Shame layered onto guilt, with a sprinkling of relief between. "Anna, I know how much you've done. I'm grateful."
She shook her head when he lifted a hand. "I'm not feeling very friendly toward you at the moment. I don't want to be touched."
"Fine. I won't touch you. Let's find somewhere to sit down and talk the rest of this out."
"I thought we just had."
"Now you're being stubborn."
"No, now I'm being realistic. You slept with me, but you didn't trust me. The fact that I was honest with you and you weren't with me is my problem. The fact that I went to bed with a man who saw me as an enjoyment on one hand and an obstacle on the other is my mistake."
"That's not the way it was." His temper began to rise again, pumped by a slick panic. "That's not the way it is."
"It's the way I see it. Now I need to take some time and see how I feel about that. I'd appreciate it if you'd drive me back to my car."
She turned and walked away.
he preferred fireto ice, but he couldn't break through the frigid shield she'd wrapped around her temper. It scared him, a sensation that he didn't appreciate. She was perfectly polite, even friendly, to Seth and Phillip when she returned to the house to gather her things.
She was perfectly polite to Cam—so polite that he imagined he would feel the chill of it for days. He told himself it didn't matter. She'd get over it. She was just in a snit because he hadn't bared his soul, shared all the intimate details of his life with her. It was a woman thing. After all, women had invented the cold shoulder just to make men feel like slugs. He would give her a couple of days, he decided. Let her stew. Let her come to her senses. Then he would take her flowers.
"She's ticked off at you," Seth commented as Cam stood by the front door staring out.
"What do you know?"
"She's ticked off," Seth repeated, entertaining himself with his sketchbook while sitting cross-legged on the front porch. "She didn't let you kiss her good-bye, and you're all the time locking lips."
"Shut up."
"What'd you do?"
"I didn't do anything." Cam kicked the door open and stomped out. "She's just being female."
"You did something." Seth eyed him owlishly. "She's not a jerk."
"She'll get over it." Cam dropped down into the rocker. He wasn't going to worry about it. He never worried about women.
he lost his appetite.How was he supposed to eat fried fish without remembering how he and Anna had sat on the dock that morning?
He couldn't sleep. How was he supposed to sleep in his own bed without remembering how they'd made love on those same sheets?
He couldn't concentrate on work. How was he supposed to detail diagonals without remembering how she'd beamed at him when he showed her the lofting platform?
By mid-morning, he gave up and drove to Princess
Anne. But he didn't take her flowers. Nowhe was ticked off.
He strode through the reception area, straight back into her office. Then fumed when he found it empty. Typical, was all he could think. His luck had turned all bad.
"Mr. Quinn." Marilou stood in the doorway, her hands folded. "Is there something I can do for you?"
"I'm looking for Anna—Ms. Spinelli."
"I'm sorry, she's not available."
"I'll wait."
"It'll be a long one. She won't be in until next week."
"Next week?'' His narrowed eyes reminded Marilou of steel sharpened to the killing point. "What do you mean, she won't be in?"
"Ms. Spinelli is taking the week off." And Marilou figured the reason for it was even now boring holes through her with furious gray eyes. She'd thought the same when Anna had dropped off her report that morning and requested the time. "I'm familiar with the case file, if there's something I can do."
"No, it's personal. Where did she go?"
"I can't give you that information, Mr. Quinn, but you're free to leave a message, either a written one or one on her voice mail. Of course, if she checks in, I'll be happy to tell her you'd like to speak with her."
"Yeah, thanks."
He couldn't get out fast enough. She was probably in her apartment, he decided as he hopped back in his car. Sulking. So he would let her yell at him, get it all out of her system. Then he'd nudge her along to bed so they could put this ridiculous little episode behind them.
He ignored the nerves dancing in his stomach as he walked down the hall to her apartment. He knocked briskly, then tucked his hands into his pockets. He knocked louder, banged his fist on the door.
"Damn it, Anna. Open up. This is stupid. I saw your car out front." The door behind him creaked open. One of the sisters peered out. The jingling sound of a morning game show filled the hallway. "She not in there, Anna's Young Man."
"Her car's out front," he said.
"She took a cab."
He bit back an oath, pasted on a charming smile, and walked across the hall. "Where to?"
"To the train station—or maybe it was the airport." She beamed up at him. Really, he was such a handsome boy. "She said she'd be gone for a few days. She promised to call to make sure Sister and I were getting on. Such a sweet girl, thinking of us when she's on vacation."
"Vacation to…"
"Did she say?" The woman bit her lip and her eyes unfocused in thought. "I don't think she mentioned it. She was in an awful hurry, but she stopped by just the same so we wouldn't be worried. She's such a considerate girl."
"Yeah." The sweet, considerate girl had left him high and dry.
she'd had no businessflying to Pittsburgh; the airfare had eaten a large hole in her budget. But she'd wanted to get there. Had needed to get there. The minute she walked into her grandparents' cramped row house, half her burden lifted.
"Anna Louisa!" Theresa Spinelli was a tiny, slim woman with steel-gray hair ruthlessly waved, a face that fell into dozens of comfortable wrinkles, and a smile as wide as the Mediterranean Sea. Anna had to bend low to be clasped and kissed. "Al, Al, our bambina's home."
