All the guy could think about was girls and filling his gut, Seth decided in disgust. He used his elbow to shove the sketch pad closer. Cam never glanced up from his cereal bowl.
When he saw Phillip slide the omelet from pan to plate, he judged it time to make his move. Seth's face was a study in agonized fury. "What's this?" Cam said absently, cocking his head to view the sketch that was by now all but under his nose.
Seth nearly rolled his eyes. It was about damn time, "Nothing," he muttered, and gleefully kept eating.
"Looks like Ethan's boat." Cam picked up his coffee, glanced at Phillip. "Doesn't it?" Phillip stood, sampling the first bite of his breakfast, approving it. "Yeah. It's a good drawing." Curious, he looked at Seth. "You do it?"
"I was just fooling around." The flush of pride was creeping up his neck and leaving his stomach jittery.
"I work with guys who can't draw this well." Phillip gave Seth an absent pat on the shoulder. "Nice work."
"No big deal," Seth said with a shrug as the thrill burst through him.
"Funny, Ethan and I were just talking about using sketches of boats in the boatyard. You know, Phil, like advertising our work."
Phillip settled down to his eggs, but lifted a brow in both surprise and approval. "You thought of that?
Color me amazed. Good idea." He studied the sketch more closely as he worked it through. "Frame it rough, keep the edges of the sketch raw. It should look working-man, not fancy." Cam made a sound in his throat, as if he were mulling it over. "One sketch won't make much of a statement." He frowned at Seth. "I guess you couldn't do a few more, like of Ethan's workboat? Or if I got some pictures of a couple of the boats I've worked on?"
"I dunno." Seth fought to keep the excitement out of his voice. He nearly succeeded in keeping his eyes bored when they met Cam's, but little lights of pleasure danced in them. "Maybe." It didn't take Phillip long to clue in. Catching the drift, he reached for his coffee and nodded. "Could make a nice statement. Clients who came in would see different boats we've done. It'd be good to have a drawing of the one you're starting on."
Cam snorted. "Ethan's got a pathetic sketch. Looks like a kindergarten project. Don't know what can be done about it." Then he looked at Seth, narrowed his eyes. "Maybe you can take a look at it." Seth felt laughter bubble up in his throat and gamely swallowed it. "I suppose."
"Great. You got about ninety seconds to make the bus, kid, or you're walking to school."
"Shit." Seth scrambled up, grabbed his backpack, and took off in a flurry of pounding sneakers. When the front door slammed, Phillip sat back. "Nice work, Cam."
"I have my moments."
"Every now and again. How'd you know the kid could draw?''
"He gave Anna a picture he'd done of the pup."
"Hmm. So what's the deal with her?"
"Deal?" Cam went back to his pitiful toast and tried not to envy Phillip his eggs.
"Spending the weekend, sailing, cooking dinner. Haven't seen you sniffing around any other woman since she came on the scene." Phillip grinned into his coffee. "Sounds serious. Almost… domestic."
"Get a grip." Cam's stomach took an uncomfortable little lurch. "We're just enjoying each other."
"I don't know. She looks like the picket-fence type to me."
Cam snorted. "Career woman. She's smart, she's ambitious, and she's not looking for complications." She wanted a house in the country, Cam remembered, near the water, with a yard where she could plant flowers.
"Women always look for complications," Phillip said positively. "Better watch your step."
"I know where I'm going, and how to get there."
"That's what they all say."
anna was doing herbest not to look for, or find, complications. It was one of the reasons she'd decided against seeing Cameron on Friday night. She made work her excuse and compromised by telling him she'd be at his house bright and early Saturday morning for a sail. When he wheedled, she weakened and promised to make lasagna.
The part of her that gained so much pleasure from watching others eat what she'd prepared herself came from her grandmother. Anna believed that was something to be proud of.
Though she didn't commit to spending the night, they both realized it was understood. She took the evening for herself, changing out of her suit and into baggy sweats. She put some of her favorite music on, nestling Billie Holiday between Verdi and Cream. She poured a glass of good red wine and watched the sun set.
It was time, she knew, long past time, to do some clear thinking, some objective analyzing. She'd known Cameron Quinn only a matter of weeks, yet she'd allowed herself to become more involved with him than with any other man who'd touched her life.
This level of involvement hadn't been in her plans. She usually planned so well. Steps she took, both professionally and personally, were always carefully thought out. She knew that was a protective action, one she had decided upon coolly and at an early age. If she thought about where each step was leading or could lead, held back on impulse, and depended on intellect, it was much harder to make a mistake. She felt she'd made too many mistakes years before. If she had continued along the path she blindly raced down after losing her innocence and her mother, she would have been doomed. She'd had to learn not to blame herself for the things she had done during that dark part of her life, not to wallow in guilt for the hurt she'd caused the people who loved her. Guilt was a negative emotion. Anna preferred positive actions, results, direction.
What she had chosen and accomplished had been for her grandparents, for her mother, and for that terrified child curled on the side of a dark road.
It had taken time, a long healing time, before it came to her that while she'd lost her mother, her grandparents had lost their only child. A daughter they loved. Despite their grief, they opened their home to Anna; despite her destructive actions, their hearts never faltered.
Eventually she learned to accept the loss, the horrors she'd experienced. More, she learned to accept that everything she had done for the two years following that night was the result of a wounded soul. She was fortunate to have people love her enough to help her heal.
