As he drove along, his eyes didn’t stray from the pavement ahead. There was no looking around and measuring the weather, or the progress of spring, or diddling with some radio station or another.
There was, however, something on his mind.
That woman from the night before.
He’d still been thinking about her as the sun had come up. Hard to explain why she’d stuck with him—yeah, sure, she was good-looking, but on a regular basis he saw that—hell, he saw a lot more, given the undress code at the club. But something about her was different … important, even.
Man, he didn’t like the whole thing. Not the fact that she was like a ghost who wouldn’t stop haunting him, or his ridiculous, overblown reaction to her—but especially the reason she’d been to that café, the man who she’d gone to see.
Fucking G.B. That bastard—
As his phone went off, he dug it out of his jacket and didn’t bother checking to see who it was. “Yeah.”
“Duncan?”
Oh, for fuck’s sake. No one called him that—and what the hell was that psychic doing on his phone. “Yeah.”
“I had to call you.”
“Yeah.” Not a question; he didn’t want to encourage her—and frankly, this was a good reminder that he really needed to quit going to see her.
“I had a dream about you last night.”
Not interested, honey—although he didn’t think it was a sexual thing. He’d never gotten that vibe from her. “Yeah, so.”
“I see a crisis coming. A crossroads.” The urgency in her voice made him roll his eyes. “This is unlike … anything I’ve ever been shown before.”
At that moment, he came up to one of only three traffic lights on his route into work. It was glowing orange.
“Duncan, I see a brunette—she’s the nexus around which this spins; she’s the focal point. And this will change everything.”
He punched the gas, speeding through the four-way intersection. Just as he went under the light, it turned red.
“Thanks for calling,” he muttered. “I’ll be sure to date blondes and redheads, how ’bout that.”
“Duncan, you’ve got to listen to me. The brunette … she’s a game changer for you, and the consequences are dire, Duncan. Please—”
“I gotta go, I’m pulling into work.” Or rather, he would be about five minutes from now. “Thanks.”
“You must heed this. If you don’t engage with her, there’s a possibility it can all be avoided—”
“Bye.”
“Duncan. What I saw was a warning. The consequences are going to hurt you—”
Duke hung up on her—and turned his ringer off.
So not doing that. No more engaging with that fruitcake. And while he was at it, no more thinking about the woman or … the past.
Or the future.
Man, he was so done with the whole life thing, he really was…
As the thought occurred to him, he eyed the tree line and wondered what it would feel like to unclip his seat belt, turn the wheel and run his truck directly into a thick oak, just hit the accelerator and slam himself right into oblivion.
Fucking air bags. He’d probably end up with nothing more than a pillow in his face and a monster deductible bill to fix shit.
About five miles later, he took a right onto the two-lane road that led in and out of the Shed, and when he got to the gate in the chain-link fencing, he stopped and showed his ID. His supervisor had given him his marching orders the day before, so he proceeded to the parking lot, dumped his truck, and picked up the keys to a county version of same at the front office. For the next five hours, he was going to scout and prioritize park projects. It was the kind of thing that someone higher up should be doing—but his boss preferred hanging out in a climate-controlled environment, kicking back and watching sports commentary on his iPad.
The mayor’s brother-in-law really didn’t like getting his hands dirty in the field.
Whatever, Duke thought as he entered the Shed proper and strode by row after row of heavy-duty dump trucks, and snowplows the size of houses, and various other kinds of John Deere–ish vehicles. The air inside the aviation hangar-size space was cool and smelled like gas and oil, and high above, in the steel rafters, birds flew around and squawked as they crapped all over the county’s collection of big-boy toys.
Tossing the keys up and catching them, tossing and catching them, he knew things could be worse. He was going to be outdoors and on his own, and the Ford F-350 pickup truck he’d been assigned, number thirteen, was a newer one, with a seat that hadn’t been worn out.
The day was looking up—
“Hey—I’m supposed to ride with you.”
As a deep voice echoed through the vast space, Duke stopped and looked over his shoulder. A man had entered behind him, a large body cutting a shadow through the daylight that poured in from the open bay. Whoever it was seemed dressed right, with jeans and a heavy jacket, and those were boots on his feet. All you had to do was swap that baseball cap for a hard hat, slap an orange reflective county vest on him and he’d fit right in.
