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It was a long wait.
He came eventually, escorted by a pair of guards, but without the complicated handcuffs and leg cuffs Id been half expecting from TV shows.
He covered ground with the casual saunter of someone who had walked a lot of miles and could walk a lot more. He was lean and not overly tall. My first impression, skewed by too much time with werewolves, was that here in this bleak room, Laughingdog was in charge.
The guards knew they werent fully in control. I could see their unease by the tension in their shoulders and their general air of wariness that was too much for escorting a man who didnt even rate handcuffs.
Gary looked full-blooded Native American to my eyes, though someone more experienced might have said differently. His skin was darker than mine, darker than Hanks, too. He wore his thick, straight black hair shoulder length, just a few inches shorter than I wore mine. His rough-hewn features made him interesting rather than good-looking.
Gary Laughingdog was the very first coyote walker Id ever met, and I looked for some resemblance to the face I saw every day in the mirror because we were related. All walkers are descended from the archetypal being whose shape they take. I found the likeness in his eyes, which were the same shape and exact color as the ones that I saw in the mirror every morning.
He pulled out the plastic chair with exaggerated care and sat down with all the circumspection of Queen Victoria at her royal breakfast. His smile lit his face as his eyes, flat and unaffected by the cheer and bonhomie of the rest of his expression, traveled from Honey to me, then back to Honey, where they stayed.
Well, hel-lo, ladies, he said. What can I do for you?
I looked up at the guards and raised my eyebrows at them. One of them walked away, and the other, after a wary glance that took in all of us, raised his eyebrows back at me. Luke was the other wolf from our pack. I jerked my chin, and he shrugged, raised his hands, and followed the first guard over to a position far enough from us that quiet talk couldnt be overheard by a human. Luke would hear every word.
Gary leaned forward, licked his lips, and said, in a low, hungry voice, Hey, little princess, what are you doing coming out to a place like this? Gotcha some kink for a man behind bars?
Honey raised an eyebrow, and said coolly, Bodyguard for my Alphas mate. And, although I havent eaten lunch yet, I prefer cooked chicken to raw human fleshmuch as your words might tempt me.
Gary took in a deep breath and shook his head in apparent wonder. I thought there werent any female werewolves.
She showed him her teeth in what someone else might have mistaken for a smile. Ignorance is not unexpected.
Instead of being insulted, Gary looked delighted. He opened his mouth to say something, but then his eyes focused just over Honeys shoulder.
I knew what he saw.
I growled. A low sound that didnt carry, but it caught Garys attention.
She is mine, I told him. You say one thing that hurts her, and I will see to it that you never get out of here. I didnt have that kind of power, but I meant it anyway. And he knew darn good and well what the one thing was that I was talking about.
The mask of affability dropped off his face, and he met my eyes with a blank face. I let him see just how serious I was. If he told Honey that her dead mates ghost was following her around, Id make sure he regretted it for the rest of his life.
The ghost that tagged along behind Honey wherever she went wasnt really Peter, anyway, not now. Ghosts were only the remnant of the person left behind, bits and pieces of people that sometimes thought they were still alive.
Something a vampire named Frost had done to Peter had kept Honeys mate here for longer than usual, kept him soul-tied to earth when his body was dead. When Id managed to release Peter and the others the vampire had harmed, Peter had lingered for a day and night before moving on to where souls go when the body is dead. But hed left behind a lingering, sad-eyed ghost.
It broke my heart a little when I saw his shade, and Id be damned before Honey felt the same way.
The other walkers Id met hadnt been able to see ghosts the way I could. It made sense that Gary Laughingdog, who was a coyote walker like me, would be able to see them as well. If Id thought about it, I would have brought someone else here. Closed down the shop and taken Tad if Id had to.
He cant hurt me, Honey told me. There was something odd in her voice, but I was too focused on the coyote on the other side of the table to decipher what it was.
Wont hurt you, said Gary Laughingdog, his voice softer than it had been; his eyes, which hadnt left mine, were unfocused and a little dreamy. Softer than Id seen them up to this moment. Not on purpose. But theres a change coming for you. I got a feel for change, and youll have a big one somewhere near you soon. He half closed his eyes, and I felt a surge of magic that left my nose tingling and my eyes wateringit didnt feel like fae magic, or witch or anything else Id sensed before. Garys voice lowered an octave. Got some choices to make, sweet Honey. Choices.
I hadnt told him Honeys name. No one knew Id brought her with me. Her coloring was honey-toned, though. Maybe it had just been an unexpectedly accurate guess. Honey wasnt exactly an unusual endearment.
