And then all went still except for some minor twitching of the facial muscles and the hands.
Wrath slumped, falling off the now-dead body.
As he regarded the sight of that dagger protruding from a male’s face, he was o’ercome with nausea and had to wrench around, brace his palms on the cool dirt, and vomit until his arms could no longer hold him up.
Rolling to the side, he laid his hot face on the inside of his muck-soaked arm.
He did not cry.
He wanted to.
As the realization that he had killed another being hit him, he desired to go back to the world he knew before this—where his father had died of natural causes, and his shellan had simply had a dizzy spell because of a pregnancy—and the worst thing he had to worry about in court was that others gossiped over his choice of mate.
This new version of reality was nothing he wanted to be a part of.
There was no light on this side. Just midnight black.
“I have never killed someone before,” he said in a small voice.
For all his fierceness, Tohrture’s tone was gentle. “I know, my lord. You did well.”
“I did not.”
“Is he not dead?”
Yes, indeed he was. “I meant what I said about his shellan and son. They shall be spared.”
“Of course.”
As the listing of names ran through his head, that urge to kill rekindled, even as his stomach was barely settling—and his efforts were a mockery compared to what the Brotherhood could do.
And indeed, he would not be alive the now if Tohrture had not stepped in.
Wrath pushed himself off the dirt, his head hanging low. How was he going to—
A large palm presented itself before him. “My lord, allow me to help you.”
Wrath looked up into those bright, clear eyes—and thought that they were like the moon, shedding light upon the darkness, showing a path out of the wild.
“We shall train you,” Tohrture said. “We shall teach you what you need to know such that you may ahvenge your bloodline. I shall remove that body and stage it as if an accident befell him—that will give us the time we need. And from now on, food shall be prepared in your receiving quarters by our own personal doggen, not anyone affiliated with the court—and any and all victuals shall be brought in from the fields and sky by a Brother’s own hands. We shall each eat and drink of it in your presence before you do, and sleep outside your rooms. This is our solemn vow.”
For a moment, all Wrath could do was stare at that palm, outstretched unto him like a benediction from the Scribe Virgin Herself.
He opened his mouth to offer thanks, but there was naught that came out.
By way of reply, he clasped that which was before him … and felt himself lifted up to stand squarely upon his own two feet.
FORTY-THREE
Fresh air was good for the mind and the soul.
As Layla strode out into the garden, she was careful across the ice-covered terrace, splaying her arms out, going slowly: She didn’t want to run the risk of falling.
Funny how her assessment of everything from potentially slick surfaces to stairs to selecting food had intensified.
“Off into the night,” she said to the young within her belly.
It was, of course, crazy to speak to that which had yet to be born. But she had some thought that if she could only keep the dialogue open, mayhap the young would continue to choose to stay around. If she could just eat the right things and not fall and get her rest … somehow, at the end of however many months, she could hold her son or daughter in her arms, and not just in her body.
Walking down onto the snow-covered lawn and away from the glow of the house, she found the boots she had snagged from the back hall to be warm, solid and comfy. The same was true of the parka and the gloves. She’d left the hats and scarves behind; she’d wanted the chill to clear her head.
Farther along the grounds, the swimming pool was sporting its winter cover, but she imagined it full of water lit from underneath, the azure waves inviting and soft upon the skin and joints. She was going to swim as soon as she could—and outdoors. Much as she appreciated the pool that was in the training center, the air there smelled of chlorine, and after having been used to the crystal clear, naturally fresh baths above in the Sanctuary, she didn’t favor …
Abruptly, she stopped walking. Stopped with the distracted thinking. Stopped everything except the draw in her lungs and the beat of her heart.
Closing her eyes, she replayed what had happened in the dining room, seeing the anguish on Wrath’s face as the announcement was made, hearing the indignation and aggression in the Brotherhood’s voices, watching how Rehv kept staring at the King as if he were reading things she could not sense.
Xcor was behind it all.
He had to be. One did not go from orchestrating an assassination attempt to sitting back idly whilst the glymera gained procedurally what one wanted. No, he was lurking behind the scenes. Somewhere.
Stomach churning, she resumed her restless promenade, heading past the pool area and into the geometrically constructed formal gardens. And she kept going on their far side as well, linking up with the twenty-foot-tall retaining wall that ran all the way around the compound.
Continuing ever onward, her ears were numb. So was her nose. She didn’t care.
Images of Beth appearing in the archway of the dining room and Wrath looking down the vast table at her warred with a far more traitorous and just as tragic montage of …
That which she refused to think of.
Or at least tried not to.
