Let Me Love You
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She has this playful grin plastered on her face that lights up her eyes as I take in the outfit. “It came with the outfit.”
I give her a warning glare, not liking that she has a bat in her hand. “Put it down.” I’m going to kill my sister for packing that. “How the hell did my sister know you even had that?”
Jaylinn shrugs her shoulder, “She was with me when I got it.”
Jay steps closer, just one step, and grips the bat at the handle as if she’s going to swing it. Shaking her ass, she holds it in position. “What, are you afraid I’ll hit a homerun?”
“I think you already did. Look at me.” I motion to my na**d body, winking at her. If she’s playing dirty, so am I.
I lunge for her and have her pressed against the bed and unable to move within a second, or maybe two, hovering over her. “You didn’t think you’d actually slide into home that easy, did you?”
“Or maybe I let you…”
I chuckle but my mind isn’t on games anymore. It’s on this girl in bed, waiting for me. My hands start to work on the ties of the top and when I get that off, I work on the rest of it. “Why did you wear this when I’d just be ripping it off anyways?”
She moves her lips to my ear and whispers, “Curve ball.”
“Well, let me show you a thing or two about a line drive.” My mouth moves to her shoulder, then lower and a lot slower than she wants, before my tongue circles her ni**les. I don’t stay there long because I want my mouth lower, between her bare thighs. I make my way over her ribs, to her tattoo and then to her hip bone. I bite at it playfully, earning me a laugh as she squirms under my touch.
I kiss the inside of her thigh; my favorite place. I take a moment to glance up at her. She’s so beautiful. Her hair is still damp, pieces sticking to her flushed cheeks and swollen lips.
I’m not sure if she’ll be able to come when I’m inside her. I’ve never had sex with a virgin before; but I want to make this good for her. This is a first for the both us.
My fingers touch her opening first, a softer touch than I want because I’m so f**king worked up that just feeling my dick against the mattress has me turned on. It’s not that at all. It’s this, my hands and mouth bringing my girl to pleasure that has me worked up.
Jaylinn moans, her body shaking as I add another finger and swirl my tongue around her clit. Her back arches off the bed, her hands fisting in my hair, a grip that leaves me wanting so much more. We don’t say anything because words aren’t needed right now. She trusts me with herself; she’s giving herself over to me, fully. You don’t need words for that.
Her thighs squeeze my head so I can’t hear anything, but the grip on my hair gives me an indication she’s enjoying it.
I knew the second she came though; I think the people across the lake did too.
Laughing as she pulled me up, I smiled. “Good?”
She seems a little embarrassed having known she was pretty loud. “Yes…”
“Hey…” My fingers brush the few strands that stuck on her cheek away. “It’s sexy.”
That seems to relax her. I move up her body slowly, kissing as I go. When my lips find hers, I wait to see what she’s going to do. She’s never kissed me after I’ve gone down on her, never expected her to either.
She kisses me.
There’s nothing sexier than a woman who doesn’t care that I was just licking her pu**y. Jaylinn doesn’t care one f**king bit because her tongue finds mine. My hands move from beside her to her face, cradling her head and pressing my weight against her. She can feel me now, hard against her inner thigh, but I don’t move yet, there’s some hesitation from me and I know she feels it. This is it. There’s no going back.
“Please.” She begs, her eyes fluttering open when I stop kissing her.
I’m staring at her, watching her reactions again when I smile. “I’ll never deny you again.”
Jaylinn smiles back, tears in her eyes and falling on my fingertips. I take my thumb and brush them away. Her legs move and widen, bringing me flush against her center.
This is it, there is no turning back.
I push forward as gently as I can, waiting on her reaction but was surprised when she didn’t let on if she was in pain. She’s so f**king tight I can barely move but I have to, I need to. When I give her all of me, that’s when she tenses, her thighs squeezing my waist. “Shit.” She mutters against my lips, whimpering out in pain. Her hands move to my shoulders, gripping them hard.
“I’m sorry, baby.” I whisper against her lips. “I can stop.” I start to pull out.
She shakes her head immediately, her legs wrapping around my waist as if to keep me there. It only brings me deeper inside her. Damn, it feels so f**king tight I can barely breathe, barely think about anything but wanting the sensation, the feeling of being inside her to never end.
I pull back and give her a gentle smile. “Just breathe.” I’m not sure if I’m saying this to her or myself.
She does and I move a little and her eyes squeeze shut. “I can stop.” I tell her again.
Jaylinn shakes her head. “No, I want you. I need this. I need you, all of you.”
“I want you…” I say against her lips, moving again. This time I slide out for the first time and then in again. Each time I do this, her grip on me eases up and she begins to relax. I try to distract her with my kisses. I keep my movements slow but it’s not easy; it’s torture moving this slowly.
“I love you.” I kiss the corner of her mouth. “So f**king much.”
Jaylinn’s breath hitches, “I love you too, Cooper.”
For the longest time I didn’t think I would ever get over the past. Now, in this moment we have, it’s exactly how it should be. Even the pain. I knew there’d be that but if anyone was going to be with her like this, it needed to be me.
“Oh, Coop.” She whispers in my ear.
My lips move from her neck and find her lips. I can’t take much more of this and I think she can sense it too.
“I want to feel you come inside me, please.” She begs.
I can’t take it, not for another moment. With three quick movements, my body lets go and I groan against her lips, my body trembling with undeniable pleasure.
I rest my forehead against her, trying to slow my breathing down. Jaylinn runs her finger nails up and down my back. Finally, getting my bearings, I go to pull out and that’s when I realize I made a huge f**king mistake.