Summer at Little Beach Street Bakery
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She filled two little cups with thick, creamy coffee and added sugar against Selina’s protestations.
‘Sssh. We have work ahead. Right.’
She fetched the living yeast from the fridge, where it had been growing for weeks, uncared for.
‘What is that?’
‘Be quiet and drink your coffee,’ said Polly, running her hand under the mixer tap until the water was warm. She added the warm water carefully to the yeast and mixed them together.
‘That looks even worse,’ said Selina. ‘And it smells.’
‘Shut up,’ said Polly. She tied on the ridiculous puffin apron Huckle had got her, and gave the much prettier Cath Kidston one to Selina.
‘What’s this for?’
Polly took the flour down from the top shelf – the good stuff – and shook the entire kilo bag into a large mixing bowl. She added a sprinkling of finest sea salt, a pinch of sugar, and a little water, stirring all the time until with her expert eye she judged the consistency to be exactly right. Then she poured it into the bread mixer and adjusted the speed.
After that, she covered two of the surfaces in the kitchen with plenty of soft flour, and divided the mixture in half.
‘Right,’ she said.
Selina eyed it carefully.
‘I don’t cook,’ she said.
‘Well that’s useful,’ said Polly. ‘Because this isn’t cooking, it’s baking.’
She turned on the radio. Local radio was good this time of the morning, as the DJ, Rob Harrison, played lots of loud getting-up songs for the early-morning farmers and fishermen and surfers and fruit-pickers: it was as if he knew they needed a hand.
‘This’ll do,’ she said, as Pharrell blasted across the room. ‘Let’s go.’ She started to punch and pull at the mass of sticky dough. ‘Just do what I do.’
Selina stared at her, then glanced at her very nice manicure.
‘Take your rings off,’ said Polly. ‘Come on.’
Selina looked down at her fingers, her hands trembling.
‘Oh,’ said Polly, stopping her kneading for a second. ‘Sorry. Don’t take your rings off.’
Selina’s slim wedding and engagement rings sat on her right hand, not her left; on her widow’s finger. Polly hadn’t noticed before. Selina looked at them for a long moment.
‘No,’ she said. ‘No, I will. I shall. They’re chains to me.’
Polly didn’t say anything for a long moment as Selina looked at her hands again. Then slowly, gladly, she drew both the rings off over her finger and, with one swift movement, plunged her hands into her big sticky ball of dough.
‘Argh!’ she said, smiling for the first time.
Polly nudged the radio up with her nose, a talent well developed in almost all bakers, then they really got down to it: punching, hurling, throwing the dough about, beating it and taking out on it everything they had against the world. Polly knew it was almost impossible to over-knead dough by hand – it was the mixer you had to watch out for – so happily got into it, realising as she did so how much she had missed this; how much she had missed the sore feeling, the workout in her arms as they whacked and threw the dough. She felt the knot in her shoulders begin to gradually relax and work itself out; her shoulders themselves descended, and she realised they must have been sitting somewhere up around her ears, as if carrying all the troubles of the world on them, or holding up the sky on their own.
The radio changed to another fantastic high-energy song, exactly what they needed, and Polly felt she was hearing music for the first time in a long while; enjoying it as she hadn’t for months. She even felt her hips start to move, and a smile spread across her face as she noticed that Selina was so engrossed in what she was doing, so involved in hitting and pulling and punching the dough – or Tarnie, or her troubles, or whatever it was – that she too was twitching involuntarily in time to the music.
‘That’s it,’ said Polly encouragingly, as the dough began to change, to become smooth and malleable as the gluten became more elastic.
‘Wow,’ said Selina, slightly pink in the face and out of breath. ‘This is like boxercise.’
‘Tastes a lot better than boxercise,’ promised Polly.
Behind them, the first fingers of pink were beginning to cross the sea.
‘Right,’ said Polly. ‘Let’s get them to the warm spot… Curses!’
‘What?’
‘My oven has been off for so long. Normally it’s never off,’ she said sadly. ‘And I always have a warm spot. Oh well.’
She turned the oven on anyway, and set the dough inside bowls covered in clean tea towels to rise. Then she deftly washed up and cleaned the surfaces. When she turned to offer more coffee, she found Selina sprawled across the table sleeping as deeply and contentedly as a child.
Polly fetched a blanket from upstairs, gently moved Selina to the armchair by the doorway and covered her up, then wandered outside with her coffee. The dew was lying heavily on the scrubby grass between the rocks, the sky lightening by the second. She needed to check the dough; the fishermen would be back soon, and it would be nice to have something warm to give them. She would crack open one of Huckle’s last batches of honey, the orange flower, with the faint citrusy flavour she loved so very much.
She found herself humming happily, putting the dough into tins and leaving it to rise again. Her fingers itched, used to doing ten times this much work in the morning, and she suddenly realised how much she had missed it. She really had. Not getting up at the crack of dawn might at first have seemed a bit of a luxury, but work was her; it defined her. Not working was making her sad and stressed. She needed to start getting things organised, she thought, putting the bread tins into the oven and deciding to quickly make some flaky pastry for croissants. Couldn’t hurt.
The smell of baking bread woke Selina from where she was curled up like a cat on the armchair. Even though she had only slept a couple of hours, she stretched luxuriously.
‘Oh,’ she said, blinking her long cat’s eyes open. ‘What is that? It smells divine. I feel hungry.’ She looked puzzled. ‘I never feel hungry,’ she said in confusion. ‘Why am I hungry?’
‘Hey,’ said Polly. ‘I think you’re hungry because you helped make your own breakfast.’
‘I did?’ said Selina. She frowned. ‘God, I thought I dreamed that.’ She looked around her. ‘But here I am, in a lighthouse.’