Had she really allowed Xcor into that car? Had he really sat next to her, unarmed, his menagerie of weapons left on the hood of the Mercedes … and talked to her? Held her hand?
“Stop it,” she warned herself.
No good would e’er come of remembering that connection, that burning spark.
Layla slowed. Stopped. Recalled with great precision and no small amount of guilt the way Xcor had looked at her.
She knew so little about him—apart from his political aspirations, he was a total stranger, and a deadly one at that. And yet she had the sense, given his awkwardness with her, that he was not one who reveled in females very often.
With his facial disfigurement, it was obvious why.
But with her … he was different.
Aside from the pregnancy, which she had actively brought about, she had never affected much during the course of her life. But she could not stand idly by while there was mayhap even a little she could do to help Wrath in this horrible situation.
She had such guilt. Over so much.
She could, however, attempt to do something about it all.
Taking out her cellular phone, the one Qhuinn had insisted she take with her everywhere, she called up the dialing screen.
Xcor had told her how to call him, the digits engraved upon her mind the moment they had left his lips.
She had never imagined putting them into service.
With each finger tap of the screen, the phone let out a different tone, the sequence completed in seven contacts.
She hovered over the send button. And then she pressed it.
Her whole body was shaking as she put the thin, playing card–size device to her ear. An electronic ringing sounded once … twice …
Layla wrenched around.
From over on the left, on the far side of the wall, she heard a distant sound, one so faint that if it hadn’t mirrored exactly the rhythm of that which was in her own phone, she might have not paid it any mind.
The cellular device slipped from her grip and bounced upon the snow at her feet.
He had found them.
Standing in the shower at Assail’s house, Sola didn’t know how long she stayed under the hot spray, letting the water pound on her shoulders and fall down her back, closing her eyes and leaning into the wall.
For some reason, she was ice-cold—even though there was enough steam in the bathroom to qualify the loo as a sauna, and she was pretty sure she had increased her core temperature to a hundred and five.
Nothing was touching the deep freeze that had taken up res in the center of her chest.
She had told her grandmother they were leaving just before dawn for Miami.
In retrospect, investing in a safe place in the heart of Benloise’s family business had been a dumb-ass thing to do. But with any luck, Eduardo, assuming he was still on the planet and the beneficiary of his brother’s will, would be so busy enjoying the purchase of pale blue Bentleys and animal-print Versace sheets that he wouldn’t come after the likes of her.
Assuming he even knew what his brother had done to her. Or planned for her.
Ricardo had kept so much to himself.
God … what had Assail done to that man?
A quick flash of that face of his, bloodied around the mouth and chin, increased her chill, and she turned around—
“Fuck!” she screamed as she looked out the foggy glass.
The male figure who had appeared in the doorway was still as a statue and powerful as a tiger. And he was watching her as a predator might.
Instantly, she was hot on the inside of her skin—because she knew why he had come, and she wanted it, too.
Assail strode to the glass door that separated them and tore it open. He was breathing hard, and in the inset light above her head, his eyes were bright as match strikes.
He stepped into the shower fully clothed, his Gucci loafers no doubt ruined, his dark brown suede jacket absorbing the falling water and turning the color of blood.
Without a word, he clamped his hands on her face and dragged her by the head to his mouth, his lips crushing hers as he backed her up against the marble with his entire body. Sola gave in with a moan, accepting his tongue as it penetrated her, gripping his shoulders through his fine clothes.
He was fully erect and he ground his h*ps against her, pushing his hard c*ck in and rubbing it against her belly, the gold H of his belt scratching at her. More kissing, the desperate, starved kind that you remembered even when you were eighty and far too old to think of such things. And then his hands were on her slippery br**sts, his fingers pinching her ni**les until the distinction between pain and pleasure disappeared and all she knew was that if she didn’t orgasm in the next moment, she was going to expire—
As if sensing what she needed, Assail dropped to his knees, threw one of her legs over his shoulder, and went down on her, his lips eating at her sex in the same way he’d attacked her mouth.
This was sex as punishment, an indictment of her choice, a physical expression of his anger and his disapproval.
And maybe it made her a sick bitch, but she loved it.
She wanted him to come at her like this, pissed off and nothing but edge, pouring himself into her so she didn’t have to feel as guilty … or as empty.
Gripping his soaked hair, she tilted her h*ps and forced him even harder into her, using her calf to his back so he found a rhythm that—
Sola bit down on her lip as she came wildly, her torso jerking against the marble with a high-pitched squeak.