I sneezed, and Garys eyes focused on me. He gave me a small smile, his eyes warm.
So, little sister, he said to me. What can I do for you?
Why the change in attitude? I asked suspiciously.
Word came only that coyote walker needs to talk to me, he said with a shrug. Usually my brother and sister walkers are con artists, thieves, and gamblers. He tilted his head toward Honey. Not too concerned with saving anyones hide except their own.
Honey wiggled in her seat in an un-Honey-like fidget.
What? I said.
Mercy cares, Honey said in that same funny voice shed used before. She tapped a finger on the table. She always cares. This time it sounded more normal.
I saw it, Laughingdog said. And thats why I am suddenly a lot more interested in being helpful than I was ten minutes ago. What do you need, child?
Child? I curled my lip, because letting a wolf get away with patronizing me would have been dangerous. A coyote was likely to be more annoying than dangerous, but in either case, it was better to stop it before it became a habit. Not that I expected to spend a lot of time with Gary Laughingdog; however, better safe than sorry was my phrase of the day.
He raised a hand in surrender. Im a lot older than I look, older by a damn sight than you and your bodyguard, too. Something I can tell because of this thrice-dammed useless foresight gift He left me with when I was about your age. He nodded at Honey. Said Hed come by and take it back, but He hasnt.
Beside me, Honey went still. Peter had been pretty old for a werewolf, at least twocenturies. I didnt know how old Honey wasand for the moment I didnt care.
Werewolves dont age physically. Id always assumed that, like my human mother, Id have a normal life span, and Adam could live to be as old as well, as Bran Cornick, the Marrok, who ruled the North American werewolves and sometimes talked casually about things that happened in the Middle Ages. Through Hank and his brother, I had met a few other walkers, and they seemed to come in all varieties of young and old. I had known couples, growing up, where the werewolf looked to be in his twenties, and his wife was dying of old age. I didnt want to do that to my mate. I worried about Adam because he didnt talk about it at all, and Adam was all about discussing problems he thought had solutions.
I raised my chin. How old will I get?
He opened his mouth, then shook his head. Its not that kind of foresight. I dont get dates, just possibilities. And if I did know, I dont hate you enough to tell you.
She doesnt know any other coyote walkers, said Honey. She is married to a man who will be young a hundred years from now. She wants to know that she is not going to leave him tied to a woman who will slowly die on him.
Laughingdog looked at me. I dont know. Most walkers age like humansmost are mostly human anyway these days. Coyote doesnt walk this ground much anymore. He smiled a little, but it wasnt aimed at me. Most of Coyotes children dont have to worry about a long life, anyway. A fool and his life are soon parted, you know.
Im only half-human, I told him, mouth dry. Id never said it before, even to myself. But Laughingdog needed to know it all so he could give me an accurate answer. Coyote is my father. Sort of my father. He was wearing the skin of a rodeo cowboy who didnt know that he was Coyote at the time.
Gary Laughingdog tilted his face toward me. Really? He grinned. Exactly half sister in truth, then. He let out a huff of air and shrugged. You are the only real sibling Ive metbut those of us closer to the magic in our heritage tend to live longer.
I sat back in my chair, feeling light-headed.
Death could find you tomorrow, though, Laughingdog said. So dont get overconfident. Knew a boy who was Ravens child, and he died from measles when he was six years old. He watched me, glanced at Honey, and his eyes gleamed gold from a stray glint of light off the overhead fluorescent tubes. But you didnt come here to ask me that.
I need to talk to Coyote, I told him.
He scooted his chair back from the table abruptly, as if to get away from my words. Both guards came to alert, and Luke had his hand on his weapon.
No one needs that kind of trouble, the man who apparently was sort of my half brother said.
Startled by his extreme reaction I said, slowly, Ive talked to him before without the world being destroyed.
Has he tried to kill you yet? he asked.
I started to say no before realizing it wasnt true. Not deliberately, I said instead. Im pretty sure it wasnt deliberate. I paused. Either time.
Honey stared at me.
Laughingdog sucked in a breath. Ye gods, woman. Why would you want to invite Him into your life?
Because I gave him a fae artifact, and if I dont get it back, the fae who came to visit me in the middle of the night might turn the Tri-Cities into a barren graveyard.
Laughingdog made a funny, high noise, then coughed. He waved off the guards and managed to tell them that hed just swallowed wrong, and his choking became chortles while he was still trying to catch his breath.
When he could breathe without laughing again, he said, What did you do that for?
Which? I asked.
Give Coyote an artifact some freaking fae wants, he said.