Except something was off. Duke couldn’t put his finger on it … but something was wrong about this.
“Who are you looking for?” he asked the guy. He hadn’t been told about this, although that wasn’t unusual.
“I’m supposed to come in here and find you. You’re Duke, right?”
Shit.
Duke started walking again, zeroing in on the truck he’d been assigned. “If you want shotgun, you’d better get over here. I’m leaving now.”
As he got the key fob ready, he left the guy to do whatever he wanted. But damn, he wished he’d gotten in five minutes earlier; then he could have missed—
He froze as he gripped the door handle. Across the interior of the truck, through the windows … the man was waiting for Duke to unlock things, having somehow traveled the distance of the fifty-five-foot-long garage in the blink of an eye.
Duke looked back at the open bay. Maybe it was sixty-five feet.
Had he just had a TIA?
Shaking his head, he unlocked the vehicle and climbed in. Beside him, Mr. Speedy did likewise, the guy settling in the seat and turning away to pull the belt across his heavy chest.
At least he looked like he could handle a little physical labor.
As Duke cranked the engine over, he supposed he should ask what his shadow’s name was, but he didn’t care and wasn’t going to waste any breath on it.
“Where we heading?” the man asked.
Duke reversed out into the Shed’s open lane and K-turned. Putting the engine in gear, he glanced over at his new buddy.
And found himself frowning. From underneath the brim of that ball cap, the eyes that met his own seemed … odd. And not just because one was cloudy.
For some reason, he thought of the psychic.
But she had been talking about a brunette woman, right?
“Out into the parks,” he heard himself say as he looked away and hit the gas.
He was losing his mind. Totally. Completely.
Bye-bye, birdie.
Chapter Eleven
At six p.m. that evening, Jim ran out of cigarettes.
He’d started his vigil outside of Sissy’s bedroom with a full pack, but that had been hours and hours ago—although he couldn’t say he’d actually smoked all that much. Sitting across from her closed door, ass on the Oriental runner, back against the lath and plaster, he’d mostly just lit them and let them burn out.
Exhaling a curse, he ground his last one in the ashtray; then he braced his palms on the threadbare carpet. Punching upward, he hefted his weight up on his arms and let some fresh blood get down into his lower body.
She couldn’t be dead, he told himself. She was just asleep … resting … chilling in the room they’d moved her into.
She’d already died.
From out of nowhere, a Seinfeld episode came to mind: You can’t overdie; you can’t overdry.
He’d heard the line while flying over some ocean, heading somewhere dry and hot to kill someone—and he held on to the foggy memory because it was so much better than the other direction his mind wanted to head in … namely, the image of the girl hanging upside down over that white porcelain tub of Devina’s.
Rubbing his eyes, he refocused on the corroded brass doorknob across from him. Like that would wake Sissy up and make her put the thing to use.
After she’d had lights-outed on the front porch, he’d picked her up and carried her to the second floor. He’d thought about giving her his room again, but that was wrong. Sooner or later he was going to have to change clothes—or hell, have a lie-down. The last thing he wanted was for her to get creeped out, and shit knew she had enough to worry about right now—sleeping in some man’s bed even though he wasn’t in it? So not it.
In the end, he’d walked down the hall with her in his arms, kicking open doors, trying to pick the best of the bunch. Talk about splitting hairs. Each room was a different version of the dusty last, the beds all cratered in the center, the drapes hanging moth-eaten and limp, the wallpaper faded or falling off at the corners—or both.
He picked the one on the far side that had the most sun exposure—that way, if she woke up, she would see that she was not in the wall. She would see the sunlight.
Or at least, that had been the plan. But the afternoon had come and gone, and so had the sunset. Now it was dark all around the house, and inside, too … so if she—
When she got up, he corrected himself.
“For Godsake …” He supposed he should go and turn on some lamps, but he didn’t want to leave now. What if Sissy finally got—
Illumination flared over on the right—and considering that the last time he’d seen a burst of light, Nigel had come to rip him a new one, his head whipped around.
The sound of a heavy person walking with a limp told him who it was—and reminded him that he hadn’t seen Adrian all day long. Or Dog, for that matter.
The latter was a good thing, though. Jim was pretty sure that the little guy wasn’t alive in the conventional sense, any more than the rest of them were, but he still felt uncomfortable smoking around the “animal”—and there had been no way he wasn’t lighting up over the course of this day.