"It's good to be home, Nana."
She shook her head when he lifted a hand. "I'm not feeling very friendly toward you at the moment. I don't want to be touched."
"Fine. I won't touch you. Let's find somewhere to sit down and talk the rest of this out."
"I thought we just had."
"Now you're being stubborn."
"No, now I'm being realistic. You slept with me, but you didn't trust me. The fact that I was honest with you and you weren't with me is my problem. The fact that I went to bed with a man who saw me as an enjoyment on one hand and an obstacle on the other is my mistake."
"That's not the way it was." His temper began to rise again, pumped by a slick panic. "That's not the way it is."
"It's the way I see it. Now I need to take some time and see how I feel about that. I'd appreciate it if you'd drive me back to my car."
She turned and walked away.
he preferred fireto ice, but he couldn't break through the frigid shield she'd wrapped around her temper. It scared him, a sensation that he didn't appreciate. She was perfectly polite, even friendly, to Seth and Phillip when she returned to the house to gather her things.
She was perfectly polite to Cam—so polite that he imagined he would feel the chill of it for days. He told himself it didn't matter. She'd get over it. She was just in a snit because he hadn't bared his soul, shared all the intimate details of his life with her. It was a woman thing. After all, women had invented the cold shoulder just to make men feel like slugs. He would give her a couple of days, he decided. Let her stew. Let her come to her senses. Then he would take her flowers.
"She's ticked off at you," Seth commented as Cam stood by the front door staring out.
"What do you know?"
"She's ticked off," Seth repeated, entertaining himself with his sketchbook while sitting cross-legged on the front porch. "She didn't let you kiss her good-bye, and you're all the time locking lips."
"Shut up."
"What'd you do?"
"I didn't do anything." Cam kicked the door open and stomped out. "She's just being female."
"You did something." Seth eyed him owlishly. "She's not a jerk."
"She'll get over it." Cam dropped down into the rocker. He wasn't going to worry about it. He never worried about women.
he lost his appetite.How was he supposed to eat fried fish without remembering how he and Anna had sat on the dock that morning?
He couldn't sleep. How was he supposed to sleep in his own bed without remembering how they'd made love on those same sheets?
He couldn't concentrate on work. How was he supposed to detail diagonals without remembering how she'd beamed at him when he showed her the lofting platform?
By mid-morning, he gave up and drove to Princess
Anne. But he didn't take her flowers. Nowhe was ticked off.
He strode through the reception area, straight back into her office. Then fumed when he found it empty. Typical, was all he could think. His luck had turned all bad.
"Mr. Quinn." Marilou stood in the doorway, her hands folded. "Is there something I can do for you?"
"I'm looking for Anna—Ms. Spinelli."
"I'm sorry, she's not available."
"I'll wait."
"It'll be a long one. She won't be in until next week."
"Next week?'' His narrowed eyes reminded Marilou of steel sharpened to the killing point. "What do you mean, she won't be in?"
"Ms. Spinelli is taking the week off." And Marilou figured the reason for it was even now boring holes through her with furious gray eyes. She'd thought the same when Anna had dropped off her report that morning and requested the time. "I'm familiar with the case file, if there's something I can do."
"No, it's personal. Where did she go?"
"I can't give you that information, Mr. Quinn, but you're free to leave a message, either a written one or one on her voice mail. Of course, if she checks in, I'll be happy to tell her you'd like to speak with her."
"Yeah, thanks."
He couldn't get out fast enough. She was probably in her apartment, he decided as he hopped back in his car. Sulking. So he would let her yell at him, get it all out of her system. Then he'd nudge her along to bed so they could put this ridiculous little episode behind them.
He ignored the nerves dancing in his stomach as he walked down the hall to her apartment. He knocked briskly, then tucked his hands into his pockets. He knocked louder, banged his fist on the door.
"Damn it, Anna. Open up. This is stupid. I saw your car out front." The door behind him creaked open. One of the sisters peered out. The jingling sound of a morning game show filled the hallway. "She not in there, Anna's Young Man."
"Her car's out front," he said.
"She took a cab."
He bit back an oath, pasted on a charming smile, and walked across the hall. "Where to?"
"To the train station—or maybe it was the airport." She beamed up at him. Really, he was such a handsome boy. "She said she'd be gone for a few days. She promised to call to make sure Sister and I were getting on. Such a sweet girl, thinking of us when she's on vacation."
"Vacation to…"
"Did she say?" The woman bit her lip and her eyes unfocused in thought. "I don't think she mentioned it. She was in an awful hurry, but she stopped by just the same so we wouldn't be worried. She's such a considerate girl."
"Yeah." The sweet, considerate girl had left him high and dry.
she'd had no businessflying to Pittsburgh; the airfare had eaten a large hole in her budget. But she'd wanted to get there. Had needed to get there. The minute she walked into her grandparents' cramped row house, half her burden lifted.
"Anna Louisa!" Theresa Spinelli was a tiny, slim woman with steel-gray hair ruthlessly waved, a face that fell into dozens of comfortable wrinkles, and a smile as wide as the Mediterranean Sea. Anna had to bend low to be clasped and kissed. "Al, Al, our bambina's home."
"It's good to be home, Nana."
