“I make a mean macaroni and cheese. Otherwise it’s takeout.”
She scoops scrambled eggs onto a plate and hands it to me, eyes sparkling with a playful, morning-after contentment. “Bon appétit. Here’s the best I can do under these conditions.”
I take the plate but set it on the counter. And I forget all about priorities and goals, honesty and schedules.
I just want to kiss her again.
Before I have the chance, my cell phone rings, my mother’s name flashing on the screen. Chelsea sees it too and she steps closer to me, her face shadowed with concern. I bring the phone to my ear. “Mom? Everything okay?”
“No, Honeybear, it’s not. You and Chelsea need to meet me at the hospital.”
16
I can’t tell you how awful I feel. I’m so sorry.” My mother looks like she’s on the verge of tears—and she’s not a crier.
Chelsea rubs her shoulder. “It’s okay. These things happen—especially to my nieces and nephews. Riley broke her collarbone when she was two, Raymond broke his leg last year—and my sister-in-law was always on top of them. It’s not your fault, Gigi.”
“I knew as soon as I heard him yell, somethin’ wasn’t right . . .”
They continue to talk in the emergency room waiting room, while I crouch down in front of Rory where he sits in an orange plastic chair, cradling his right arm against his chest. Pain has bled his face of color. His eyes droop with agony and he takes in air slowly, every move hurting.
“How are you doing, kid?”
“It hurts.”
“Yeah, I know.” I brush my knuckles against his knee, not wanting to jostle him, then I glare at the triage nurse and tell her to hurry up, that I think he could be going into shock.
She can tell I’m full of shit but it makes me feel better to try.
The story goes that the kids were playing in the backyard, under Owen’s watchful eye, while my mother made breakfast. Riley bet Rory that he couldn’t climb to the top of the oak tree. Which, of course, Rory could—and did. Getting down . . . posed more of a challenge. And here we are.
“Why don’t you head back to the house, Mom?” I tell her, rubbing her shoulder. “Owen’s probably losing his mind with the other five by now.”
“Okay.” She nods, caressing Rory’s head. “I’ll see you soon, sweetie.”
“Don’t worry, Gigi, I’ll be fine,” Rory says kindly, proving that my mother has definitely won the kid over.
“Rory McQuaid?” a nurse with a wheelchair announces, ready to actually take us into the ER.
“Thank Christ,” I mutter.
• • •
Later, Rory’s propped up on an exam table while a George Clooney lookalike explains to Chelsea that her nephew’s arm is busted.
“He fractured the ulna. It’s a clean break, and we won’t need surgery to set the bone—that’s a positive.”
“Good.” Chelsea nods her head, nervously glancing at Rory.
The doctor gestures toward the door. “So, if you could both just step outside, I’ll set the bone and we’ll get Rory fitted for his cast.”
“Step outside?” Chelsea asks, frowning.
“Yes, it’s hospital protocol. Closed reductions can be painful, which is upsetting for parents and guardians, so we have them wait outside the room during the procedure.”
“I prefer to stay with my nephew.”
“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” George replies.
All her nervousness fades away, and Chelsea is rock-solid, sure. She’s poised and polite—but there isn’t any way she’s taking no for an answer.
“I appreciate your position, Dr. Campbell, and I hope you’ll appreciate mine. I will sit next to Rory and I’ll hold his hand while you set his bone. Neither Mr. Becker nor I will make a sound or say a word. But I’m not leaving him. If necessary, I’ll take him to another hospital.”
The doctor thinks it over—and then he completely caves.
“That won’t be necessary.”
Chelsea sits in the chair beside the table and clasps Rory’s left hand in hers. Her smile is so loving, so tender, my chest aches looking at her. The doctor adjusts the table so Rory’s flat on his back, then he shows me where to brace his shoulders, holding him still. They gave him some pain meds, but even with them, I know from experience, getting two halves of your broken bone rubbed together doesn’t fucking tickle.
“Just breathe, Rory,” the doctor tells him—like that’ll help—and my chest starts aching for a completely different reason. Then he holds the kid by his wrist and near the elbow and starts.
“Ahh!” Rory yells. His voice is sharp and shocked and hits me like a shank to the stomach. “Ahh!” he calls again, trying to grit his teeth.
Chelsea tightens her grip, looking at him earnestly, letting him know she’s here, sharing his pain—even if she can’t save him from it. And I whisper to him, right against his ear, giving him the only comfort I can, wishing like hell that I could take this pain for him.
“You’re doing so good, kid. It’s almost done.”
“Ahh . . .”
“Almost there, Rory . . . almost there . . .”
• • •
“This cast is totally badass!” Rory admires the camo-patterned plaster that now covers his arm from elbow to hand. I chuckle because he bounced back quickly, and obviously his sparkling personality is intact.