As Adrian made an appearance at the head of the stairs, the angel took a breather after all those steps, leaning on the balustrade.
For a split second, Jim got pissed that the guy had sacrificed his physical well-being just so Matthias could get laid in the previous round. But come on. It wasn’t like Jim had a leg to stand on when it came to making questionable calls about personnel.
Adrian looked at Jim’s door, and in the overhead light his face registered all kinds of, Whatever, dude.
“I’m down here,” Jim muttered. “And so is she.”
Ad glanced over. Limped over. Didn’t sit down—then again, getting him back up from the floor would be a thing.
“I’m glad you moved her,” Ad said gruffly.
Exactly when had the guy grown a sense of propriety? “She’s still asleep.”
At least … that was the theory.
“I’m going to bed,” Ad said. “There’s leftover Pizza Hut in the fridge.”
“Where you been?”
“Out. I’ve been out.”
On that note, the guy shuffled away with his cane—and went past the door to his own room. He just kept going, heading for the staircase, and then going by that, too.
Clearly, he was crashing in a linen closet in the hall. And didn’t that make as much sense as anything did lately.
A moment later, Jim looked up at the high ceiling above his head. Footfalls in the attic sent dust down like a mist, making him sneeze once. Twice. And then there was a series of thumps, as if a box had been overturned and whatever encyclopedias had been in it were scattering across the floor.
Silence.
Ad was clearly seeking solace with Eddie.
God, if that angel had been with them right now? Jim could just imagine those red eyes staring at him like he’d lost his ever-loving mind.
Nearly made him relieved the guy was gone.
With a groan, Jim got to his feet. Lifting his arms up over his head, he pulled his spine back into alignment, and as his vertebrae resettled, he went across to Sissy’s door.
As logical as he wanted to be, his adrenal gland got the better of him. He knocked quietly, his waiting game over.
No answer. He knocked a little louder.
In the end, he cracked the door, but didn’t look in. “Sissy?”
When there was no answer, he wished he had even one caretaking gene in his body. That girl in there deserved her mother’s TLC after all she’d been through—or at least someone’s compassionate hand stroking her hair, rubbing her back, bringing her food, drink … whatever she wanted.
There was, however, something on his mind.
That woman from the night before.
He’d still been thinking about her as the sun had come up. Hard to explain why she’d stuck with him—yeah, sure, she was good-looking, but on a regular basis he saw that—hell, he saw a lot more, given the undress code at the club. But something about her was different … important, even.
Man, he didn’t like the whole thing. Not the fact that she was like a ghost who wouldn’t stop haunting him, or his ridiculous, overblown reaction to her—but especially the reason she’d been to that café, the man who she’d gone to see.
Fucking G.B. That bastard—
As his phone went off, he dug it out of his jacket and didn’t bother checking to see who it was. “Yeah.”
“Duncan?”
Oh, for fuck’s sake. No one called him that—and what the hell was that psychic doing on his phone. “Yeah.”
“I had to call you.”
“Yeah.” Not a question; he didn’t want to encourage her—and frankly, this was a good reminder that he really needed to quit going to see her.
“I had a dream about you last night.”
Not interested, honey—although he didn’t think it was a sexual thing. He’d never gotten that vibe from her. “Yeah, so.”
“I see a crisis coming. A crossroads.” The urgency in her voice made him roll his eyes. “This is unlike … anything I’ve ever been shown before.”
At that moment, he came up to one of only three traffic lights on his route into work. It was glowing orange.
“Duncan, I see a brunette—she’s the nexus around which this spins; she’s the focal point. And this will change everything.”
He punched the gas, speeding through the four-way intersection. Just as he went under the light, it turned red.
“Thanks for calling,” he muttered. “I’ll be sure to date blondes and redheads, how ’bout that.”
“Duncan, you’ve got to listen to me. The brunette … she’s a game changer for you, and the consequences are dire, Duncan. Please—”
“I gotta go, I’m pulling into work.” Or rather, he would be about five minutes from now. “Thanks.”
“You must heed this. If you don’t engage with her, there’s a possibility it can all be avoided—”
“Bye.”
“Duncan. What I saw was a warning. The consequences are going to hurt you—”
Duke hung up on her—and turned his ringer off.
