CHAPTER SIXTY-THREE
Gabriel dropped me off a half mile away. I headed out, slowly, waiting until he was in position at the Evans house. Finally he called to say he was hidden in the yard, with a clear view into Evans’s office, where the doctor sat at his desk.
When I arrived, I had my gun in my jacket pocket, my hand resting inside, as casually as possible. The housekeeper answered my knock. As we walked to the office, Mrs. Evans passed and said hello. Seeing them, I relaxed. If anything nefarious was happening here, Evans would have made sure his wife and housekeeper were out of the house.
Evans greeted me, relieved that I’d finally arrived. When he offered coffee, I accepted. I sure as hell wasn’t drinking it, though—from everything I’d read on MKULTRA, sneaking drugs into beverages was one of their specialties.
“You said you have proof about Gabriel?” I said as I took the mug.
He nodded and laid a file folder on his desk. “Do you have a strong stomach, Olivia?”
“Strong enough.”
He opened the folder. On top was a mug shot of a woman. She looked in her forties, but was probably younger. As with Desiree, you could see the aging effects of drugs—the hard eyes, the thin face. No haunted look, though. This woman stared straight forward, chin up, light blue eyes fixed in a look I knew well.
“Gabriel’s mother.”
“Yes, Seanna Walsh. And this is the autopsy photo of the woman found in the empty building. I warn you, she’d been there for weeks before she was discovered.”
“I know.”
The body was not pretty. Decomposed. Scavenged. Naked on a morgue slab.
Was it Seanna Walsh? Given the condition of the body, there was no way to be completely certain without DNA. Still the wavy black hair and the shape of the face and body seemed to fit.
The proof that she’d been moved could be seen on crime scene photos—drag marks in the dirt, the position of the body, haphazardly covered, postmortem bruises.
Evidence of murder? That was tougher. According to the report, the needle had gone in awkwardly, suggesting someone else injected her. Given that Seanna was an experienced drug user, Evans’s private eye had said it was unlikely she’d OD’d.
As I read, my gaze kept being pulled to a crow fluttering outside the window. Only one, which should have been fine, but if it was at a window, that was different. Another omen of death.
I clutched the warm coffee mug and struggled to keep my attention on the report, but I kept feeling the pull of that crow. Kept thinking about the poppies by the road.
Was it a warning that I was in danger here? That Evans was plotting something?
Or a warning that I wasn’t viewing this evidence with a clear and disinterested mind? I didn’t want Gabriel to be guilty. In my gut, I was certain he wasn’t because . . .
Because I trust him.
Dear God, had I actually just thought that? I trusted Gabriel Walsh? The guy I knew was capable of pretty much anything to get what he wanted? The guy who’d already betrayed me once? This was the man I trusted over a respected, elderly psychologist who’d never been anything but helpful?
I liked Evans. In spite of my feelings about shrinks and even in spite of his involvement in MKULTRA, I liked him. I just thought he was mistaken about Gabriel.
I trusted Gabriel. At least in this. There was no rhyme or reason for it. No logic. My gut told me he was not trying to frame Evans. The scheme was too complicated; bringing me into it was too risky.
Evans continued. “I know I said earlier that I wasn’t certain of Mr. Walsh’s motives, but I’m convinced now that it seems to be blackmail. As I said, I believe he is not unfamiliar with the concept.”
When I didn’t argue, Evans frowned, leaning forward. “You do know his reputation, don’t you, Olivia? You seem to take this all very calmly, which leads me to believe you don’t think he’s capable of committing a crime.”
Sure he was. Lies, deception, threats, blackmail, drugs, assault . . . they were all tools in Gabriel’s arsenal. From the way Evans was studying me, I wasn’t reacting appropriately.
“Olivia?”
“I-I don’t know what to think,” I said, injecting as much uncertainty into my voice as I could. “I’m sorry.”
“Do you believe he’s trying to frame me?” Evans asked. “For the murder of my son?”
“I don’t know.”
“Do you believe I’m capable of murdering my son?”
My surprise then was genuine. “No, people don’t—”
“They do, Olivia.”
“But not for something like this. There was a senate hearing on MKULTRA. It’s part of history. If your son found out, it wouldn’t matter.”
“Yes, it would. But not in the way Gabriel seems to think.” He folded his hands on the desk. “I am ashamed of that part of my life and would have hated for my son to know about it. That’s why his mother and I agreed to keep it a secret.”
“So Peter never found out.”
“No.”
“Actually he did. Peter found out just before he died and he told Josh Gray.”
“Who?”
One word. That’s all it took. One single syllable and with it, I knew Evans was lying, and I felt a thud in my gut. I’d wanted to believe he had nothing to do with this. Really wanted to believe it, so much that I’d barely dared entertain the possibility.
I’d been wrong.
“Josh Gray,” I said. “Peter’s best friend.”
“I’m afraid I didn’t know all my son’s friends, and I’ve forgotten those I did—”
“Josh called you yesterday.”
A shot in the dark, but Evans went very still.
“We confirmed the phone records,” I lied as I set my coffee on the desk. “By the way, would you try this? It tastes off.”
“Wh-what?”
“My coffee. It doesn’t taste right.”
He looked at my cup and when he did, I could tell he knew exactly what I was talking about, and if I’d entertained any last shred of doubt, it died there. Evans was involved. My coffee was dosed. I was in danger. I tried to keep my breathing steady.
Where was my gun?
In my jacket. Which was on the back of my chair. I could get to it if I needed to, but there was no way to do so quickly, not without Evans noticing. My cell phone was in my jeans pocket, which meant there was also no way to discreetly text Gabriel. I had to play this out.
