Let Me Love You
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I brace myself up on my elbows and look into Jaylinn’s pretty blue eyes. She senses that something is wrong.
“Coop, what’s wrong?” Jaylinn’s whole body tenses. Her pu**y squeezes my dick and I squeeze my eyes shut and try to keep my concentration on the problem instead of wanting to thrust back in.
“I f**ked up.” I come straight out and say. No sense beating around the bush. I brush my thumbs on over her temples. “I was too caught up in the moment and didn’t use a condom.” I look away before realization washes over her face. I’m so f**king stupid, I always use one, always.
Jaylinn relaxes and I wince as the pressure from her pu**y releases me. “It’s okay, I’m on the pill, have been for years.”
I slip out and pull her into my arms. A huge weight lifts off me. “Good. I don’t think I could ever use them with you after this.” I kiss the top of her head. “I’ve always used them before though and we get tested by the team so I know I’m clean.”
Jaylinn rests her chin on my chest, “Are you okay?”
I stare into the eyes that I want to spend the rest of my life looking at. I don’t answer her right away, thinking for just a moment. Am I really okay? I am. I’m more than okay. Not once did I think of that night. All of this time that I’ve been battling myself to stay away from her was for nothing. “I’m more than okay. You?”
Jaylinn leans up and seals my lips with hers. “I’m better than okay.” Then a sly grin spreads across her face.
“What’s going on in that head of yours?” I hate that I can’t read her right now.
Her eyes dart towards the door that leads out to the deck. Then I remember that the hot tub is out there.
“Let’s go.”
It’s still raining when we make it outside and into the hot tub. The steam rolls over the deck and from our bodies in waves as we slip below the water. We’re still na**d and I watch as her sexy body dips into the bubbles, so perfect and tight that my mind goes there again even though it’s only been like twenty minutes. I’m not surprised I want more. We held off for so long it’s all I can think about and I’m sure that will be the case for a while.
I’m pretty sure she can hear my thoughts because she smiles at me and moves from her place across from me. Her hands reach out and she steadies herself on my shoulders.
“What do you say we go for a double header?” Her hands slip off my shoulders and below the water as she straddles me. My dick was hard the minute she said double header.
“Fuck…” My head falls back against the side of the hot tub as she kisses my jaw and lower to my neck. My legs straighten at the sensation and I raise my h*ps so she grinds down on my dick, gliding along it until the tip is practically inside her again. The water helps but I can tell she’s wet by the way she slips back and forth against me.
“You sure you want more?” I’m more than ready but she has to be a little sore, right?
“I always want more.” She says, moving against me again, so I take one hand and wrap it around her waist to lift her up, my left hand slips between us. She’s tight still, so f**king tight that I feel the sensation as I enter her from my toes to my gut.
My breathing turns heavy when she starts to move and it’s so sexy, so f**king sexy that I’m captivated watching her ride me. She has one hand planted against my chest, the other against the side of the tub as she moves up and down over me. I watch her, I just watch. I doubt she knows what she’s giving me, what we are right now.
Her head falls forward, she’s enjoying it, and I start to feel that pressure building already. I don’t know what it is about her but I don’t want to stop, not now, not ever. I have a feeling we’re not getting any sleep anytime soon.
“Cooper…” she moans, throwing her head back and moving a little faster. My hands grip her waist trying to still her motions. “No…” she shakes her h*ps trying to move my hands.
I lean forward, my arms wrapping firmly around her tiny body and up towards her shoulders, pushing her down harder than I ever would have before on my dick. “Slow down.” I tell her. “I don’t want to come yet.”
“I don’t want to slow down.” She whispers in my ear, her voice rougher than usual as her breathing gets shallow and heavy.
Jaylinn gets brave and starts swirling her hips. For this being only her second time the girls got it going on. I thought I’d have to teach her what felt good but to my surprise it seems that she already knows.
“Fuck.” I push down on her shoulders, pushing myself inside as far as I can go. We both gasp at the sensation. She moves again, this time she falls back in the water just enough that her hair touches it, and her hands go to my shoulders for support. Her back is arched giving me a full view of her body under the moonlight and the rain.
I close my eyes, wanting the vision of me inside her, like this, forever etched in my brain.
I start to move again, bringing her up and down on me as she starts to squirm, not from pain but pleasure. It’s different than on the bed just a little while ago. She’s more confident and relaxed out here. So am I. We’ve already moved past that awkward stage of the first time.
My hands are everywhere but mostly on her h*ps helping her move up and down. The water moves with us creating tiny waves. I know she’s close by the tiny moans she’s letting out and the way she keeps moving around for the right angle. My right hand moves from her hip to between her legs where I know I can get her off that way, help her get around the bases quicker. Shaking the water from my eyes, I lean forward to lick from the valley between her br**sts, then higher over her neck where I bite down. “You. Are. So. Fucking. Sexy.”
That gets her and she gasps, my words sent her over the edge. I feel her clamp down on my dick. Squeezing my eyes shut I try to hold off, I’m not ready yet. I can’t hold it, not when she starts screaming, “Oh Cooper! Fuck! Oh God…so good!”
Yeah, I didn’t last.
I give in, riding out the waves with her. I feel the warmth as I come inside her. We don’t stop, we both keep moving as if we didn’t want it to end. I slip out of her and then press her against the side of the tub, my chest against hers, both of us breathing heavily. The moon shines in her eyes, the rain slowing down, like our breathing.
She gives me a look that says so much. It’s exhaling the past and inhaling the future. “It was worth the wait.” She whispers softly.