Without You
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I started kissing her again, all around her sweetness. Lex’s breathing was increasing as I got closer and closer to the spot I’d dreamed about for years. I pulled back and closed my eyes as my dick throbbed in my pants. I took a deep breath and quickly swiped my tongue up and across her lips and clit.
“Oh my God!” Lex cried out.
Fuck. This is and will always be the hottest moment of my life.
One taste of her, and I needed more. I repeated my action, but this time, I moved my tongue around her clit. Lex pushed her hands into my hair and pulled my face closer to her. I couldn’t help but smile. I began playing with her clit as I moved my finger up and slipped it inside her.
“Will…feels…oh God. Yes.”
Holy shit.
I moved my fingers in and out of her body as she began to rock her hips.
“Yes. More. Will, please more.”
More? More what? Shit, shit, shit.
I pushed another finger in and began sucking on her clit. She jumped as she began moaning and repeating how good it felt. Thank God I’d kept my damn pants on because I wanted so badly to release this crazy buildup. I moved my fingers apart some to stretch her, and she hissed in a breath of air. I stopped all movement.
“No! Don’t stop. I’m so close, Will.”
I pulled my fingers out and moved my tongue down to get a better taste of her. When I moaned, she bucked her hips into me even more.
“Will…” she whispered.
I moved back to her clit as I pushed three fingers into her this time. I began moving in and out, gently stretching her open more. She was so tight, and I couldn’t wait to be inside her. I began sucking on her again, and she lost it.
“Yes. Oh God, yes. Will…I’m going to come. I’m coming! Yes!”
In this one moment, knowing that I was doing this to Lex for the first time, I knew I would never be the same. She was it for me. I never wanted to touch another woman.
I could feel her squeezing down on my fingers, and I had to do everything I could to stop myself from coming in my own damn pants. I looked up, and she was moving her head back and forth, calling out my name. When she finally started coming down from her orgasm, I quickly got up and pulled my T-shirt off.
“No, wait,” Lex panted.
I stopped and watched her get up. Her face was covered in a beautiful flush, and I grabbed her and pulled her to me.
“Lex, can I kiss you after what I just did?”
She slammed her lips to mine, and I let out a moan as she ran her hands through my hair. She placed her hands on my chest, and it was now my turn for my breathing to increase. Her touch drove me mad with desire. She slid her hands down to my jeans, and she began unbuttoning them. I said a silent prayer that God would give me at least five minutes.
She pulled back and looked into my eyes. “I want you, Will. I want you so much that it hurts.”
I quickly removed my pants and kicked them to the side. She glanced down and smiled when she saw my boxer briefs.
“I’ve waited so long for this,” she whispered as she hooked her thumbs on my boxers and began pulling them down.
When my rock-hard dick sprang free, she let out a gasp. She snapped her eyes up to mine, and for the first time ever, I saw fear in her eyes. She swallowed hard and looked back down. I put my finger on her chin and pulled her face up until I was looking into her eyes.
“Lex…I’m scared, too, sweetheart. Let’s just go slow, okay? I need to give you another orgasm, baby.”
She glanced down and looked back up at me. “What about you?”
I smiled and pushed her hair behind her ear. “Honestly, Lex, if you were to just blow on it right now, I’d come.”
Lex laughed and shook her head.
“Lie back down, baby.”
She ran her tongue along her bottom lip and nodded.
I’ve died and gone to heaven.
My body felt like it was in overdrive as I moved back onto Will’s bed. The moment I had seen his hard-on, I’d panicked. He was huge.
How did I not notice how big he is?
I’d felt him before, and he had felt me, but it was never anything like this—with us so completely open to each other. He always made me stop before he came, and he’d say he’d take care of himself later.
I lay back on the bed and watched Will move next to me. As soon as he touched me, I jumped.
Shit. His touch makes my core just clench with need.
He moved his hand down between my legs, and I closed my eyes. He slipped two fingers in and began moving them in and out. I didn’t want to come again. I wanted to orgasm with him inside me, and I wasn’t sure if I was going to or not. Maegan had said she had yet to orgasm while having sex. She’d also failed to tell me how amazing oral sex was.