When he saw Phillip slide the omelet from pan to plate, he judged it time to make his move. Seth's face was a study in agonized fury. "What's this?" Cam said absently, cocking his head to view the sketch that was by now all but under his nose.
Seth nearly rolled his eyes. It was about damn time, "Nothing," he muttered, and gleefully kept eating.
"Looks like Ethan's boat." Cam picked up his coffee, glanced at Phillip. "Doesn't it?" Phillip stood, sampling the first bite of his breakfast, approving it. "Yeah. It's a good drawing." Curious, he looked at Seth. "You do it?"
"I was just fooling around." The flush of pride was creeping up his neck and leaving his stomach jittery.
"I work with guys who can't draw this well." Phillip gave Seth an absent pat on the shoulder. "Nice work."
"No big deal," Seth said with a shrug as the thrill burst through him.
"Funny, Ethan and I were just talking about using sketches of boats in the boatyard. You know, Phil, like advertising our work."
Phillip settled down to his eggs, but lifted a brow in both surprise and approval. "You thought of that?
Color me amazed. Good idea." He studied the sketch more closely as he worked it through. "Frame it rough, keep the edges of the sketch raw. It should look working-man, not fancy." Cam made a sound in his throat, as if he were mulling it over. "One sketch won't make much of a statement." He frowned at Seth. "I guess you couldn't do a few more, like of Ethan's workboat? Or if I got some pictures of a couple of the boats I've worked on?"
"I dunno." Seth fought to keep the excitement out of his voice. He nearly succeeded in keeping his eyes bored when they met Cam's, but little lights of pleasure danced in them. "Maybe." It didn't take Phillip long to clue in. Catching the drift, he reached for his coffee and nodded. "Could make a nice statement. Clients who came in would see different boats we've done. It'd be good to have a drawing of the one you're starting on."
Cam snorted. "Ethan's got a pathetic sketch. Looks like a kindergarten project. Don't know what can be done about it." Then he looked at Seth, narrowed his eyes. "Maybe you can take a look at it." Seth felt laughter bubble up in his throat and gamely swallowed it. "I suppose."
"Great. You got about ninety seconds to make the bus, kid, or you're walking to school."
"Shit." Seth scrambled up, grabbed his backpack, and took off in a flurry of pounding sneakers. When the front door slammed, Phillip sat back. "Nice work, Cam."
"I have my moments."
"Every now and again. How'd you know the kid could draw?''
"He gave Anna a picture he'd done of the pup."
"Hmm. So what's the deal with her?"
"Deal?" Cam went back to his pitiful toast and tried not to envy Phillip his eggs.
"Spending the weekend, sailing, cooking dinner. Haven't seen you sniffing around any other woman since she came on the scene." Phillip grinned into his coffee. "Sounds serious. Almost… domestic."
"Get a grip." Cam's stomach took an uncomfortable little lurch. "We're just enjoying each other."
"I don't know. She looks like the picket-fence type to me."
Cam snorted. "Career woman. She's smart, she's ambitious, and she's not looking for complications." She wanted a house in the country, Cam remembered, near the water, with a yard where she could plant flowers.
"Women always look for complications," Phillip said positively. "Better watch your step."
"I know where I'm going, and how to get there."
"That's what they all say."
anna was doing herbest not to look for, or find, complications. It was one of the reasons she'd decided against seeing Cameron on Friday night. She made work her excuse and compromised by telling him she'd be at his house bright and early Saturday morning for a sail. When he wheedled, she weakened and promised to make lasagna.
The part of her that gained so much pleasure from watching others eat what she'd prepared herself came from her grandmother. Anna believed that was something to be proud of.
Though she didn't commit to spending the night, they both realized it was understood. She took the evening for herself, changing out of her suit and into baggy sweats. She put some of her favorite music on, nestling Billie Holiday between Verdi and Cream. She poured a glass of good red wine and watched the sun set.
It was time, she knew, long past time, to do some clear thinking, some objective analyzing. She'd known Cameron Quinn only a matter of weeks, yet she'd allowed herself to become more involved with him than with any other man who'd touched her life.
This level of involvement hadn't been in her plans. She usually planned so well. Steps she took, both professionally and personally, were always carefully thought out. She knew that was a protective action, one she had decided upon coolly and at an early age. If she thought about where each step was leading or could lead, held back on impulse, and depended on intellect, it was much harder to make a mistake. She felt she'd made too many mistakes years before. If she had continued along the path she blindly raced down after losing her innocence and her mother, she would have been doomed. She'd had to learn not to blame herself for the things she had done during that dark part of her life, not to wallow in guilt for the hurt she'd caused the people who loved her. Guilt was a negative emotion. Anna preferred positive actions, results, direction.
What she had chosen and accomplished had been for her grandparents, for her mother, and for that terrified child curled on the side of a dark road.
It had taken time, a long healing time, before it came to her that while she'd lost her mother, her grandparents had lost their only child. A daughter they loved. Despite their grief, they opened their home to Anna; despite her destructive actions, their hearts never faltered.
Eventually she learned to accept the loss, the horrors she'd experienced. More, she learned to accept that everything she had done for the two years following that night was the result of a wounded soul. She was fortunate to have people love her enough to help her heal.
