I found myself speaking through clenched teeth. Why? Why would you put me in a corner like this?
Perhaps because it is necessary. Perhaps it is to protect you from yourself. Her eyes flashed with the distant fury of a thunderstorm on the horizon. Or perhaps it is simply because I can. In the end, it does not matter why. All that matters is what is.
I inhaled and exhaled a few times, to keep the anger from boiling out into my voice. Given what she had to manage, it was entirely possible that manipulating me and threatening me with death this way was asking politelyby the standards of Mab, anyway. But that didnt mean I had to like it.
Besides. She was right. If Mab said I had three days to live, she meant it. She had neither the capability nor the need to speak any direct lies. And if that was true, which I felt depressingly confident it was, then she had me over a barrel.
What do you want? I asked. I almost sounded polite.
The question brought a pleased smile to her lips and a nod that looked suspiciously like one of approval. I wish you to perform a task for me.
This task, I said. Would it happen to be off the island?
Obviously.
I pointed a finger at my temple. Then we have an issue with the incapacitated-by-pain thing. Youll have to fix me first.
If I did, youd never agree to it, Mab said calmly. And I would then be obliged to replace you. For your own health and safety, therefore, you will wear this instead. She lifted her hand and held it out to me, palm up.
There was a small stone in her palm, a deep blue opal. I leaned a little closer, eyeing it. It was set on a silver studan earring.
It should suffice to contain the parasite for what time remains, Mab said. Put it on.
My ears arent pierced, I objected.
Mab arched an eyebrow. Are you the Winter Knight or some sort of puling child?
I scowled at her. Come over here and say that.
At that, Mab calmly stepped onto the shore of Demonreach, until her toes were almost touching mine. She was several inches over six feet tall, and barely had to reach up to take my earlobe in her fingers.
Wait, I said. Wait.
She paused.
The left one.
Mab tilted her head. Why?
Its . . . Look, its a mortal thing. Just do the left one, okay?
She exhaled briefly through her nose. Then she shook her head and changed ears. There was a pinpoint of red-hot pain in my left earlobe, and then a slow pulse of lazy, almost seductive cold, like the air on an autumn night when you open the bedroom windows and sleep like a rock.
There, Mab said, fixing the post in place. Was that such a trial?
I gloweredand reached up to the stone with my left hand. My fingertips confirmed what my ears had reportedit felt physically cold to the touch.
Now that Ive got this to keep me safe off the island, I said very quietly, whats to stop me from having Alfred drop you into a cell right this second, and solving my problems myself?
I am, Mab said. She gave me a very small, very chill smile, and held up her finger. There was a tiny droplet of my blood upon it, scarlet against her pale skin. The consequences to your mortal world should there be no Mab would be dire. The consequences to yourself, should you try it, even more so. Try me, wizard. I am willing.
For a second, I thought about it. She was stacking up enough leverage on me that whatever it was she wanted me to do, I was sure I was going to hate it. Id never wanted to be in Mabs ongoing service anyway. The boss couldnt be the boss if I imprisoned her in crystal hundreds of feet beneath the waters of Lake Michigan. And it wasnt like she hadnt earned some time in the cooler. Mab was a serious bad guy.
Except . . . she was our serious bad guy. As cruel and as horrible as she could be, she was a guardian who protected the world from things that were even worse. Suddenly removing her from that balance of power could be worse than catastrophic.
And admit it to yourself, at least, Dresden. Youre scared. What if you tried to take her downand missed? Remember what happened to the last guy who betrayed Mab? Youve never beaten her. Youve never come close.
I didnt let myself shudder. She would have seen it as weakness, and that isnt a wise thing to show any faerie. I just exhaled and looked away from those cold, endless eyes.
Mab inclined her head to me, barely, a victors acknowledgment. Then she turned and walked back onto the dock. Bring anything you may need. We leave at once.
Three
Mabs yacht took us to Belmont Harbor, where the late-February ice had evidently been broken up by an unseasonably warm morning. My ear throbbed with occasional cold, but my head seemed fine, and when we docked I hopped over the rail and onto the pier with a large duffel bag in one hand and my new wizards staff in the other.
Mab descended the gangplank with dignity and eyed me.
Parkour, I explained.
Appointment, she said, gliding by me.
A limo was waiting for us, complete with two more Sidhe in bodyguard costumes. They swept us into the city proper, down Lake Shore Drive until we hit the Loop, turned, and pulled up in front of the Carbide and Carbon Building, a vast charcoal-colored creation that had always reminded me of the monolith in 2001, except for all the brassy filigree. Id always thought it looked particularly baroque and cool, and then it had become the Hard Rock Hotel.
