Shadowfever
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She laughs, a silvery sound, and it makes my heart hurt. I remember laughing like that once. Happy, so happy.
I dont even try to get up. I just lay there and watch her. Im bewildered. Im hypnotized. Im carved in two by a sense of duality I cannot reconcile.
Not Alina. Not Barrons.
At the juncture of east, west, north, and south, she stands.
Her.
The sad, beautiful woman who haunts my dreams.
She is so dazzling it makes me want to weep.
But shes not sad.
Shes so happy that I could hate her.
She glows radiantly, she smiles, and it curves lips of such soft, divine perfection that mine part instinctively to receive her kiss.
Is this herthe Unseelie Kings concubine? No wonder he was obsessed!
When she begins to glide away down one of the corridorsthe blackest of the four, the one that absorbs the light cast by candles in sconcesI push myself up.
Moth to a flame, I follow.
According to Vlane, the concubine was mortal. In fact, her mortality was the first domino in a long, convoluted line that toppled out of control and led to this moment.
Nearly a million years ago, the Seelie King asked the original Seelie Queensince her death, many queens have risen, only to be ousted by another who achieved greater power and supportto turn his concubine Fae, to make her immortal so he could keep her forever. When the queen refused, the king built his concubine the White Mansion inside the Silvers. He secreted his beloved away from the vindictive queen, where she could live without aging until he was able to perfect the Song of Making and turn her Fae himself.
If only the queen had granted his one simple request! But the leader of the True Race was controlling, jealous, and small.
Unfortunately, the kings efforts to duplicate the Song of Makingthe mystical stuff of creation, a power and right that the queen of their matriarchal race selfishly hoardedcreated the Unseelie, imperfect half-lives that he couldnt bear to kill. They lived. They were his sons and daughters.
He created a new realm, the Court of Shadows, where his children could play while he continued his work, his labor of love.
But the day came when he was betrayed by one of his own children and found out by the Seelie Queen.
They clashed in a battle to end all battles. Seelie struck down their darker brethren, who sought only the right to exist.
The dominoes fell, one after another: the death of the Seelie Queen at the hands of the king; the suicide of the concubine; the act of atonement in which the Seelie King created the deadly Sinsar Dubh.
He rechristened himself the Unseelie Kingnever again would he be associated with the petty viciousness of the Seelie; henceforth he would be Unseelie, literally meaning not of the Seelie. He no longer called his homethe Court of Shadows, in which he hid to perform his labor of love. It became simply Unseelie court.
By then, however, the court was a prison for his children, a macabre place of shadows and ice. The cruel Seelie Queens last act had been to use the Song of Makingnot for creation, not to make his beloved immortal!but to destroy, trap, and torture for all eternity any who had dared disobey her.
And the dominoes fell
The book containing the Unseelie Kings knowledge, all his darkness and evil, somehow ended up in my world, being protected by humans. It was set loose in a manner that I have yet to determine, but of this I am certain: Alinas murder, my screwed-up life, and Barrons deathall are the result of a chain of Fae events that began a million years ago over a single mortal.
My world, we humans, were just pawns on an immortal chessboard.
We got in the way.
Jack Lane, attorney extraordinaire, would put the Unseelie King, not Darroc, on trial and make a persuasive case against the concubine for guilt by association.
Because the unthinkable occurred and the original queen died before she had the chance to pass on the Song of Making to one of the princesses as her successor, the Fae race began to decline. Many princesses rose to the Seelie throne, but few lasted long before another wrested away her power. Queens were killed, others merely deposed and banished. Infighting grew and coups became more frequent. The Fae race became limited. All that was already was all that could ever be.
No new things could be made. Old powers were lost, and, over the eons, ancient magic was forgotten, until one day the current queen was no longer capable of reinforcing the weakening walls between realms and retaining control of the deadly Unseelie.
Darroc exploited this weakness and brought the walls between our worlds crashing down. Now Fae and human vie for control of a planet that is too small, too fragile, for both races.
All because of a single mortalthe domino that started all the others falling.
I follow the woman who I suspect is that mortalin a not-quite-really-there kind of waydown the inky corridor.
If she is the concubine, I can summon no anger toward her, try though I might.
On their immortal chessboard, she was a pawn, too.
She is lit from within. Her skin shimmers with a translucent glow that illuminates the walls of the tunnel. The hall grows darker, blacker, stranger with each step we take. In contrast, she is holy, divine: an angel gliding into hell.
She is warmth, shelter, and forgiveness. She is mother, lover, daughter, truth. She is all.
Her pace quickens and she races down the tunnel, passing soundlessly over obsidian floors, laughing with joy.
I know that sound. I love that sound. It means her lover is near.