"I will," he said. "Too bad. If you'd been a little bit more on the ball, you could have avoided all the heartbreak that's coming."
And then he opened his hand, dropped his bottle to the floor, and it shattered. The noise became a tone, a steady, ringing tone that grew in my ears until it was a shriek, and I jackknifed forward in my chair, hands pressed to my ears...
And then I was in the waiting room of the Wardens Health Institute Extension 12, gasping for breath, and there was no sound at all.
Until Marion put her wheelchair in gear and backed up a couple of feet. Fast. I looked up. She was staring at me, and her expression was distraught. "Oh," she said faintly. "I see. I think I understand."
"Understand what?" Something inside my head hurt, badly. I clenched my teeth against the pain and pressed my fingers to my temples, trying to massage it out. "What did you do to me? Who was that?"
She avoided that by simply wheeling the chair around and leaving me. I tried to get up, but I felt unexpectedly weak and strange.
A blanket settled warm over me. Lewis, my hero. "Stay there," he said, and pressed a hand on my shoulder for a second before going after Marion. They talked in low tones on the far side of the room, careful to keep it under my radar. I didn't really care at the moment. Pain has a way of making you selfish that way, and this headache was a killer.
When they came back, Lewis looked as grim and strained as Marion. Which surely couldn't be a good thing. He stopped, but Marion continued forward, almost within touching range, and her dark almond-shaped eyes assessed me with ruthless purpose.
"How long have you had Earth powers?" she asked. I blinked.
"I don't know what you-"
"Don't," she interrupted. "When did you first feel them emerge? Be specific."
"I can't! I don't know! Look, I barely understand any of this, and-"
She reached out and put her hand on my head, and this time it wasn't a gentle, healing touch. It was a fast, brutal search, like someone rifling through my head, and I automatically slammed the door on it.
Whatever I did, it knocked her back in her chair, gasping.
"She's strong," Marion said to Lewis. "But this didn't come naturally. Somebody put it in her."
"I figured that. Who? How?"
"I don't know." Marion visibly steeled herself. "I'll try to find out." They were both acting like I wasn't even there. Like I didn't have any choice in the matter.
This time, when she reached out for me, I caught her wrist. "Hey," I said. "At least buy me dinner first. I don't even know you."
"Lewis, hold her."
"No!" I shot to my feet, but Lewis was moving to block me, and he was bigger than I was, and stronger in a whole lot of ways. His hands closed over my shoulders and forced me back into the chair, and then touched my forehead. I felt an irresistible drag of sleep. "No, I'm not...You can't do this...I...Lewis, stop!"
But he didn't, and Marion didn't, either.
And out of sheer desperation, something came alive inside of me and struck, sinking deep inside of Marion's mind, and then I couldn't control it as the world exploded into the map of points of light, beauty, order.
I couldn't help it at all. It was sheer, bloody instinct.
I began to greedily grab for memories.
Chapter Six
SIX
I'm going to have to kill her, Marion was thinking as she watched a much younger version of me walk out of a conference room. I was defiant, I was gawky, I was just out of adolescence, and she thought I was the most dangerous thing she'd ever seen.
"This is a mistake," said the old man sitting next to her. He had fine white hair, a barrel chest, fair skin with red blotches that spoke of a fondness for the whiskey barrel. "That bitch is trouble."
"Bob," Marion said, "give it a rest. The voting's over. You lost." She said that not because she disagreed with him, but because she simply disliked the man. Bad Bob, her memories named him. There was something about him that set her teeth on edge, always had. He was, without a doubt, one of the best of the Weather Wardens in terms of skill, but in terms of personality...
He was staring at the door through which the earlier version of me had exited. He and Marion weren't the only ones in the room; there were three others involved in a separate side conversation, muttering to one another and casting glances toward Bad Bob that made me think he wasn't exactly well loved, though obviously he commanded respect. Or fear. "I'm telling you, she's trouble," he said. "We haven't heard the last of her. One of these days you'll be hunting her down."