So not doing that. No more engaging with that fruitcake. And while he was at it, no more thinking about the woman or … the past.
Or the future.
Man, he was so done with the whole life thing, he really was…
As the thought occurred to him, he eyed the tree line and wondered what it would feel like to unclip his seat belt, turn the wheel and run his truck directly into a thick oak, just hit the accelerator and slam himself right into oblivion.
Fucking air bags. He’d probably end up with nothing more than a pillow in his face and a monster deductible bill to fix shit.
About five miles later, he took a right onto the two-lane road that led in and out of the Shed, and when he got to the gate in the chain-link fencing, he stopped and showed his ID. His supervisor had given him his marching orders the day before, so he proceeded to the parking lot, dumped his truck, and picked up the keys to a county version of same at the front office. For the next five hours, he was going to scout and prioritize park projects. It was the kind of thing that someone higher up should be doing—but his boss preferred hanging out in a climate-controlled environment, kicking back and watching sports commentary on his iPad.
The mayor’s brother-in-law really didn’t like getting his hands dirty in the field.
Whatever, Duke thought as he entered the Shed proper and strode by row after row of heavy-duty dump trucks, and snowplows the size of houses, and various other kinds of John Deere–ish vehicles. The air inside the aviation hangar-size space was cool and smelled like gas and oil, and high above, in the steel rafters, birds flew around and squawked as they crapped all over the county’s collection of big-boy toys.
Tossing the keys up and catching them, tossing and catching them, he knew things could be worse. He was going to be outdoors and on his own, and the Ford F-350 pickup truck he’d been assigned, number thirteen, was a newer one, with a seat that hadn’t been worn out.
The day was looking up—
“Hey—I’m supposed to ride with you.”
As a deep voice echoed through the vast space, Duke stopped and looked over his shoulder. A man had entered behind him, a large body cutting a shadow through the daylight that poured in from the open bay. Whoever it was seemed dressed right, with jeans and a heavy jacket, and those were boots on his feet. All you had to do was swap that baseball cap for a hard hat, slap an orange reflective county vest on him and he’d fit right in.
Except something was off. Duke couldn’t put his finger on it … but something was wrong about this.
“Who are you looking for?” he asked the guy. He hadn’t been told about this, although that wasn’t unusual.
“I’m supposed to come in here and find you. You’re Duke, right?”
Shit.
Duke started walking again, zeroing in on the truck he’d been assigned. “If you want shotgun, you’d better get over here. I’m leaving now.”
As he got the key fob ready, he left the guy to do whatever he wanted. But damn, he wished he’d gotten in five minutes earlier; then he could have missed—
He froze as he gripped the door handle. Across the interior of the truck, through the windows … the man was waiting for Duke to unlock things, having somehow traveled the distance of the fifty-five-foot-long garage in the blink of an eye.
Duke looked back at the open bay. Maybe it was sixty-five feet.
Had he just had a TIA?
Shaking his head, he unlocked the vehicle and climbed in. Beside him, Mr. Speedy did likewise, the guy settling in the seat and turning away to pull the belt across his heavy chest.
At least he looked like he could handle a little physical labor.
As Duke cranked the engine over, he supposed he should ask what his shadow’s name was, but he didn’t care and wasn’t going to waste any breath on it.
“Where we heading?” the man asked.
Duke reversed out into the Shed’s open lane and K-turned. Putting the engine in gear, he glanced over at his new buddy.
And found himself frowning. From underneath the brim of that ball cap, the eyes that met his own seemed … odd. And not just because one was cloudy.
For some reason, he thought of the psychic.
But she had been talking about a brunette woman, right?
“Out into the parks,” he heard himself say as he looked away and hit the gas.
He was losing his mind. Totally. Completely.
Bye-bye, birdie.
Chapter Eleven
At six p.m. that evening, Jim ran out of cigarettes.
He’d started his vigil outside of Sissy’s bedroom with a full pack, but that had been hours and hours ago—although he couldn’t say he’d actually smoked all that much. Sitting across from her closed door, ass on the Oriental runner, back against the lath and plaster, he’d mostly just lit them and let them burn out.
Exhaling a curse, he ground his last one in the ashtray; then he braced his palms on the threadbare carpet. Punching upward, he hefted his weight up on his arms and let some fresh blood get down into his lower body.