Before she knew it, she was on the floor of the shower, stretched out in front of him as he peeled his soaked jacket and silk shirt from his carved chest. As he went for his belt buckle, she reached out for him, her hands impatient to get to that smooth skin and those hard contours of his.
He never said a word to her.
Not as he spread her legs wide and mounted her, not as his c*ck went in and he started pounding on her, not even as he braced himself above her and stared into her eyes as if he were daring her to leave everything he could give her.
Assail’s broad back caught the spray, shielding her from it, keeping her vision clear—so she could see everything from his fierce expression to his bulging shoulder muscles to the shadows thrown by his pecs. His wet hair swung to the rhythm, drops of water leaving the tips of the waves like tears, and every once in a while his lip would curl back—
Dimly, something registered as not right, a red flag raised in the far recesses of her brain. But that was so easy to ignore as another surging release took over, shutting down thought so that sensation was all she knew … Assail was all she knew.
As her sex fisted his erection, he began to orgasm, too, his body rearing back—
No condom. Shit!
Just as the thought flashed through her mind, it was gone again, her release redoubling on itself so instead of pushing him back, she reached out and sank her nails into his hips.
It was right about when her own release was fading that things went … a little strange.
Her body stilled in recovery and she felt him kicking deep inside of her, finishing what he had started.
Except he wasn’t done with her.
After he’d finished ejaculating, his pelvis locking against hers, he began to withdraw almost immediately. And she expected him to lie with her on the marble; maybe lift her up and carry her out to dry off and get in bed; maybe make a comment that, damn it, they hadn’t been safe in the slightest.
Maybe tell her what he’d shown her: that he didn’t want her to go.
Instead, he braced his upper weight on one hand and gripped his glistening c*ck with the other. Stroking himself, he groaned as if he were getting ready to come again.
The second orgasm shot out of him and he directed it all over her sex—and he didn’t stop there. After he’d covered her core, he moved up, shifting himself so that he came on her stomach, her rib cage, her br**sts, her neck, her face. He seemed to have an endless supply of releases, and as the hot jets hit her oversensitized skin, she found herself orgasming along with him, sweeping her hands up and down her body, feeling the hot mess he was coating her with, cupping her own br**sts.
In that back room of her brain, she knew there was some other point to all this.
But as with the lack of a condom, she was too in the moment to care.
It was as if he were … marking her … in some way.
And that was okay with her.
Wrath slumped, falling off the now-dead body.
As he regarded the sight of that dagger protruding from a male’s face, he was o’ercome with nausea and had to wrench around, brace his palms on the cool dirt, and vomit until his arms could no longer hold him up.
Rolling to the side, he laid his hot face on the inside of his muck-soaked arm.
He did not cry.
He wanted to.
As the realization that he had killed another being hit him, he desired to go back to the world he knew before this—where his father had died of natural causes, and his shellan had simply had a dizzy spell because of a pregnancy—and the worst thing he had to worry about in court was that others gossiped over his choice of mate.
This new version of reality was nothing he wanted to be a part of.
There was no light on this side. Just midnight black.
“I have never killed someone before,” he said in a small voice.
For all his fierceness, Tohrture’s tone was gentle. “I know, my lord. You did well.”
“I did not.”
“Is he not dead?”
Yes, indeed he was. “I meant what I said about his shellan and son. They shall be spared.”
“Of course.”
As the listing of names ran through his head, that urge to kill rekindled, even as his stomach was barely settling—and his efforts were a mockery compared to what the Brotherhood could do.
And indeed, he would not be alive the now if Tohrture had not stepped in.
Wrath pushed himself off the dirt, his head hanging low. How was he going to—
A large palm presented itself before him. “My lord, allow me to help you.”
Wrath looked up into those bright, clear eyes—and thought that they were like the moon, shedding light upon the darkness, showing a path out of the wild.
“We shall train you,” Tohrture said. “We shall teach you what you need to know such that you may ahvenge your bloodline. I shall remove that body and stage it as if an accident befell him—that will give us the time we need. And from now on, food shall be prepared in your receiving quarters by our own personal doggen, not anyone affiliated with the court—and any and all victuals shall be brought in from the fields and sky by a Brother’s own hands. We shall each eat and drink of it in your presence before you do, and sleep outside your rooms. This is our solemn vow.”
For a moment, all Wrath could do was stare at that palm, outstretched unto him like a benediction from the Scribe Virgin Herself.
He opened his mouth to offer thanks, but there was naught that came out.
By way of reply, he clasped that which was before him … and felt himself lifted up to stand squarely upon his own two feet.
FORTY-THREE
Fresh air was good for the mind and the soul.