It was eerily like what Marion herself had just thought, and not for the first time she found herself wondering if Bad Bob had some latent Earth powers. But she'd never seen any trace of it, and she'd looked.
It was her job, looking. And it was a job she hated, and loved, and realized was perhaps the most important job of all.
"Maybe," she said quietly, "someday I'll be hunting you, Bob. It could happen."
He turned toward her and met her eyes, and she couldn't suppress a shiver. There was something about his eyes, she decided. Cold, arctic blue, soulless eyes. He had charm, she supposed, but she'd never felt it herself. She'd seen its effect on others. She knew how much loyalty he inspired in those he commanded, and so she was cautious, very cautious indeed.
She'd gone against him on this vote, to save Joanne Baldwin's young life, and she knew he wouldn't forget.
He smiled. "That'll be a treat, won't it? You and me?"
She said nothing, and she didn't break the stare. It was a gift of her genetic heritage that she could look so utterly impassive when emotions inside were roiling. She knew he saw nothing in her dark brown eyes or in her face. No fear. No anticipation. Nothing to feed from.
Bad Bob Biringanine shook his head, smiled, and walked away, and Marion took in a slow, steadying breath. She was aware, on some level, that she had just passed a test nearly as dangerous as the one the young girl had almost failed. Would have failed, had it not been for the strong support of one or two others on the intake committee.
Marion gathered her paperwork and walked out to her car, in the parking lot of the hotel. It was another oppressively warm day in Florida, one she had not dressed for, as she'd flown in from the cooler Northwest; she was wearing a black silk shirt under a leather jacket stitched with Lakota beadwork. A gift from a friend who produced materials for the tourist trade, but saved the best for her fellow tribal leaders. Marion had recently been in the mood to emphasize her heritage.
She started her rental car and did not bother with the air-conditioning; it was a simple matter to adjust her own internal body temperature down to make herself comfortable. She waved to Paul and two of the other Wardens, who stood locked in conversation near Paul's sporty gold convertible. No sign of the girl in the parking lot; maybe she'd already left.
"So," Marion's Djinn said, misting into reality in the passenger seat next to her. "Are you on vacation now?"
"Do I ever get vacation?" she asked, and smiled slightly. "I assume you're here for a reason." Her Djinn's name was Cetan Nagin, or Shadow Hawk in English. She'd given him the Lakota name, since he'd refused to admit to one of his own. Proud, this one, and not above trickery. Djinn appeared as the subconscious of their owners dictated, and it had disturbed her a great deal that Cetan Nagin had taken the form of a Native American man, with long braided hair and secretive black eyes. His skin was darker than her own, and it shimmered with a phantom copper tint that did not seem quite...human.
And she had realized for quite some time that she was falling in love with him. No doubt he realized it as well. They did not speak of it.
"A reason," he repeated, and looked at her directly. "You asked to be informed if any of the Wardens violated protocol."
"Substantial violations, yes."
"Define substantial."
Ah, the Djinn. They did love specificity. "Use of powers for personal gratification or gain. Use of powers without adequate provision for balancing of the reactive effects."
"How very scientific," Cetan Nagin said, and slouched against the seat at an angle. He was wearing blue jeans and a long black leather coat, and he must have known how good he looked to her. His eyes were half-closed, and she knew he could feel the sparks burning inside her. It was as if he fed on it at times. "Thank you."
"Did you have something to report?" she asked. Her heart was hammering, and she concentrated on driving, on the feel of the steering wheel beneath her palms, the vibration of the road. The cars around her on the busy street. Real world. Sometimes she felt only half in it.
"The Warden you dislike," Cetan Nagin said. "He crosses those lines regularly. Did you know?"
Bad Bob. Of course he did. She had no proof, but Cetan Nagin could provide it, of course. He could provide whatever she required, but then it would be her own responsibility to bring the case before the senior leadership of the Wardens, and Bad Bob had many friends and allies there.