She couldn’t be dead, he told himself. She was just asleep … resting … chilling in the room they’d moved her into.
She’d already died.
From out of nowhere, a Seinfeld episode came to mind: You can’t overdie; you can’t overdry.
He’d heard the line while flying over some ocean, heading somewhere dry and hot to kill someone—and he held on to the foggy memory because it was so much better than the other direction his mind wanted to head in … namely, the image of the girl hanging upside down over that white porcelain tub of Devina’s.
Rubbing his eyes, he refocused on the corroded brass doorknob across from him. Like that would wake Sissy up and make her put the thing to use.
After she’d had lights-outed on the front porch, he’d picked her up and carried her to the second floor. He’d thought about giving her his room again, but that was wrong. Sooner or later he was going to have to change clothes—or hell, have a lie-down. The last thing he wanted was for her to get creeped out, and shit knew she had enough to worry about right now—sleeping in some man’s bed even though he wasn’t in it? So not it.
In the end, he’d walked down the hall with her in his arms, kicking open doors, trying to pick the best of the bunch. Talk about splitting hairs. Each room was a different version of the dusty last, the beds all cratered in the center, the drapes hanging moth-eaten and limp, the wallpaper faded or falling off at the corners—or both.
He picked the one on the far side that had the most sun exposure—that way, if she woke up, she would see that she was not in the wall. She would see the sunlight.
Or at least, that had been the plan. But the afternoon had come and gone, and so had the sunset. Now it was dark all around the house, and inside, too … so if she—
When she got up, he corrected himself.
“For Godsake …” He supposed he should go and turn on some lamps, but he didn’t want to leave now. What if Sissy finally got—
Illumination flared over on the right—and considering that the last time he’d seen a burst of light, Nigel had come to rip him a new one, his head whipped around.
The sound of a heavy person walking with a limp told him who it was—and reminded him that he hadn’t seen Adrian all day long. Or Dog, for that matter.
The latter was a good thing, though. Jim was pretty sure that the little guy wasn’t alive in the conventional sense, any more than the rest of them were, but he still felt uncomfortable smoking around the “animal”—and there had been no way he wasn’t lighting up over the course of this day.
As Adrian made an appearance at the head of the stairs, the angel took a breather after all those steps, leaning on the balustrade.
For a split second, Jim got pissed that the guy had sacrificed his physical well-being just so Matthias could get laid in the previous round. But come on. It wasn’t like Jim had a leg to stand on when it came to making questionable calls about personnel.
Adrian looked at Jim’s door, and in the overhead light his face registered all kinds of, Whatever, dude.
“I’m down here,” Jim muttered. “And so is she.”
Ad glanced over. Limped over. Didn’t sit down—then again, getting him back up from the floor would be a thing.
“I’m glad you moved her,” Ad said gruffly.
Exactly when had the guy grown a sense of propriety? “She’s still asleep.”
At least … that was the theory.
“I’m going to bed,” Ad said. “There’s leftover Pizza Hut in the fridge.”
“Where you been?”
“Out. I’ve been out.”
On that note, the guy shuffled away with his cane—and went past the door to his own room. He just kept going, heading for the staircase, and then going by that, too.
Clearly, he was crashing in a linen closet in the hall. And didn’t that make as much sense as anything did lately.
A moment later, Jim looked up at the high ceiling above his head. Footfalls in the attic sent dust down like a mist, making him sneeze once. Twice. And then there was a series of thumps, as if a box had been overturned and whatever encyclopedias had been in it were scattering across the floor.
Silence.
Ad was clearly seeking solace with Eddie.
God, if that angel had been with them right now? Jim could just imagine those red eyes staring at him like he’d lost his ever-loving mind.
Nearly made him relieved the guy was gone.
With a groan, Jim got to his feet. Lifting his arms up over his head, he pulled his spine back into alignment, and as his vertebrae resettled, he went across to Sissy’s door.
As logical as he wanted to be, his adrenal gland got the better of him. He knocked quietly, his waiting game over.
No answer. He knocked a little louder.
In the end, he cracked the door, but didn’t look in. “Sissy?”
When there was no answer, he wished he had even one caretaking gene in his body. That girl in there deserved her mother’s TLC after all she’d been through—or at least someone’s compassionate hand stroking her hair, rubbing her back, bringing her food, drink … whatever she wanted.