Because at that moment it was the best thing to do, Honey said coolly. Sometimes the only action you can take leads to more trouble. But she would have considered that when she did it. Mercy is no fool, no matter what her heritage. It is not for you to judge. Can you contact Coyote or tell Mercy how to?
He looked at her. Mercy isnt the only one who protects her own here, is she? He shook his head, and to me he said, Spent all my life trying to make sure He didnt visit me. Why would I want to know how to call Him? To say, Hi, Father, could you f**k up my life any more than I already have? Gee, thanks. I think that will work?
Stress made his voice sound thinner, and he glanced around the depressing room before he said, Not that He didnt come anyway and screw with me. But at least I didnt invite Him in, you know?
This meeting had been useful, if in an entirely different way than Id intended. But if Laughingdog didnt know how to call Coyote, then no one did. If Beauclaire killed me, it wouldnt matter how fast I aged.
When did he come to you? I heard Honey ask through my despair. Was there any pattern? Did he say anything to you about why he came? Funny how clearly that capital letter disappeared when Honey talked about Coyote.
Laughingdog closed his eyes. The last timeHe stopped in long enough to make sure that Id spend a few years here in prison instead of getting safely back to my apartment when I left the bar at closing time. I was walking down the sidewalk, and there He was. He said He was pleased I was about to become interesting again. The expression on his face was suddenly horrified, and I felt a wave of the same magic that had sent me sneezing. Dont do that, he told me as the pupils in his eyes widened until the brown was a narrow ring around it.
Dont do what? asked Honey.
But I knew.
Dont be interesting, I said. Thank you for talking to me.
He shook his head, his face bleak. Dont thank me for that.
I reached out and touched his hand. It didnt seem too forward an action when he was my almost half brother.
Dont worry so much, I murmured. I have support.
He gave a bitter laugh and stood up, signaling the guards that the visit was over. Nothing will protect you from Coyote. From His voice changed, deepened, and he said something in a language Id never heard before. He stopped, then began again, He is coming and his children cry his name into the world. He threw his head back and howled, the high, whining cry of a coyote. As the guards broke into a run, he said something that sounded like Coyotes name, but not quite, three times. It was oddly accented, making the first consonant a guttural sound and the final softer. Guayota, Guayota, Guayota, he repeated again in a soft chant that gave me goose bumps. His children howl his name and hunger for blood until the night is broken with their cries.
He came eventually, escorted by a pair of guards, but without the complicated handcuffs and leg cuffs Id been half expecting from TV shows.
He covered ground with the casual saunter of someone who had walked a lot of miles and could walk a lot more. He was lean and not overly tall. My first impression, skewed by too much time with werewolves, was that here in this bleak room, Laughingdog was in charge.
The guards knew they werent fully in control. I could see their unease by the tension in their shoulders and their general air of wariness that was too much for escorting a man who didnt even rate handcuffs.
Gary looked full-blooded Native American to my eyes, though someone more experienced might have said differently. His skin was darker than mine, darker than Hanks, too. He wore his thick, straight black hair shoulder length, just a few inches shorter than I wore mine. His rough-hewn features made him interesting rather than good-looking.
Gary Laughingdog was the very first coyote walker Id ever met, and I looked for some resemblance to the face I saw every day in the mirror because we were related. All walkers are descended from the archetypal being whose shape they take. I found the likeness in his eyes, which were the same shape and exact color as the ones that I saw in the mirror every morning.
He pulled out the plastic chair with exaggerated care and sat down with all the circumspection of Queen Victoria at her royal breakfast. His smile lit his face as his eyes, flat and unaffected by the cheer and bonhomie of the rest of his expression, traveled from Honey to me, then back to Honey, where they stayed.
Well, hel-lo, ladies, he said. What can I do for you?
I looked up at the guards and raised my eyebrows at them. One of them walked away, and the other, after a wary glance that took in all of us, raised his eyebrows back at me. Luke was the other wolf from our pack. I jerked my chin, and he shrugged, raised his hands, and followed the first guard over to a position far enough from us that quiet talk couldnt be overheard by a human. Luke would hear every word.
Gary leaned forward, licked his lips, and said, in a low, hungry voice, Hey, little princess, what are you doing coming out to a place like this? Gotcha some kink for a man behind bars?
Honey raised an eyebrow, and said coolly, Bodyguard for my Alphas mate. And, although I havent eaten lunch yet, I prefer cooked chicken to raw human fleshmuch as your words might tempt me.
Gary took in a deep breath and shook his head in apparent wonder. I thought there werent any female werewolves.
She showed him her teeth in what someone else might have mistaken for a smile. Ignorance is not unexpected.