"I know," she said quietly. "I choose battles I can win."
Cetan Nagin shrugged and looked away. "The girl you were testing today."
"What about her?" Surely she was too young to be corrupted already.
"He hates her," the Djinn said. "Perhaps she's a way to entrap him. If he kills her, you will have a case to bring forth, won't you?"
As much as she felt heat for Cetan Nagin, as much as she wanted him, she feared him at moments like this. The Djinn were game players, politicians, and even at the best of times it was never clear whose side they were on. If they ever get free... It was a thought she didn't want to linger over.
"If that happened, I would have a case," she agreed.
"Then all you have to do is wait," he said, and smiled. "Now. As to that vacation..."
She glanced at him, and his smile grew warmer.
And so, reluctantly, did hers.
"I was thinking I might go with you," Cetan Nagin said. "If you're willing."
She tried not to be, but there were some things that were simply meant to happen.
Blur.
I lost my hold on the memory; Marion was fighting me, trying to keep her private life private. I released and sped past other memories. It wasn't just the cold calculation of her leaving me as a stalking horse for Bad Bob that chilled me; it was more than that. Marion had hunted me at the behest of the Wardens. She'd trapped me and tried to kill me more than once.
Lewis had let me believe she could be trusted, but she couldn't. Marion was a zealot. She would follow her ethics past any personal considerations, past likes or dislikes.
Still, there was something more. Cetan Nagin. Her Djinn had been taken from her, and I'd gotten him back. And she hadn't forgotten that I'd saved his life.
The richness of Marion's inner self was mesmerizing, and I wanted to experience it, know more, know everything. The soft touch of her Djinn's hand down her back. The white-hot presence of the Earth filling her like liquid light. The cold fear that drove her when she was forced to destroy other Wardens who'd misused their powers, or couldn't be trusted...
I wanted it all. I wanted a life. Even someone else's.
Something knocked me out of Marion's head with the force of a car crash, and I slammed back into my own body. I jackknifed forward in the chair, cradling my throbbing head. The pain was crushing. Every sensation felt more intense; every sound rang louder. I curled up in a ball in the chair, gasping for breath.
"Marion!" Lewis was shouting, his voice as loud as a bell in my head. "Oh, God. God, no. Lee! Get your ass back here now!"
When I tried to run, Lewis grabbed me, slammed me down on the floor, and tried to restrain me. And all of a sudden I felt a surge of utter terror.
I couldn't let this happen to me. Not again.
So I lashed out, the whole world dissolved in chaos, screaming, and pain, and then I was gone.
I woke up alone, in a cell.
Technically, maybe not so much a cell as a hospital room, but it might as well have been a cell. There were bars on the narrow window, plain ugly walls, and I was cuffed with leather restraints to the metal bars on the bed. They'd stripped me and put me into a nasty-colored hospital gown.
I was all alone.
"Hey!" My voice came out a frightened croak. "Hey, anybody! Help?"
There was a button next to my hand. I pressed it, and kept frantically pressing it until I heard a buzzing sound, and the cell door clicked open.
It admitted the doctor who'd gone off with Kevin earlier-Dr. Lee. He came back up with not one but two security guards, along with a small flying wedge of nurses.
No sign of Marion or Lewis.
The crowd stayed well out of reach, even though I was restrained.
"Hello," Dr. Lee said. He sounded like he was making an effort to be cheerful. "Feeling better?"
"Peachy," I said, and swallowed. My mouth felt like it had been upholstered in fur. "Water?"
A nurse poured me a cup, added a sippy straw, and held it for me. The effort of lifting my head seemed exhausting. I drained the cup and collapsed back to the pillow, gasping for air.
"You're lucky," Lee said. "You nearly fried your entire central nervous system. If Lewis hadn't been here, you'd be hooked up to a ventilator right now, and we'd be transferring you to permanent care."
I let that sink in for a second, then asked, "Marion?"