She scoops scrambled eggs onto a plate and hands it to me, eyes sparkling with a playful, morning-after contentment. “Bon appétit. Here’s the best I can do under these conditions.”
I take the plate but set it on the counter. And I forget all about priorities and goals, honesty and schedules.
I just want to kiss her again.
Before I have the chance, my cell phone rings, my mother’s name flashing on the screen. Chelsea sees it too and she steps closer to me, her face shadowed with concern. I bring the phone to my ear. “Mom? Everything okay?”
“No, Honeybear, it’s not. You and Chelsea need to meet me at the hospital.”
16
I can’t tell you how awful I feel. I’m so sorry.” My mother looks like she’s on the verge of tears—and she’s not a crier.
Chelsea rubs her shoulder. “It’s okay. These things happen—especially to my nieces and nephews. Riley broke her collarbone when she was two, Raymond broke his leg last year—and my sister-in-law was always on top of them. It’s not your fault, Gigi.”
“I knew as soon as I heard him yell, somethin’ wasn’t right . . .”
They continue to talk in the emergency room waiting room, while I crouch down in front of Rory where he sits in an orange plastic chair, cradling his right arm against his chest. Pain has bled his face of color. His eyes droop with agony and he takes in air slowly, every move hurting.
“How are you doing, kid?”
“It hurts.”
“Yeah, I know.” I brush my knuckles against his knee, not wanting to jostle him, then I glare at the triage nurse and tell her to hurry up, that I think he could be going into shock.
She can tell I’m full of shit but it makes me feel better to try.
The story goes that the kids were playing in the backyard, under Owen’s watchful eye, while my mother made breakfast. Riley bet Rory that he couldn’t climb to the top of the oak tree. Which, of course, Rory could—and did. Getting down . . . posed more of a challenge. And here we are.
“Why don’t you head back to the house, Mom?” I tell her, rubbing her shoulder. “Owen’s probably losing his mind with the other five by now.”
“Okay.” She nods, caressing Rory’s head. “I’ll see you soon, sweetie.”
“Don’t worry, Gigi, I’ll be fine,” Rory says kindly, proving that my mother has definitely won the kid over.
“Rory McQuaid?” a nurse with a wheelchair announces, ready to actually take us into the ER.
“Thank Christ,” I mutter.
• • •
Later, Rory’s propped up on an exam table while a George Clooney lookalike explains to Chelsea that her nephew’s arm is busted.
“He fractured the ulna. It’s a clean break, and we won’t need surgery to set the bone—that’s a positive.”
“Good.” Chelsea nods her head, nervously glancing at Rory.
The doctor gestures toward the door. “So, if you could both just step outside, I’ll set the bone and we’ll get Rory fitted for his cast.”
“Step outside?” Chelsea asks, frowning.
“Yes, it’s hospital protocol. Closed reductions can be painful, which is upsetting for parents and guardians, so we have them wait outside the room during the procedure.”
“I prefer to stay with my nephew.”
“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” George replies.
All her nervousness fades away, and Chelsea is rock-solid, sure. She’s poised and polite—but there isn’t any way she’s taking no for an answer.
“I appreciate your position, Dr. Campbell, and I hope you’ll appreciate mine. I will sit next to Rory and I’ll hold his hand while you set his bone. Neither Mr. Becker nor I will make a sound or say a word. But I’m not leaving him. If necessary, I’ll take him to another hospital.”
The doctor thinks it over—and then he completely caves.
“That won’t be necessary.”
Chelsea sits in the chair beside the table and clasps Rory’s left hand in hers. Her smile is so loving, so tender, my chest aches looking at her. The doctor adjusts the table so Rory’s flat on his back, then he shows me where to brace his shoulders, holding him still. They gave him some pain meds, but even with them, I know from experience, getting two halves of your broken bone rubbed together doesn’t fucking tickle.
“Just breathe, Rory,” the doctor tells him—like that’ll help—and my chest starts aching for a completely different reason. Then he holds the kid by his wrist and near the elbow and starts.
“Ahh!” Rory yells. His voice is sharp and shocked and hits me like a shank to the stomach. “Ahh!” he calls again, trying to grit his teeth.
Chelsea tightens her grip, looking at him earnestly, letting him know she’s here, sharing his pain—even if she can’t save him from it. And I whisper to him, right against his ear, giving him the only comfort I can, wishing like hell that I could take this pain for him.
“You’re doing so good, kid. It’s almost done.”
“Ahh . . .”
“Almost there, Rory . . . almost there . . .”
• • •
“This cast is totally badass!” Rory admires the camo-patterned plaster that now covers his arm from elbow to hand. I chuckle because he bounced back quickly, and obviously his sparkling personality is intact.