Perhaps because it is necessary. Perhaps it is to protect you from yourself. Her eyes flashed with the distant fury of a thunderstorm on the horizon. Or perhaps it is simply because I can. In the end, it does not matter why. All that matters is what is.
I inhaled and exhaled a few times, to keep the anger from boiling out into my voice. Given what she had to manage, it was entirely possible that manipulating me and threatening me with death this way was asking politelyby the standards of Mab, anyway. But that didnt mean I had to like it.
Besides. She was right. If Mab said I had three days to live, she meant it. She had neither the capability nor the need to speak any direct lies. And if that was true, which I felt depressingly confident it was, then she had me over a barrel.
What do you want? I asked. I almost sounded polite.
The question brought a pleased smile to her lips and a nod that looked suspiciously like one of approval. I wish you to perform a task for me.
This task, I said. Would it happen to be off the island?
Obviously.
I pointed a finger at my temple. Then we have an issue with the incapacitated-by-pain thing. Youll have to fix me first.
If I did, youd never agree to it, Mab said calmly. And I would then be obliged to replace you. For your own health and safety, therefore, you will wear this instead. She lifted her hand and held it out to me, palm up.
There was a small stone in her palm, a deep blue opal. I leaned a little closer, eyeing it. It was set on a silver studan earring.
It should suffice to contain the parasite for what time remains, Mab said. Put it on.
My ears arent pierced, I objected.
Mab arched an eyebrow. Are you the Winter Knight or some sort of puling child?
I scowled at her. Come over here and say that.
At that, Mab calmly stepped onto the shore of Demonreach, until her toes were almost touching mine. She was several inches over six feet tall, and barely had to reach up to take my earlobe in her fingers.
Wait, I said. Wait.
She paused.
The left one.
Mab tilted her head. Why?
Its . . . Look, its a mortal thing. Just do the left one, okay?
She exhaled briefly through her nose. Then she shook her head and changed ears. There was a pinpoint of red-hot pain in my left earlobe, and then a slow pulse of lazy, almost seductive cold, like the air on an autumn night when you open the bedroom windows and sleep like a rock.
There, Mab said, fixing the post in place. Was that such a trial?
I gloweredand reached up to the stone with my left hand. My fingertips confirmed what my ears had reportedit felt physically cold to the touch.
Now that Ive got this to keep me safe off the island, I said very quietly, whats to stop me from having Alfred drop you into a cell right this second, and solving my problems myself?
I am, Mab said. She gave me a very small, very chill smile, and held up her finger. There was a tiny droplet of my blood upon it, scarlet against her pale skin. The consequences to your mortal world should there be no Mab would be dire. The consequences to yourself, should you try it, even more so. Try me, wizard. I am willing.
For a second, I thought about it. She was stacking up enough leverage on me that whatever it was she wanted me to do, I was sure I was going to hate it. Id never wanted to be in Mabs ongoing service anyway. The boss couldnt be the boss if I imprisoned her in crystal hundreds of feet beneath the waters of Lake Michigan. And it wasnt like she hadnt earned some time in the cooler. Mab was a serious bad guy.
Except . . . she was our serious bad guy. As cruel and as horrible as she could be, she was a guardian who protected the world from things that were even worse. Suddenly removing her from that balance of power could be worse than catastrophic.
And admit it to yourself, at least, Dresden. Youre scared. What if you tried to take her downand missed? Remember what happened to the last guy who betrayed Mab? Youve never beaten her. Youve never come close.
I didnt let myself shudder. She would have seen it as weakness, and that isnt a wise thing to show any faerie. I just exhaled and looked away from those cold, endless eyes.
Mab inclined her head to me, barely, a victors acknowledgment. Then she turned and walked back onto the dock. Bring anything you may need. We leave at once.
Three
Mabs yacht took us to Belmont Harbor, where the late-February ice had evidently been broken up by an unseasonably warm morning. My ear throbbed with occasional cold, but my head seemed fine, and when we docked I hopped over the rail and onto the pier with a large duffel bag in one hand and my new wizards staff in the other.
Mab descended the gangplank with dignity and eyed me.
Parkour, I explained.
Appointment, she said, gliding by me.
A limo was waiting for us, complete with two more Sidhe in bodyguard costumes. They swept us into the city proper, down Lake Shore Drive until we hit the Loop, turned, and pulled up in front of the Carbide and Carbon Building, a vast charcoal-colored creation that had always reminded me of the monolith in 2001, except for all the brassy filigree. Id always thought it looked particularly baroque and cool, and then it had become the Hard Rock Hotel.