Silence. Lee stared at me for a long moment, then checked the monitors. "She's in a coma," he said. "We can't wake her up."
And then he opened his hand, dropped his bottle to the floor, and it shattered. The noise became a tone, a steady, ringing tone that grew in my ears until it was a shriek, and I jackknifed forward in my chair, hands pressed to my ears...
And then I was in the waiting room of the Wardens Health Institute Extension 12, gasping for breath, and there was no sound at all.
Until Marion put her wheelchair in gear and backed up a couple of feet. Fast. I looked up. She was staring at me, and her expression was distraught. "Oh," she said faintly. "I see. I think I understand."
"Understand what?" Something inside my head hurt, badly. I clenched my teeth against the pain and pressed my fingers to my temples, trying to massage it out. "What did you do to me? Who was that?"
She avoided that by simply wheeling the chair around and leaving me. I tried to get up, but I felt unexpectedly weak and strange.
A blanket settled warm over me. Lewis, my hero. "Stay there," he said, and pressed a hand on my shoulder for a second before going after Marion. They talked in low tones on the far side of the room, careful to keep it under my radar. I didn't really care at the moment. Pain has a way of making you selfish that way, and this headache was a killer.
When they came back, Lewis looked as grim and strained as Marion. Which surely couldn't be a good thing. He stopped, but Marion continued forward, almost within touching range, and her dark almond-shaped eyes assessed me with ruthless purpose.
"How long have you had Earth powers?" she asked. I blinked.
"I don't know what you-"
"Don't," she interrupted. "When did you first feel them emerge? Be specific."
"I can't! I don't know! Look, I barely understand any of this, and-"
She reached out and put her hand on my head, and this time it wasn't a gentle, healing touch. It was a fast, brutal search, like someone rifling through my head, and I automatically slammed the door on it.
Whatever I did, it knocked her back in her chair, gasping.
"She's strong," Marion said to Lewis. "But this didn't come naturally. Somebody put it in her."
"I figured that. Who? How?"
"I don't know." Marion visibly steeled herself. "I'll try to find out." They were both acting like I wasn't even there. Like I didn't have any choice in the matter.
This time, when she reached out for me, I caught her wrist. "Hey," I said. "At least buy me dinner first. I don't even know you."
"Lewis, hold her."
"No!" I shot to my feet, but Lewis was moving to block me, and he was bigger than I was, and stronger in a whole lot of ways. His hands closed over my shoulders and forced me back into the chair, and then touched my forehead. I felt an irresistible drag of sleep. "No, I'm not...You can't do this...I...Lewis, stop!"
But he didn't, and Marion didn't, either.
And out of sheer desperation, something came alive inside of me and struck, sinking deep inside of Marion's mind, and then I couldn't control it as the world exploded into the map of points of light, beauty, order.
I couldn't help it at all. It was sheer, bloody instinct.
I began to greedily grab for memories.
Chapter Six
SIX
I'm going to have to kill her, Marion was thinking as she watched a much younger version of me walk out of a conference room. I was defiant, I was gawky, I was just out of adolescence, and she thought I was the most dangerous thing she'd ever seen.
"This is a mistake," said the old man sitting next to her. He had fine white hair, a barrel chest, fair skin with red blotches that spoke of a fondness for the whiskey barrel. "That bitch is trouble."
"Bob," Marion said, "give it a rest. The voting's over. You lost." She said that not because she disagreed with him, but because she simply disliked the man. Bad Bob, her memories named him. There was something about him that set her teeth on edge, always had. He was, without a doubt, one of the best of the Weather Wardens in terms of skill, but in terms of personality...
He was staring at the door through which the earlier version of me had exited. He and Marion weren't the only ones in the room; there were three others involved in a separate side conversation, muttering to one another and casting glances toward Bad Bob that made me think he wasn't exactly well loved, though obviously he commanded respect. Or fear. "I'm telling you, she's trouble," he said. "We haven't heard the last of her. One of these days you'll be hunting her down."
