Shadow's Edge
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“Dammit, I’m still blustering,” he said, but a smile escaped. Momma K shook her head and smiled despite herself.
“How are your men coming, Brant?” Jarl asked.
“I’ll make good soldiers of them, given a decade or two.”
“How many do you have?” Jarl asked.
“No, no,” Momma K said.
“A hundred,” Agon said. “Maybe thirty would be of some use in a fight. Ten might be formidable. A few great archers. One who might make a third-rate wetboy. All of them undisciplined. They don’t trust each other yet. They fight as individuals.”
“We haven’t even talked through this yet,” Momma K said.
Jarl said, “Consider it talked through. We’re doing it.”
Momma K opened her mouth. Jarl held her gaze until she looked down. “As you will, Shinga,” she said.
“I’ll assume that our source wouldn’t be able to get Gorkhy to help us?”
Momma K looked at the paper, but she wasn’t even reading it. “Not for this.”
As Brant and Momma K debated different ways of getting into the Maw, Jarl was thinking. He’d announced himself two weeks ago, and he was preaching to an eager audience. The people of the Warrens—the Rabbits, as they were derisively called for their numbers, their fears, and their maze of alleys—wanted hope. His message was water for parched tongues. Rebellion sounded great to people who had nothing to lose. But in speaking, he’d necessarily spoken to the Godking’s spies.
He’d already avoided one assassination attempt. There were bound to be more. Unless Jarl got some wetboys to protect him, they’d get him sooner or later.
“I’m going to Caernarvon,” Jarl said.
“You’re running away?” Brant asked.
“If I travel light, I can be back in a month.”
“Granted, but what does that give you?”
“Another month of life?” Jarl said with a smile.
Momma K said, “You think he’ll come back?”
Brant looked confused.
“For Logan? In a heartbeat,” Jarl said.
“If anyone can get Logan out, he can,” Momma K said.
“Who?” Brant asked.
“And once Hu Gibbet and the other wetboys hear he’s protecting you, I wouldn’t be surprised if they back off,” Momma K said.
“Who? Who?”
“Since Durzo Blint died, probably the best wetboy in the city,” Jarl said.
“Except he’s not in the city anymore,” Momma K said.
“Fine, the best in the business.”
“Except he’s not in the business anymore.”
“That’s about to change,” Jarl said.
“Will you take anyone?” Momma K said.
“You’re just trying to spite me, aren’t you?” Brant asked.
“No,” Jarl said, ignoring him and answering Momma K. “It’ll be less conspicuous to smuggle one out.” Jarl turned to Brant, “Brant, I have a task for you while I’m gone.”
“You’re talking about Kylar Stern, aren’t you?”
Jarl smiled. “Yes. Are you an honest man, General?”
The general sighed. “Everywhere except on the battlefield.”
Jarl clapped him on the shoulder. “Then I want you to figure out how Logan Gyre’s army is going to destroy the Godking’s.”
“Logan doesn’t have an army,” Brant said.
“That’s Momma K’s problem,” Jarl said.
“Pardon me?” she asked.
“Terah Graesin does. I want you to figure out how it’s going to become Logan’s.”
“What?” Momma K asked.
“Now if you’ll excuse me,” Jarl said, “I’ve got a date in Caernarvon.”
18
Did I die and not notice?” Kylar asked. He was moving through the death fog again, the familiar moving-without-moving feeling against his skin. A cloaked figure stood beyond the edge of the fog, as ethereal as the fog itself, and Kylar was sure it was the Wolf, but he hadn’t died. Had he? Had someone killed him in his sleep? He’d just lain down—
“What is this? A dream?” Kylar asked.
The cloaked man turned, and Kylar’s tension melted. It wasn’t the Wolf. It was Dorian Ursuul.
“A dream?” Dorian asked. He squinted at Kylar through the fog. “I suppose so, if a peculiar variety thereof.” He smiled. He was a handsome man, if intense. His black hair was disheveled, his blue eyes intelligent, his features balanced. “Why is it, my shadow-striding friend, that we don’t fear dreams? We lose consciousness, lose control, things happen with no apparent logic and abiding by no apparent rules. Friends appear and morph into strangers. Environments shift abruptly, and we rarely question it. We don’t fear dreams, but we do fear madness, and death terrifies us.”
“What the hell is going on?” Kylar asked.
Dorian smirked. He looked Kylar up and down. “Amazing. You look exactly the same, but you’re totally different, aren’t you?”
Gods, had it only been a couple of months since he’d met Dorian?
“You’ve become formidable, Kylar. You have gravitas now. You’re a force to be reckoned with, but your mind hasn’t caught up with your power, has it? Reforming your identity is taking you time. That’s understandable. Not many people have to kill a father figure and become an immortal on the same day.”
“Get to the point.” Dorian always knew too much. It was unnerving.
“This is a dream, as you said. And yes, I did summon you. It’s a nice bit of magic I just discovered. I hope I remember it when I wake. If I wake. I’m not sure I’m asleep. I’m in one of my little reveries. I have been for a long time now. My body’s at Screaming Winds. Khali is coming. The garrison will fall. I’ll survive, but worse days are to come for me. I’ve been watching my own future, Kylar, something very dangerous to do. I’ve found a few things that have made me lose heart and stop looking. So while I’ve been marshaling my courage, I’ve been following you. I saw that you needed someone you could be honest with. Count Drake or Durzo would have been better, but they clearly can’t be here, so here I am. Even killers need friends.”
“I’m not a killer anymore. I’ve given that up.”
“In my visions,” Dorian said as if Kylar hadn’t spoken, “I see myself coming to a place where my happiness is one lie away. I will look into the eyes of the woman I love who also loves me and know that whether I lie or tell the truth, she’ll be devastated. In this, we are brothers, Kylar. The God gives simpler problems to lesser men. I’m here because you need me.”
Kylar’s pique unraveled. He looked into the fog. The entire place seemed a fit metaphor for his life—stuck in twilight with nothing definite, nothing solid, no simple path.
“I’m trying to change,” Kylar said, “but I’m not making it. I thought I could just break with my past and move and be done with it. I walk into a room and I case it. I look for exits, see how high the ceilings are, check potential threats, how good the traction on the floor is. If a man stares at me from an alley, I figure out how I’ll kill him—and it feels good. I feel in control.”