Instead of being insulted, Gary looked delighted. He opened his mouth to say something, but then his eyes focused just over Honeys shoulder.
I knew what he saw.
I growled. A low sound that didnt carry, but it caught Garys attention.
She is mine, I told him. You say one thing that hurts her, and I will see to it that you never get out of here. I didnt have that kind of power, but I meant it anyway. And he knew darn good and well what the one thing was that I was talking about.
The mask of affability dropped off his face, and he met my eyes with a blank face. I let him see just how serious I was. If he told Honey that her dead mates ghost was following her around, Id make sure he regretted it for the rest of his life.
The ghost that tagged along behind Honey wherever she went wasnt really Peter, anyway, not now. Ghosts were only the remnant of the person left behind, bits and pieces of people that sometimes thought they were still alive.
Something a vampire named Frost had done to Peter had kept Honeys mate here for longer than usual, kept him soul-tied to earth when his body was dead. When Id managed to release Peter and the others the vampire had harmed, Peter had lingered for a day and night before moving on to where souls go when the body is dead. But hed left behind a lingering, sad-eyed ghost.
It broke my heart a little when I saw his shade, and Id be damned before Honey felt the same way.
The other walkers Id met hadnt been able to see ghosts the way I could. It made sense that Gary Laughingdog, who was a coyote walker like me, would be able to see them as well. If Id thought about it, I would have brought someone else here. Closed down the shop and taken Tad if Id had to.
He cant hurt me, Honey told me. There was something odd in her voice, but I was too focused on the coyote on the other side of the table to decipher what it was.
Wont hurt you, said Gary Laughingdog, his voice softer than it had been; his eyes, which hadnt left mine, were unfocused and a little dreamy. Softer than Id seen them up to this moment. Not on purpose. But theres a change coming for you. I got a feel for change, and youll have a big one somewhere near you soon. He half closed his eyes, and I felt a surge of magic that left my nose tingling and my eyes wateringit didnt feel like fae magic, or witch or anything else Id sensed before. Garys voice lowered an octave. Got some choices to make, sweet Honey. Choices.
I hadnt told him Honeys name. No one knew Id brought her with me. Her coloring was honey-toned, though. Maybe it had just been an unexpectedly accurate guess. Honey wasnt exactly an unusual endearment.
I sneezed, and Garys eyes focused on me. He gave me a small smile, his eyes warm.
So, little sister, he said to me. What can I do for you?
Why the change in attitude? I asked suspiciously.
Word came only that coyote walker needs to talk to me, he said with a shrug. Usually my brother and sister walkers are con artists, thieves, and gamblers. He tilted his head toward Honey. Not too concerned with saving anyones hide except their own.
Honey wiggled in her seat in an un-Honey-like fidget.
What? I said.
Mercy cares, Honey said in that same funny voice shed used before. She tapped a finger on the table. She always cares. This time it sounded more normal.
I saw it, Laughingdog said. And thats why I am suddenly a lot more interested in being helpful than I was ten minutes ago. What do you need, child?
Child? I curled my lip, because letting a wolf get away with patronizing me would have been dangerous. A coyote was likely to be more annoying than dangerous, but in either case, it was better to stop it before it became a habit. Not that I expected to spend a lot of time with Gary Laughingdog; however, better safe than sorry was my phrase of the day.
He raised a hand in surrender. Im a lot older than I look, older by a damn sight than you and your bodyguard, too. Something I can tell because of this thrice-dammed useless foresight gift He left me with when I was about your age. He nodded at Honey. Said Hed come by and take it back, but He hasnt.
Beside me, Honey went still. Peter had been pretty old for a werewolf, at least twocenturies. I didnt know how old Honey wasand for the moment I didnt care.
Werewolves dont age physically. Id always assumed that, like my human mother, Id have a normal life span, and Adam could live to be as old as well, as Bran Cornick, the Marrok, who ruled the North American werewolves and sometimes talked casually about things that happened in the Middle Ages. Through Hank and his brother, I had met a few other walkers, and they seemed to come in all varieties of young and old. I had known couples, growing up, where the werewolf looked to be in his twenties, and his wife was dying of old age. I didnt want to do that to my mate. I worried about Adam because he didnt talk about it at all, and Adam was all about discussing problems he thought had solutions.
I raised my chin. How old will I get?
He opened his mouth, then shook his head. Its not that kind of foresight. I dont get dates, just possibilities. And if I did know, I dont hate you enough to tell you.
She doesnt know any other coyote walkers, said Honey. She is married to a man who will be young a hundred years from now. She wants to know that she is not going to leave him tied to a woman who will slowly die on him.