It was eerily like what Marion herself had just thought, and not for the first time she found herself wondering if Bad Bob had some latent Earth powers. But she'd never seen any trace of it, and she'd looked.
It was her job, looking. And it was a job she hated, and loved, and realized was perhaps the most important job of all.
"Maybe," she said quietly, "someday I'll be hunting you, Bob. It could happen."
He turned toward her and met her eyes, and she couldn't suppress a shiver. There was something about his eyes, she decided. Cold, arctic blue, soulless eyes. He had charm, she supposed, but she'd never felt it herself. She'd seen its effect on others. She knew how much loyalty he inspired in those he commanded, and so she was cautious, very cautious indeed.
She'd gone against him on this vote, to save Joanne Baldwin's young life, and she knew he wouldn't forget.
He smiled. "That'll be a treat, won't it? You and me?"
She said nothing, and she didn't break the stare. It was a gift of her genetic heritage that she could look so utterly impassive when emotions inside were roiling. She knew he saw nothing in her dark brown eyes or in her face. No fear. No anticipation. Nothing to feed from.
Bad Bob Biringanine shook his head, smiled, and walked away, and Marion took in a slow, steadying breath. She was aware, on some level, that she had just passed a test nearly as dangerous as the one the young girl had almost failed. Would have failed, had it not been for the strong support of one or two others on the intake committee.
Marion gathered her paperwork and walked out to her car, in the parking lot of the hotel. It was another oppressively warm day in Florida, one she had not dressed for, as she'd flown in from the cooler Northwest; she was wearing a black silk shirt under a leather jacket stitched with Lakota beadwork. A gift from a friend who produced materials for the tourist trade, but saved the best for her fellow tribal leaders. Marion had recently been in the mood to emphasize her heritage.
She started her rental car and did not bother with the air-conditioning; it was a simple matter to adjust her own internal body temperature down to make herself comfortable. She waved to Paul and two of the other Wardens, who stood locked in conversation near Paul's sporty gold convertible. No sign of the girl in the parking lot; maybe she'd already left.
"So," Marion's Djinn said, misting into reality in the passenger seat next to her. "Are you on vacation now?"
"Do I ever get vacation?" she asked, and smiled slightly. "I assume you're here for a reason." Her Djinn's name was Cetan Nagin, or Shadow Hawk in English. She'd given him the Lakota name, since he'd refused to admit to one of his own. Proud, this one, and not above trickery. Djinn appeared as the subconscious of their owners dictated, and it had disturbed her a great deal that Cetan Nagin had taken the form of a Native American man, with long braided hair and secretive black eyes. His skin was darker than her own, and it shimmered with a phantom copper tint that did not seem quite...human.
And she had realized for quite some time that she was falling in love with him. No doubt he realized it as well. They did not speak of it.
"A reason," he repeated, and looked at her directly. "You asked to be informed if any of the Wardens violated protocol."
"Substantial violations, yes."
"Define substantial."
Ah, the Djinn. They did love specificity. "Use of powers for personal gratification or gain. Use of powers without adequate provision for balancing of the reactive effects."
"How very scientific," Cetan Nagin said, and slouched against the seat at an angle. He was wearing blue jeans and a long black leather coat, and he must have known how good he looked to her. His eyes were half-closed, and she knew he could feel the sparks burning inside her. It was as if he fed on it at times. "Thank you."
"Did you have something to report?" she asked. Her heart was hammering, and she concentrated on driving, on the feel of the steering wheel beneath her palms, the vibration of the road. The cars around her on the busy street. Real world. Sometimes she felt only half in it.
"The Warden you dislike," Cetan Nagin said. "He crosses those lines regularly. Did you know?"
Bad Bob. Of course he did. She had no proof, but Cetan Nagin could provide it, of course. He could provide whatever she required, but then it would be her own responsibility to bring the case before the senior leadership of the Wardens, and Bad Bob had many friends and allies there.
"I know," she said quietly. "I choose battles I can win."