As Layla strode out into the garden, she was careful across the ice-covered terrace, splaying her arms out, going slowly: She didn’t want to run the risk of falling.
Funny how her assessment of everything from potentially slick surfaces to stairs to selecting food had intensified.
“Off into the night,” she said to the young within her belly.
It was, of course, crazy to speak to that which had yet to be born. But she had some thought that if she could only keep the dialogue open, mayhap the young would continue to choose to stay around. If she could just eat the right things and not fall and get her rest … somehow, at the end of however many months, she could hold her son or daughter in her arms, and not just in her body.
Walking down onto the snow-covered lawn and away from the glow of the house, she found the boots she had snagged from the back hall to be warm, solid and comfy. The same was true of the parka and the gloves. She’d left the hats and scarves behind; she’d wanted the chill to clear her head.
Farther along the grounds, the swimming pool was sporting its winter cover, but she imagined it full of water lit from underneath, the azure waves inviting and soft upon the skin and joints. She was going to swim as soon as she could—and outdoors. Much as she appreciated the pool that was in the training center, the air there smelled of chlorine, and after having been used to the crystal clear, naturally fresh baths above in the Sanctuary, she didn’t favor …
Abruptly, she stopped walking. Stopped with the distracted thinking. Stopped everything except the draw in her lungs and the beat of her heart.
Closing her eyes, she replayed what had happened in the dining room, seeing the anguish on Wrath’s face as the announcement was made, hearing the indignation and aggression in the Brotherhood’s voices, watching how Rehv kept staring at the King as if he were reading things she could not sense.
Xcor was behind it all.
He had to be. One did not go from orchestrating an assassination attempt to sitting back idly whilst the glymera gained procedurally what one wanted. No, he was lurking behind the scenes. Somewhere.
Stomach churning, she resumed her restless promenade, heading past the pool area and into the geometrically constructed formal gardens. And she kept going on their far side as well, linking up with the twenty-foot-tall retaining wall that ran all the way around the compound.
Continuing ever onward, her ears were numb. So was her nose. She didn’t care.
Images of Beth appearing in the archway of the dining room and Wrath looking down the vast table at her warred with a far more traitorous and just as tragic montage of …
That which she refused to think of.
Or at least tried not to.
Had she really allowed Xcor into that car? Had he really sat next to her, unarmed, his menagerie of weapons left on the hood of the Mercedes … and talked to her? Held her hand?
“Stop it,” she warned herself.
No good would e’er come of remembering that connection, that burning spark.
Layla slowed. Stopped. Recalled with great precision and no small amount of guilt the way Xcor had looked at her.
She knew so little about him—apart from his political aspirations, he was a total stranger, and a deadly one at that. And yet she had the sense, given his awkwardness with her, that he was not one who reveled in females very often.
With his facial disfigurement, it was obvious why.
But with her … he was different.
Aside from the pregnancy, which she had actively brought about, she had never affected much during the course of her life. But she could not stand idly by while there was mayhap even a little she could do to help Wrath in this horrible situation.
She had such guilt. Over so much.
She could, however, attempt to do something about it all.
Taking out her cellular phone, the one Qhuinn had insisted she take with her everywhere, she called up the dialing screen.
Xcor had told her how to call him, the digits engraved upon her mind the moment they had left his lips.
She had never imagined putting them into service.
With each finger tap of the screen, the phone let out a different tone, the sequence completed in seven contacts.
She hovered over the send button. And then she pressed it.
Her whole body was shaking as she put the thin, playing card–size device to her ear. An electronic ringing sounded once … twice …
Layla wrenched around.
From over on the left, on the far side of the wall, she heard a distant sound, one so faint that if it hadn’t mirrored exactly the rhythm of that which was in her own phone, she might have not paid it any mind.
The cellular device slipped from her grip and bounced upon the snow at her feet.
He had found them.
Standing in the shower at Assail’s house, Sola didn’t know how long she stayed under the hot spray, letting the water pound on her shoulders and fall down her back, closing her eyes and leaning into the wall.
For some reason, she was ice-cold—even though there was enough steam in the bathroom to qualify the loo as a sauna, and she was pretty sure she had increased her core temperature to a hundred and five.
Nothing was touching the deep freeze that had taken up res in the center of her chest.
She had told her grandmother they were leaving just before dawn for Miami.
In retrospect, investing in a safe place in the heart of Benloise’s family business had been a dumb-ass thing to do. But with any luck, Eduardo, assuming he was still on the planet and the beneficiary of his brother’s will, would be so busy enjoying the purchase of pale blue Bentleys and animal-print Versace sheets that he wouldn’t come after the likes of her.