Gabriel dropped me off a half mile away. I headed out, slowly, waiting until he was in position at the Evans house. Finally he called to say he was hidden in the yard, with a clear view into Evans’s office, where the doctor sat at his desk.
When I arrived, I had my gun in my jacket pocket, my hand resting inside, as casually as possible. The housekeeper answered my knock. As we walked to the office, Mrs. Evans passed and said hello. Seeing them, I relaxed. If anything nefarious was happening here, Evans would have made sure his wife and housekeeper were out of the house.
Evans greeted me, relieved that I’d finally arrived. When he offered coffee, I accepted. I sure as hell wasn’t drinking it, though—from everything I’d read on MKULTRA, sneaking drugs into beverages was one of their specialties.
“You said you have proof about Gabriel?” I said as I took the mug.
He nodded and laid a file folder on his desk. “Do you have a strong stomach, Olivia?”
“Strong enough.”
He opened the folder. On top was a mug shot of a woman. She looked in her forties, but was probably younger. As with Desiree, you could see the aging effects of drugs—the hard eyes, the thin face. No haunted look, though. This woman stared straight forward, chin up, light blue eyes fixed in a look I knew well.
“Gabriel’s mother.”
“Yes, Seanna Walsh. And this is the autopsy photo of the woman found in the empty building. I warn you, she’d been there for weeks before she was discovered.”
“I know.”
The body was not pretty. Decomposed. Scavenged. Naked on a morgue slab.
Was it Seanna Walsh? Given the condition of the body, there was no way to be completely certain without DNA. Still the wavy black hair and the shape of the face and body seemed to fit.
The proof that she’d been moved could be seen on crime scene photos—drag marks in the dirt, the position of the body, haphazardly covered, postmortem bruises.
Evidence of murder? That was tougher. According to the report, the needle had gone in awkwardly, suggesting someone else injected her. Given that Seanna was an experienced drug user, Evans’s private eye had said it was unlikely she’d OD’d.
As I read, my gaze kept being pulled to a crow fluttering outside the window. Only one, which should have been fine, but if it was at a window, that was different. Another omen of death.
I clutched the warm coffee mug and struggled to keep my attention on the report, but I kept feeling the pull of that crow. Kept thinking about the poppies by the road.
Was it a warning that I was in danger here? That Evans was plotting something?
Or a warning that I wasn’t viewing this evidence with a clear and disinterested mind? I didn’t want Gabriel to be guilty. In my gut, I was certain he wasn’t because . . .
Because I trust him.
Dear God, had I actually just thought that? I trusted Gabriel Walsh? The guy I knew was capable of pretty much anything to get what he wanted? The guy who’d already betrayed me once? This was the man I trusted over a respected, elderly psychologist who’d never been anything but helpful?
I liked Evans. In spite of my feelings about shrinks and even in spite of his involvement in MKULTRA, I liked him. I just thought he was mistaken about Gabriel.
I trusted Gabriel. At least in this. There was no rhyme or reason for it. No logic. My gut told me he was not trying to frame Evans. The scheme was too complicated; bringing me into it was too risky.
Evans continued. “I know I said earlier that I wasn’t certain of Mr. Walsh’s motives, but I’m convinced now that it seems to be blackmail. As I said, I believe he is not unfamiliar with the concept.”
When I didn’t argue, Evans frowned, leaning forward. “You do know his reputation, don’t you, Olivia? You seem to take this all very calmly, which leads me to believe you don’t think he’s capable of committing a crime.”
Sure he was. Lies, deception, threats, blackmail, drugs, assault . . . they were all tools in Gabriel’s arsenal. From the way Evans was studying me, I wasn’t reacting appropriately.
“Olivia?”
“I-I don’t know what to think,” I said, injecting as much uncertainty into my voice as I could. “I’m sorry.”
“Do you believe he’s trying to frame me?” Evans asked. “For the murder of my son?”
“I don’t know.”
“Do you believe I’m capable of murdering my son?”
My surprise then was genuine. “No, people don’t—”
“They do, Olivia.”
“But not for something like this. There was a senate hearing on MKULTRA. It’s part of history. If your son found out, it wouldn’t matter.”
“Yes, it would. But not in the way Gabriel seems to think.” He folded his hands on the desk. “I am ashamed of that part of my life and would have hated for my son to know about it. That’s why his mother and I agreed to keep it a secret.”
“So Peter never found out.”
“No.”
“Actually he did. Peter found out just before he died and he told Josh Gray.”
“Who?”
One word. That’s all it took. One single syllable and with it, I knew Evans was lying, and I felt a thud in my gut. I’d wanted to believe he had nothing to do with this. Really wanted to believe it, so much that I’d barely dared entertain the possibility.
I’d been wrong.
“Josh Gray,” I said. “Peter’s best friend.”
“I’m afraid I didn’t know all my son’s friends, and I’ve forgotten those I did—”
“Josh called you yesterday.”
A shot in the dark, but Evans went very still.
“We confirmed the phone records,” I lied as I set my coffee on the desk. “By the way, would you try this? It tastes off.”
“Wh-what?”
“My coffee. It doesn’t taste right.”
He looked at my cup and when he did, I could tell he knew exactly what I was talking about, and if I’d entertained any last shred of doubt, it died there. Evans was involved. My coffee was dosed. I was in danger. I tried to keep my breathing steady.
Where was my gun?
In my jacket. Which was on the back of my chair. I could get to it if I needed to, but there was no way to do so quickly, not without Evans noticing. My cell phone was in my jeans pocket, which meant there was also no way to discreetly text Gabriel. I had to play this out.
