My Soul to Save
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Shed get no argument from me on that one. But I was curious on one point.
Sowhy were we alone?
While you were wailing? Harmony crossed the linoleum toward me and pulled out the chair next to mine while I nodded. Well, first of all, we werent really there. We were just peeking in. Like watching the bears at the zoo through that thick glass wall. You can see them and they can see you, but no one can cross the barrier.
So the Netherworlders could see us?
If anyone had been there, yes. She sipped from her glass again.
So how come no one was there?
Because this is a private residence. Those only exist on one plane or the other. Only large, public buildings with heavy traffic exist in both worlds.
Like the school? I was thinking of all the weird creatures Id seen when I peeked into the Netherworld from the gym, the day Emma died. Or the mall? That one brought even worse memories
Yeah. Schools, offices, museums, stadiumsAnywhere there are lots of people most of the time.
I frowned and took another sip of my milk as a new worry occurred to me. How would I actually go there?
You wouldnt. Harmonys blue eyes were suddenly dark and hard, as if the sky had clouded over. They didnt swirl, because she had more than eighty years experience hiding her emotions, but I could tell she was worried. Kaylee, you have no business in the Netherworld.
Lets hope youre right.
I know. I smiled to set her at ease. I just want to make sure I dont wind up there accidentally, practicing what I learned today.
She relaxed at my explanation, and the light flowed back into her eyes. You wont. The difference between looking through the glass and stepping through it is all a matter of intent. You have to want to go there to be there.
Thats it? I frowned as she stood and rummaged through a drawer, clanging silverware together in search of something. Have desire, will travel? It couldnt be that easy. Or that scary.
Well, that and the soul song.
Of course. I felt the tension in my body ease, and I took another short sip of my milk, saving the rest to wash down my brownie.
Harmony finally pulled a knife from the drawer, followed by a long, thin metal spatula. She ran the knife across the glass dish, cutting the brownies into large, even squares.
Harmony?
Hmm? She slid the spatula under the first square and lifted it carefully out of the pan and onto a small paper plate. She liked baking but hated doing dishes.
How can someone live without a soul?
What? Harmonyfroze with a brownie crumb halfway to her mouth, the spatula still in her other hand. Why are you? Whats going on, Kaylee? Her eyes narrowed, and I felt guilty for making her worry.
I decided to tell her the truth. Part of it, anyway. Nash and I saw Edens concert last night in Dallas, remember?
Of course. Fear drained from her features again, and she scooped an extra-large brownie onto the second plate, then carried them both to the table, without forks. The Hudsons ate their brownies the proper waywith their fingers. My aunt would have thrown a fit, but I was enjoying being converted.
I saw that on the news this morning. She set one plate in front of me, then sank into her chair with the other, smaller square. Her eyes brightened as the next piece of the puzzle slid into place. Are you saying Eden died without her soul?
I nodded, then chewed, swallowed, and washed the first rich bite down with a sip of milk before answering. It was weird. She dropped dead right there on the stage, but I thought shed just passed out, because there was no premonition. No death shroud. No urge to wail. But Tod said she was dead, and sure enough, a few seconds later, this weird, dark stuff floated up from her body. Too dark and heavy-looking to be a soul.
Demons Breath, probably. Harmony took another bite, licking a crumb from her lip before she chewed.
Thats what Tod said. I twisted my half-full glass of milk on the table. That Eden sold her soul to a hellion.
She shrugged and brushed a ringlet back from her forehead. Thats the only explanation I can think of. A soul cant be taken from a living being. It can be stolen after a persons death or murder, as with Aunt Vals victims or it can be given up willingly by its owner. But then something else has to take its place, to keep the body alive. Usually, that something else is Demons Breath.
But I thought a persons soul is what determines his life span. If Edens was gone, how did the reapers know when she was supposed to die?
Harmony held up one finger as she swallowed, and I bit another huge, unladylike bite from my brownie. She wiped her lips on a paper towel, already shaking her head. A persons soul doesnt determine how long he or she lives. The list does.
Sowhere does the list come from? Who decides when everyone has to die?
Harmony raised one brow, like she was impressed. Now youre asking the good questions. Unfortunately, I dont have an answer for that one. But maybe thats a good thing.
I frowned, twisting my used napkin into a thin paper rope. What do you mean?