The Beast in Him
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She couldnt wait to get home. She wanted her people. She wanted out of this truck. She wanted away from the bastard who just broke her heart.
Because no one wanted to find out they werent good enough. Especially when she had to find out like that. Her body still shaking from climaxing, her pants around her knees like a goddamn truckstop whore.
The truck door opened and Smitty got in. She didnt say anything. There was nothing to say. Instead, she placed her hands between her knees to control the trembling, prayed there would be no traffic on the freeways home, and wished with all her geeky might that she could portal her black, wild-dog ass out of here.
Chapter 20
What she loved about her Pack was that she really didnt have to tell them anything. They might not know exactly what was wrong, but they knew when she needed them.
As soon as she stepped out of the truck, May opened the front door for her. Jess walked in without bothering to look back. Smitty had barely spoken two words to her on the way into the city; she doubted hed have anything to say now. Once inside, she shifted and went out the back. She sat in the cold, staring out across the yard trying to figure out how everything went bad so damn fast.
Before she could get a really good wallow going, Phil whistled for her and she trotted back in the house, up the stairs to her top-floor apartment, and into her bathroom. They had the bubble bath waiting for her and a box of her favorite chocolates. She went into the water as dog, but when she came up, she was human again. They let her soak in silence for a few minutes before Sabina asked what happened. As her four friends sat on the bathroom floor, she told them pretty much everything.
Aw, sweetie. Im sorry. May leaned against the tub, handing Jess chocolates.
I dont know what happened. Maybe I dont want to know.
You should talk to him, May prompted, pushing gently. Find out whats really going on.
That would be the logical thing to doand why start that ugly trend now?
He panicked, Jess. Phil sat with his back against the sink cabinet and his wife resting between his legs. Men do it all the time.
Smitty doesnt panic.
They may not panic in a firefight in a foreign country, but a woman they care about makes them positively unglued. Its a man thing. Dont try and rationalize it.
So what are you going to do now?
Jess shrugged at Dannys question. What is there to do? Ill be honest, guys. I dont think I can face him. Not right now.
Not a problem, May reminded her. Were going away for the long weekend tomorrow.
Johnnys birthday party. I completely forgot. Im a horrible mother.
Phil let out a long sigh. You know, sweetie, if you want, I can start kicking your ass over bullshit if youre getting tired of doing it yourself.
I hear sarcasm. Jess opened her mouth and caught the chocolate May tossed into the air. Im not trying to be hard on myself.
But it comes so naturally?
Pretty much. Jesss cell phone rang, the tune letting her know she had a text message waiting, and Danny went into the bedroom to grab it out of her pile of clothes.
When he walked back in, he was staring at the caller ID and frowning.
She didnt even dare to hope it was Smitty. Who is it?
He handed the phone to May, who flipped it open and held it up so Jess could see the screen.
Oh... fuck.
May shook her head. You dont have to see her tonight.
No, I better. I can stop by the office, grab the papers, and take them to her.
Why cant we conduct business like we normally do with this woman? Phil complained.
Cause shes crazy, his wife stated. Like a rabid dog.
I like her, May admitted. Shes definitely crazy, but she makes me laugh.
It doesnt matter. This deal could bring us a lot of money. That and our connection to these guys will keep us in the happy, shiny place for quite a while. So Ive gotta go.
Sabina pulled away from her husband and stood. Then we go with you.
You guys dont have to do that.
Dramatically, Sabina took the phone from Mays hand and stared at the small screen. Do you really think wed let you go here alone?
Or you could just admit that you really want to hit a club tonight.
True. I could admit that. But it would only make me look like a bad wife and mother. Give me ten minutes to put on something sexy and then well go.
I guess youre going too? Jess asked May after Sabina walked out.
Sure. Itll be fun. She kissed her husband and followed after Sabina, leaving Jess alone with Phil and Danny while she sat in a bathtub with dwindling bubbles. She didnt care. It wasnt like the two of them hadnt seen her naked before. And had been duly unimpressed.
And you guys?
You know wed love to come, Jess, Phil said.
Really we would, Danny added.
But we dont want to take away from you ladies getting in some nice girl bonding.
You just want to stay home and watch that documentary on the Roman Empire again, dont you?