Laughingdog looked at me. I dont know. Most walkers age like humansmost are mostly human anyway these days. Coyote doesnt walk this ground much anymore. He smiled a little, but it wasnt aimed at me. Most of Coyotes children dont have to worry about a long life, anyway. A fool and his life are soon parted, you know.
Im only half-human, I told him, mouth dry. Id never said it before, even to myself. But Laughingdog needed to know it all so he could give me an accurate answer. Coyote is my father. Sort of my father. He was wearing the skin of a rodeo cowboy who didnt know that he was Coyote at the time.
Gary Laughingdog tilted his face toward me. Really? He grinned. Exactly half sister in truth, then. He let out a huff of air and shrugged. You are the only real sibling Ive metbut those of us closer to the magic in our heritage tend to live longer.
I sat back in my chair, feeling light-headed.
Death could find you tomorrow, though, Laughingdog said. So dont get overconfident. Knew a boy who was Ravens child, and he died from measles when he was six years old. He watched me, glanced at Honey, and his eyes gleamed gold from a stray glint of light off the overhead fluorescent tubes. But you didnt come here to ask me that.
I need to talk to Coyote, I told him.
He scooted his chair back from the table abruptly, as if to get away from my words. Both guards came to alert, and Luke had his hand on his weapon.
No one needs that kind of trouble, the man who apparently was sort of my half brother said.
Startled by his extreme reaction I said, slowly, Ive talked to him before without the world being destroyed.
Has he tried to kill you yet? he asked.
I started to say no before realizing it wasnt true. Not deliberately, I said instead. Im pretty sure it wasnt deliberate. I paused. Either time.
Honey stared at me.
Laughingdog sucked in a breath. Ye gods, woman. Why would you want to invite Him into your life?
Because I gave him a fae artifact, and if I dont get it back, the fae who came to visit me in the middle of the night might turn the Tri-Cities into a barren graveyard.
Laughingdog made a funny, high noise, then coughed. He waved off the guards and managed to tell them that hed just swallowed wrong, and his choking became chortles while he was still trying to catch his breath.
When he could breathe without laughing again, he said, What did you do that for?
Which? I asked.
Give Coyote an artifact some freaking fae wants, he said.
Because at that moment it was the best thing to do, Honey said coolly. Sometimes the only action you can take leads to more trouble. But she would have considered that when she did it. Mercy is no fool, no matter what her heritage. It is not for you to judge. Can you contact Coyote or tell Mercy how to?
He looked at her. Mercy isnt the only one who protects her own here, is she? He shook his head, and to me he said, Spent all my life trying to make sure He didnt visit me. Why would I want to know how to call Him? To say, Hi, Father, could you f**k up my life any more than I already have? Gee, thanks. I think that will work?
Stress made his voice sound thinner, and he glanced around the depressing room before he said, Not that He didnt come anyway and screw with me. But at least I didnt invite Him in, you know?
This meeting had been useful, if in an entirely different way than Id intended. But if Laughingdog didnt know how to call Coyote, then no one did. If Beauclaire killed me, it wouldnt matter how fast I aged.
When did he come to you? I heard Honey ask through my despair. Was there any pattern? Did he say anything to you about why he came? Funny how clearly that capital letter disappeared when Honey talked about Coyote.
Laughingdog closed his eyes. The last timeHe stopped in long enough to make sure that Id spend a few years here in prison instead of getting safely back to my apartment when I left the bar at closing time. I was walking down the sidewalk, and there He was. He said He was pleased I was about to become interesting again. The expression on his face was suddenly horrified, and I felt a wave of the same magic that had sent me sneezing. Dont do that, he told me as the pupils in his eyes widened until the brown was a narrow ring around it.
Dont do what? asked Honey.
But I knew.
Dont be interesting, I said. Thank you for talking to me.
He shook his head, his face bleak. Dont thank me for that.
I reached out and touched his hand. It didnt seem too forward an action when he was my almost half brother.
Dont worry so much, I murmured. I have support.
He gave a bitter laugh and stood up, signaling the guards that the visit was over. Nothing will protect you from Coyote. From His voice changed, deepened, and he said something in a language Id never heard before. He stopped, then began again, He is coming and his children cry his name into the world. He threw his head back and howled, the high, whining cry of a coyote. As the guards broke into a run, he said something that sounded like Coyotes name, but not quite, three times. It was oddly accented, making the first consonant a guttural sound and the final softer. Guayota, Guayota, Guayota, he repeated again in a soft chant that gave me goose bumps. His children howl his name and hunger for blood until the night is broken with their cries.