The Jesus Incident
Chapter Sixty

SHIP: I have taught you about the classical Pandora and her box.
PANILLE: I know how this planet got its name.
SHIP: Where would you hide when the serpents and shadows oozed out of the box?
PANILLE: Under the lid, of course.
- Kerro Panille, Shiprecords
WAELA FELT that she lived only in a dream, unable to trust any reality. She held her eyes closed, a tight seal against the world beyond her flesh. This was not enough. Part of her awareness told her that she was controlling the landing approach of a freighter. Insane! Another part recorded the moments before the suns lifted in the shadow of Black Dragon. Panille was there, too, somewhere low in the shadow. I'm hallucinating.
Halt!
Waela felt anxiety coming from Hal.... and Hali was nearby. It was an odd anxiety - tension overlain with a deliberate effort to remain calm.
Hali is terribly afraid and even more afraid that she will show it. She wants someone to take charge.
Of course - Hali has never been off Ship before.
Waela tried to move her lips, tried to form reassuring words, but her mouth was too dry. Speech required enormous effort. She felt trapped, convinced that she lay strapped into a passenger couch in a freighter diving toward heavy surf.
A piece of Kerro's poem floated through Waela's awareness then, and she focused on it in both fascination and fear, having no memory of where she had heard this poem:
Your course will be true when you sight
the blue line of sunrise, at night
low in the shadow of Black Dragon.
Hali was there, too, listening to the fragment and rejecting it. A wave of emotion rushed over Waela, made her want to reach out and hold Hali close, to cry with her. She knew this emotion - love of the same man. But she saw Pandora very close no...raging white line of surf. Waela wanted to cringe away from it. She could feel the child in her womb, another awareness whose share of life reached out and out and out and ou....
A cry escaped her, but the sound was lost in the abrupt roaring, metal-straining protest as the freighter made its first contact with the sea. For a few blinks, the ride smoothed; there was a gliding sensation followed by a cushioned deceleration and lifting, then a grating, grinding cacophony which ended in a thumping and stillness.
"Where are the people?" That was Hali's voice.
Waela opened her eyes, looked upward at the ceiling of the freighter's sparse cabin - metal beams, soft illumination, a winking red light. Somewhere there was a sound of surf. The freighter creaked and popped. Abruptly, it tipped a full degree.
"There's someone." That was old Ferry.
Waela turned her head, saw Ferry and Hali releasing themselves from the command couches. The plaz beyond them framed a seamed barrier of black rock only a few meters away illuminated by wavering beams of artificial light.
Ferry's hand moved to a control in front of him. There was a hiss near Waela's feet, then the sudden rush of cold sea wind through an open hatchway. It was night beyond those moving lights. The hatch was blocked for a moment by the entrance of two people. As though awakening from a dream, Waela recognized them - Panille and Thomas.
"Waela!" They spoke in unison, both appearing startled at the sight of her.
Hali pushed herself away from the control console, intensely aware that Panille was focused on Waela's mounded abdomen. Neither Panille nor the man with him, she realized, had expected to see Waela, and certainly not in the full bloom of pregnancy.
"Kerro," Hali said.
He faced her, equally startled. "Hali?"
Thomas threw his head back in sudden laughter. "You see? A surprise package from Ship!"
Waela fumbled with the straps holding her to the couch. Hali rushed to assist her, released the straps and helped her off the couch. The sound of the surf was loud and they could feel its pounding through their feet.
"Hello," Waela said. She took three short steps up to Thomas, hugged him.
Hali tried to identify the play of emotions across the man's face. Fear?
Panille touched Hali's arm. "This is Raja Thomas, leader of the army and nemesis of Morgan Oakes."
"Army?" Hali looked from Panille to Thomas.
Thomas gently released Waela's grip around his waist, steadied her while he directed a glare at Panille. "You joke about this?"
"Never." Panille shook his head.
Hali could not understand the exchange, she started to frame a question, but Thomas spoke first.
"What else is in the freighter?"
The Bitten program responded, a crackling voice from the overhead 'coder, full of baps and bursts of static but the listing of the cargo manifest remained understandable.
"Weapons!" Thomas said. He ran to the open hatch, shouted something to people outside, whirled back. "We have to unload this thing before the surf breaks it up or Oakes' people destroy it. Everybody out!"
Hali felt a touch on her shoulder, Ferry standing there. "I think I'm owed an explanation." Even his demands were shaded in whines.
"Later," Thomas said. "There's a guide right outside who'll take you to our camp. She'll tell you everything you need to know."
"Demons?" Ferry asked.
"Nothing like that around here," Thomas said. "Now hurry it up whil...."
"You can't dismiss him just like that!" Hali protested. "If it weren't for him, Murdoch would hav.... We'd be dead!"
Panille directed a quizzical stare at Hali, then at Ferry. "Hali, this old man works for Oake.... and for himself. He's an expert at the game of power politics and he knows that we're a highly negotiable commodity."
"That's all past," Ferry sputtered. The veins in his nose stood out like worms.
"Your guide's waiting," Thomas said.
"Her name's Rue," Panille said. "You might remember her better as Rachel Demarest's cubbymate."
Ferry swallowed, started to speak, swallowed again, then: "Rachel?"
Panille shook his head slowly from side to side.
A single tear formed at the corner of Ferry's right eye, slid down his veined cheek. He took a deep, trembling breath, turned and shuffled toward the hatch. All the energy and urgency he had displayed earlier were drained from him.
"He really did save us," Hali said. "I know he's a spy bu...."
"Who are you?" Thomas asked.
"This is Med-tech Hali Ekel," Panille said.
Hali looked up at Thomas - so tall! His eyes held her. He appeared to be in some ageless ring of middle age, but when she took the hand he held out to her, it felt firm and youthful. A commanding hand, confident. She grew aware then that Waela and Kerro were touching. Kerro's arm was around Waela's shoulder, guiding her toward the hatchway.
"Med-tech," Thomas said. "You'll be a great help to us, Hali Ekel. Come this way."
Hali resisted the pressure of his arm and watched Kerro reach out, inquisitive, to touch Waela's abdomen with one finger.
Thomas saw the gesture and focused on Waela. "Something's wrong with her. She should not be that bi...."
Thomas loves her, Hali thought. The sound of concern was plain in his voice.
"My pribox says she's only a few diurns from parturition," Hali said.
"That can't be!"
"But it is. Only a few diurns. Otherwis...." Hali shrugged. "...she appears to be healthy."
"That's impossible, I say. It takes much longer for a baby to develop int....
"Lewis does it. You heard what the E-clones said." That was Kerro returned from the hatchway, not concealing a faint amusement at Thomas' confusion.
"Yes, but. . ." Thomas shook his head.
"Can you climb down to the beach by yourself, Hali?" Panille asked. "The rear of the freighter is already breaking up. And I think Wael...."
"Yes, of course." She moved past him - the familiar face and familiar voice, his body much thinner than she remembered, though. It struck her then: He's not the Kerro I knew! He's change.... so different.
Behind her, she heard Thomas muttering: "I want to examine that woman myself."