Assuming he even knew what his brother had done to her. Or planned for her.
Ricardo had kept so much to himself.
God … what had Assail done to that man?
A quick flash of that face of his, bloodied around the mouth and chin, increased her chill, and she turned around—
“Fuck!” she screamed as she looked out the foggy glass.
The male figure who had appeared in the doorway was still as a statue and powerful as a tiger. And he was watching her as a predator might.
Instantly, she was hot on the inside of her skin—because she knew why he had come, and she wanted it, too.
Assail strode to the glass door that separated them and tore it open. He was breathing hard, and in the inset light above her head, his eyes were bright as match strikes.
He stepped into the shower fully clothed, his Gucci loafers no doubt ruined, his dark brown suede jacket absorbing the falling water and turning the color of blood.
Without a word, he clamped his hands on her face and dragged her by the head to his mouth, his lips crushing hers as he backed her up against the marble with his entire body. Sola gave in with a moan, accepting his tongue as it penetrated her, gripping his shoulders through his fine clothes.
He was fully erect and he ground his h*ps against her, pushing his hard c*ck in and rubbing it against her belly, the gold H of his belt scratching at her. More kissing, the desperate, starved kind that you remembered even when you were eighty and far too old to think of such things. And then his hands were on her slippery br**sts, his fingers pinching her ni**les until the distinction between pain and pleasure disappeared and all she knew was that if she didn’t orgasm in the next moment, she was going to expire—
As if sensing what she needed, Assail dropped to his knees, threw one of her legs over his shoulder, and went down on her, his lips eating at her sex in the same way he’d attacked her mouth.
This was sex as punishment, an indictment of her choice, a physical expression of his anger and his disapproval.
And maybe it made her a sick bitch, but she loved it.
She wanted him to come at her like this, pissed off and nothing but edge, pouring himself into her so she didn’t have to feel as guilty … or as empty.
Gripping his soaked hair, she tilted her h*ps and forced him even harder into her, using her calf to his back so he found a rhythm that—
Sola bit down on her lip as she came wildly, her torso jerking against the marble with a high-pitched squeak.
Before she knew it, she was on the floor of the shower, stretched out in front of him as he peeled his soaked jacket and silk shirt from his carved chest. As he went for his belt buckle, she reached out for him, her hands impatient to get to that smooth skin and those hard contours of his.
He never said a word to her.
Not as he spread her legs wide and mounted her, not as his c*ck went in and he started pounding on her, not even as he braced himself above her and stared into her eyes as if he were daring her to leave everything he could give her.
Assail’s broad back caught the spray, shielding her from it, keeping her vision clear—so she could see everything from his fierce expression to his bulging shoulder muscles to the shadows thrown by his pecs. His wet hair swung to the rhythm, drops of water leaving the tips of the waves like tears, and every once in a while his lip would curl back—
Dimly, something registered as not right, a red flag raised in the far recesses of her brain. But that was so easy to ignore as another surging release took over, shutting down thought so that sensation was all she knew … Assail was all she knew.
As her sex fisted his erection, he began to orgasm, too, his body rearing back—
No condom. Shit!
Just as the thought flashed through her mind, it was gone again, her release redoubling on itself so instead of pushing him back, she reached out and sank her nails into his hips.
It was right about when her own release was fading that things went … a little strange.
Her body stilled in recovery and she felt him kicking deep inside of her, finishing what he had started.
Except he wasn’t done with her.
After he’d finished ejaculating, his pelvis locking against hers, he began to withdraw almost immediately. And she expected him to lie with her on the marble; maybe lift her up and carry her out to dry off and get in bed; maybe make a comment that, damn it, they hadn’t been safe in the slightest.
Maybe tell her what he’d shown her: that he didn’t want her to go.
Instead, he braced his upper weight on one hand and gripped his glistening c*ck with the other. Stroking himself, he groaned as if he were getting ready to come again.
The second orgasm shot out of him and he directed it all over her sex—and he didn’t stop there. After he’d covered her core, he moved up, shifting himself so that he came on her stomach, her rib cage, her br**sts, her neck, her face. He seemed to have an endless supply of releases, and as the hot jets hit her oversensitized skin, she found herself orgasming along with him, sweeping her hands up and down her body, feeling the hot mess he was coating her with, cupping her own br**sts.
In that back room of her brain, she knew there was some other point to all this.
But as with the lack of a condom, she was too in the moment to care.
It was as if he were … marking her … in some way.
And that was okay with her.
