Punk 57
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I take in her leggings, knee-high black boots, and oversized sweater, and here I am, feeling like a planet. When is she going to get pregnant anyway?
Michael Crist’s wife—who’s from Thunder Bay, as well—and I have become very close, and since her mom and Misha’s dad are suddenly very close, we’ll all probably be family eventually.
I can’t complain. Their whole crew of friends is interesting, to say the least, but they’re loyal.
I look at her apologetically, gesturing to the reporters behind me. “I’m sorry about all this.”
But she just waves me off. “It’s happened with Michael when he makes the play-offs, just not quite like that.” She laughs. “I think he’s jealous, actually. But, hey, a basketball player is a basketball player. A rock star is a rock star.”
“Don’t remind me.”
She adjusts the bag on her shoulder and keeps walking. “Well, I’m off to the dojo and then Thunder Bay for the weekend. See you Monday, and tell my future step-brother I said hi,” she jokes.
“Will do.” And I head for the elevators.
I ride up to the twenty-first floor where there are two penthouses, and there’s only one floor above us, and that’s the Crists’. I love the view, and I’m glad Misha likes to be in the city. We frequently spend time with his father in Thunder Bay, but the nightlife, shows, and concerts are too alluring to stay away from. We like the noise here.
Once inside, I smell steaks cooking, and my stomach instantly growls. We have a gym in the building, but I like the classes at Rika’s dojo, so I braved the reporters for that today, but now I’m starving. And I need a bath.
Arms come around me from behind, holding my belly, and I lean back, feeling instantly relaxed. His intoxicating scent surrounds me, and I need contact.
“Help me get out of these clothes,” I beg.
He pulls my shirt over my head and helps me out of my sports bra. I’m only six months along—our son is due in March—but I’m playing up the helpless act. The more he touches me, the happier I am. And Misha doesn’t like to see me mad.
After stripping out of my shoes, socks, and workout pants, I turn around, pulling my hair out of its ponytail.
He looks incredible. I like this house arrest he’s been keeping himself on. All he does is walk around the apartment all day, half-naked in only lounge pants, listening to music and leaving lyrics in random places. They’re written all over the refrigerator, on napkins, on Post-its stuck to the walls—which he started doing when I freaked out about Sharpie on the fresh paint in the bedroom.
It’s all a part of his creative process, he says.
Whatever. It works, I guess.
“Come on.” He pulls me along. “I started you a bath.”
I follow him to the bathroom, watching him strip down and get in, and then he holds out a hand, inviting me in.
I climb in and sit at the other end of the large tub, smiling gratefully when he starts massaging my leg.
“The reporters are insane,” I tell him. “Everybody wants a piece of you.”
“Well, this piece wants you.” And he takes my foot, nudging between his legs with it.
I slowly crawl up on top of him, straddling him but not able to get chest to chest with my belly.
He takes the small silver pitcher I have next to the tub and begins pouring water over my hair. I arch my neck back, the blanket of warmth coating my scalp and back and making me moan.
He kisses my neck. “Can I tell you something?” he asks gently.
I look up, meeting his eyes and nodding.
He smoothes my hair back, looking at me lovingly. “I love you very much, and when we got married it was my hope that we’d be together forever,” he states, “but that mirror thing,”—he points behind me to the wall design I just installed—“is pissing me off. I lose my equilibrium whenever I walk in here.”
I turn around and break into a smile, looking at the array of mirrors installed on the walls, which reflect the mirrors on the opposite wall.
Turning back to him, I lift my chin, nodding. “You’ll get used to it.”
“You say that all the time,” he whines. “I put up with the gothic fireplace in our converted barn home in Thunder Bay, the sewing machine end tables, the fact that I have to walk through a wardrobe to get into the master bathroom, but this mirror thing…”
He trails off, and I kiss his cheek. “It’s a conversational piece.”
He levels me with an unamused look.
I shake with laughter. “If you divorce me, we won’t still have sex.”
He twists up his lips. “Yeah, I figured.”
What a baby. He knew when he married me that I liked being creative. Even if I wasn’t any good at it.
I reach over and flip the knob, turning on the shower over us. It falls behind me, but it creates a pleasant buzz.
“You need to put in an appearance,” I say.
I hate pushing him, and I normally don’t, but sometimes I worry he doesn’t live it up enough.
“Will’s been calling like crazy,” I point out, “and he even bugged me at work today. He says you need to ‘ride the ride while you can.’”
“I am,” he maintains and then he tightens his arms around me. “I just want to make music with you, and I want people to hear it and love it, but I don’t need to be bigger than this. I don’t need the hype. I’m happy.”
I caress his face. “Most people don’t get a chance to be a god,” I say. “Are you sure you’re not missing out? You won’t live forever, after all.”