Cetan Nagin shrugged and looked away. "The girl you were testing today."
"What about her?" Surely she was too young to be corrupted already.
"He hates her," the Djinn said. "Perhaps she's a way to entrap him. If he kills her, you will have a case to bring forth, won't you?"
As much as she felt heat for Cetan Nagin, as much as she wanted him, she feared him at moments like this. The Djinn were game players, politicians, and even at the best of times it was never clear whose side they were on. If they ever get free... It was a thought she didn't want to linger over.
"If that happened, I would have a case," she agreed.
"Then all you have to do is wait," he said, and smiled. "Now. As to that vacation..."
She glanced at him, and his smile grew warmer.
And so, reluctantly, did hers.
"I was thinking I might go with you," Cetan Nagin said. "If you're willing."
She tried not to be, but there were some things that were simply meant to happen.
Blur.
I lost my hold on the memory; Marion was fighting me, trying to keep her private life private. I released and sped past other memories. It wasn't just the cold calculation of her leaving me as a stalking horse for Bad Bob that chilled me; it was more than that. Marion had hunted me at the behest of the Wardens. She'd trapped me and tried to kill me more than once.
Lewis had let me believe she could be trusted, but she couldn't. Marion was a zealot. She would follow her ethics past any personal considerations, past likes or dislikes.
Still, there was something more. Cetan Nagin. Her Djinn had been taken from her, and I'd gotten him back. And she hadn't forgotten that I'd saved his life.
The richness of Marion's inner self was mesmerizing, and I wanted to experience it, know more, know everything. The soft touch of her Djinn's hand down her back. The white-hot presence of the Earth filling her like liquid light. The cold fear that drove her when she was forced to destroy other Wardens who'd misused their powers, or couldn't be trusted...
I wanted it all. I wanted a life. Even someone else's.
Something knocked me out of Marion's head with the force of a car crash, and I slammed back into my own body. I jackknifed forward in the chair, cradling my throbbing head. The pain was crushing. Every sensation felt more intense; every sound rang louder. I curled up in a ball in the chair, gasping for breath.
"Marion!" Lewis was shouting, his voice as loud as a bell in my head. "Oh, God. God, no. Lee! Get your ass back here now!"
When I tried to run, Lewis grabbed me, slammed me down on the floor, and tried to restrain me. And all of a sudden I felt a surge of utter terror.
I couldn't let this happen to me. Not again.
So I lashed out, the whole world dissolved in chaos, screaming, and pain, and then I was gone.
I woke up alone, in a cell.
Technically, maybe not so much a cell as a hospital room, but it might as well have been a cell. There were bars on the narrow window, plain ugly walls, and I was cuffed with leather restraints to the metal bars on the bed. They'd stripped me and put me into a nasty-colored hospital gown.
I was all alone.
"Hey!" My voice came out a frightened croak. "Hey, anybody! Help?"
There was a button next to my hand. I pressed it, and kept frantically pressing it until I heard a buzzing sound, and the cell door clicked open.
It admitted the doctor who'd gone off with Kevin earlier-Dr. Lee. He came back up with not one but two security guards, along with a small flying wedge of nurses.
No sign of Marion or Lewis.
The crowd stayed well out of reach, even though I was restrained.
"Hello," Dr. Lee said. He sounded like he was making an effort to be cheerful. "Feeling better?"
"Peachy," I said, and swallowed. My mouth felt like it had been upholstered in fur. "Water?"
A nurse poured me a cup, added a sippy straw, and held it for me. The effort of lifting my head seemed exhausting. I drained the cup and collapsed back to the pillow, gasping for air.
"You're lucky," Lee said. "You nearly fried your entire central nervous system. If Lewis hadn't been here, you'd be hooked up to a ventilator right now, and we'd be transferring you to permanent care."
I let that sink in for a second, then asked, "Marion?"
Silence. Lee stared at me for a long moment, then checked the monitors. "She's in a coma," he said. "We can't wake her up."
