she didn’t. My forehead was creased. I felt the skin wrinkling against itself. She was sipping her coffee, already thinking about something else.
“Do you ever have a complete thought?”
She seriously considered my question and languidly took another sip. “I have many.”
“Finish the last one then.”
“I don’t remember what it was.”
She drank the rest of her coffee, then stood up to leave.
“See you Tuesday,” she said, heading for the door.
“What’s Tuesday?” I called after her.
“Dinner at your house. I don’t eat pork.”
I heard the screen slam behind her. Max raced for the door, barking, his nails clicking against the tile as he scrambled past me. I leaned back in my chair, smiling. I didn’t eat pork either. Except bacon, of course. Everyone eats bacon.
She showed up on Tuesday, right at six. I had no idea when to expect her, so I made sushi with the salmon I’d bought that morning from the market. I was busy wrapping my rolls in seaweed when she let herself in. I heard the screen door slam and Max’s manic barking.
She slid a bottle of whiskey across the counter.
“Most people bring wine,” I said.
“Most people are pussies.”
I choked on my laugh.
“What’s your name?”
“Brenna. What’s yours?”
“You already know my name.”
It was mostly true. She knew my pen name.
“Your real name,” she said.
“It’s Nick Nissley.”
“So much better than John Karde. Who are you hiding from?”
She unscrewed the lid from the Jack and drank straight from the bottle.
“Everyone.”
“Me, too.”
I looked at her out of the corner of my eye as I poured soy sauce into two ramekins. She was young, much younger than me. What did she have to hide from? Probably an ex-boyfriend. Nothing serious. Just a guy who didn’t want to let go, most likely. I had some exes who probably wanted to hide from me. It was a shallow thought, because if this woman was really that simple, she wouldn’t have struck my interest. I saw her standing still and quiet, and she caused movement in my brain. I’d already written over sixteen thousand words since she’d walked with me to my house and then disappeared. A feat, considering I’d been claiming writer’s block for the last year of my life.
No, if this woman said she was running away, she was.
“Brenna,” I said that night as we lay in my bed.
“Mmmm.”
I said it again, tracing a finger along her arm.
Nick's Book: Chapter Two
Nick’s Book
She came back. Two days later. I saw her from my living room window, standing in the same spot I’d left her, staring at my house as if it were something out of a bad dream. The last time I saw her she’d been standing in sunshine, this time it was rain. She had on a white slicker, the rim of it dripping water into her face. I could see the silver streak in her hair plastered to her cheek. I watched her from the window for a few minutes, just to see what she’d do. She seemed rooted to the spot. I decided to go get her. Walking barefoot down my driveway, I sipped my coffee casually, running my tongue over the chip in the rim. A few raindrops dripped into my mug. When I came within a few feet of her I stopped and looked up at the sky.
“You like this weather.” It wasn’t a question.
“Yes,” she said.
I nodded. “Want to come in for some coffee?”
Instead of answering me she started walking up the driveway, helping herself to the door. It slammed behind her before I realized she was alone in my house.
Was it my imagination, or did she make sure to step on every weed on her way up?
She didn’t stop to look around when she walked through the corridor that connected my foyer to the rest of the house. I had several pictures hanging on my walls—art and some family stuff. Normally women stopped to examine each one. I always thought they did it to ease their nerves. She took off her jacket and dropped it on the floor. Puddles formed around it as the rainwater skirted off. She was an odd bird. She walked right to the kitchen like she’d been there a hundred times before, stopping in front of my beat-up Mr. Coffee. She pointed to the cabinet above it, and I nodded. She chose a Dr. Seuss mug—smart girl. I tended to stick to the Walt Whitman with the chip on the rim. I watched her lift the pot from the warmer and pour without looking. She was staring out my window. Right when the liquid reached the rim of the mug, her hand automatically pulled back. I breathed a sigh of relief. She had the weight and timing perfected in that strange little head of hers. When she was done, she leaned back against the counter and looked at me expectantly.
“So, the other day…”
“What?” I said. “You’re the one that just left.”
“It wasn’t the right day.”
What the hell type of thought was that?
“And today is the right day?”
She shrugged. “Maybe. I just felt like coming, I guess.”
She ambled over and sat across from me at the worn dinette I’d taken through three relationships. If I ended up with this girl I was going to buy a new table. I’d had sex on it too many times for it to be relationship kosher.
“This is a stupid world,” she said, and traced her finger along the edge of the table like she was reading brail.
I waited for her to go on but she didn’t. My forehead was creased. I felt the skin wrinkling against itself. She was sipping her coffee, already thinking about something else.
“Do you ever have a complete thought?”
She seriously considered my question and languidly took another sip. “I have many.”
“Finish the last one then.”
“I don’t remember what it was.”
She drank the rest of her coffee, then stood up to leave.
“See you Tuesday,” she said, heading for the door.
“What’s Tuesday?” I called after her.
“Dinner at your house. I don’t eat pork.”
I heard the screen slam behind her. Max raced for the door, barking, his nails clicking against the tile as he scrambled past me. I leaned back in my chair, smiling. I didn’t eat pork either. Except bacon, of course. Everyone eats bacon.
She showed up on Tuesday, right at six. I had no idea when to expect her, so I made sushi with the salmon I’d bought that morning from the market. I was busy wrapping my rolls in seaweed when she let herself in. I heard the screen door slam and Max’s manic barking.
She slid a bottle of whiskey across the counter.
“Most people bring wine,” I said.
“Most people are pussies.”
I choked on my laugh.
“What’s your name?”
“Brenna. What’s yours?”
“You already know my name.”
It was mostly true. She knew my pen name.
“Your real name,” she said.
“It’s Nick Nissley.”
“So much better than John Karde. Who are you hiding from?”
She unscrewed the lid from the Jack and drank straight from the bottle.
“Everyone.”
“Me, too.”
I looked at her out of the corner of my eye as I poured soy sauce into two ramekins. She was young, much younger than me. What did she have to hide from? Probably an ex-boyfriend. Nothing serious. Just a guy who didn’t want to let go, most likely. I had some exes who probably wanted to hide from me. It was a shallow thought, because if this woman was really that simple, she wouldn’t have struck my interest. I saw her standing still and quiet, and she caused movement in my brain. I’d already written over sixteen thousand words since she’d walked with me to my house and then disappeared. A feat, considering I’d been claiming writer’s block for the last year of my life.
No, if this woman said she was running away, she was.
“Brenna,” I said that night as we lay in my bed.
“Mmmm.”
I said it again, tracing a finger along her arm.
