The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms
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There is always meaning in death, child. You will understand, soon.
* * *
Viraine began a slow circuit of the room. He raised his hands, lifted his face, andstill walkingbegan to speak.
Father of the sky and of the earth below you, master of all creation, hear your favored servants. We beg your guidance through the chaos of transition.
He stopped in front of Relad, whose face looked waxy in the gray light. I did not see the gesture that Viraine made, but Relads sigil suddenly glowed white, like a tiny sun etched upon his forehead. He did not wince or show any sign of pain, though the light made him look paler still. Nodding to himself, Viraine moved on around the room, now passing behind me. I turned my head to follow him; for some reason it bothered me to have him out of sight.
We beg your assistance in subduing your enemies. Behind me, Nahadoth had turned his face away from the rising dawn. The black aura around him had begun to wisp away, as it had on the night of Sciminas torture. Viraine touched Nahadoths forehead. A sigil appeared out of nowhere, also white-hot, and Nahadoth hissed as if this caused him further pain. But the leaking of his aura stopped, and when he lifted his head, panting, the dawns light no longer seemed to bother him. Viraine moved on.
We beg your blessing upon your newest chosen, he said, and touched Sciminas forehead. She smiled as her sigil ignited, the white light illuminating her face in stark angles and eager, fierce planes.
Viraine came to stand before me then, with the plinth between us. As he passed behind it, my eyes were again drawn to the Stone of Earth. I had never dreamt it would look so singularly unimpressive.
The lump shivered. For just an instant, a perfect, beautiful silver seed floated there before fading back into the dark lump.
If Viraine had been looking at me in that moment, all might have been lost. I understood what had happened and realized the danger all in a single icy bolt of intuition, and it showed on my face. The Stone was like Nahadoth, like all the gods bound here on earth; its true form was hidden behind a mask. The mask made it seem ordinary, unimportant. But for those who looked upon it and expected moreespecially those who knew its true natureit would become more. It would change its shape to reflect all that they knew.
I was condemned, and the Stone was to be my executioners blade. I should have seen it as a menacing, terrible thing. That I saw beauty and promise was a clear warning to any Arameri that I intended to do more than just die today.
Fortunately Viraine was not looking at me. He had turned to face the eastern sky, as had everyone else in the room. I looked from face to face, seeing pride, anxiety, expectation, bitterness. The last was Nahadoth, who alone besides me did not look at the sky. His gaze found mine instead, and held it. Perhaps that was why we alone were not affected as the sun crested the distant horizon, and power made the whole world shiver like a jolted mirror.
* * *
From the instant the sun sinks out of mortal sight until the last light fades: that is twilight. From the instant the sun crests the horizon til it no longer touches earth: that is dawn.
* * *
I looked around in surprise, and caught my breath as before me, the Stone blossomed.
That was the only word that could fit what I saw. The ugly lump shivered, then unfolded, layers peeling away to reveal light. But this was not the steady white light of Itempas, nor the wavering unlight of Nahadoth. This was the strange light I had seen in the oubliette, gray and unpleasant, somehow leaching the color from everything nearby. There was no shape to the Stone now, not even the silver apricotseed. It was a star, shining, but somehow strengthless.
Yet I felt its true power, radiating at me in waves that made my skin crawl and my stomach churn. I stepped back inadvertently, understanding now why Tvril had warned off the servants. There was nothing wholesome in this power. It was part of the Goddess of Life, but she was dead. The Stone was just a grisly relic.
Name your choice to lead our family, Granddaughter, said Dekarta.
I turned away from the Stone, though its radiance made that side of my face itch. My sight went blurry for a moment. I felt weak. The thing was killing me and I hadnt even touched it.
R-Relad, I said. I choose Relad.
What? Sciminas voice, stunned and outraged. What did you say, you mongrel?
Movement behind me. It was Viraine; he had come around to my side of the plinth. I felt his hand on my back, supporting me when the Stones power made me sway, dizzy. I took it as comfort and made a greater effort to stand. As I did so, Viraine shifted a bit and I caught a glimpse of Kurue. Her expression was grim, resolute.
I thought I understood why.
* * *
The sun, as was its wont, was moving quickly. Already half of its bulk was above the horizon line. Soon it would no longer be dawn, but day.
* * *
Viraine began a slow circuit of the room. He raised his hands, lifted his face, andstill walkingbegan to speak.
Father of the sky and of the earth below you, master of all creation, hear your favored servants. We beg your guidance through the chaos of transition.
He stopped in front of Relad, whose face looked waxy in the gray light. I did not see the gesture that Viraine made, but Relads sigil suddenly glowed white, like a tiny sun etched upon his forehead. He did not wince or show any sign of pain, though the light made him look paler still. Nodding to himself, Viraine moved on around the room, now passing behind me. I turned my head to follow him; for some reason it bothered me to have him out of sight.
We beg your assistance in subduing your enemies. Behind me, Nahadoth had turned his face away from the rising dawn. The black aura around him had begun to wisp away, as it had on the night of Sciminas torture. Viraine touched Nahadoths forehead. A sigil appeared out of nowhere, also white-hot, and Nahadoth hissed as if this caused him further pain. But the leaking of his aura stopped, and when he lifted his head, panting, the dawns light no longer seemed to bother him. Viraine moved on.
We beg your blessing upon your newest chosen, he said, and touched Sciminas forehead. She smiled as her sigil ignited, the white light illuminating her face in stark angles and eager, fierce planes.
Viraine came to stand before me then, with the plinth between us. As he passed behind it, my eyes were again drawn to the Stone of Earth. I had never dreamt it would look so singularly unimpressive.
The lump shivered. For just an instant, a perfect, beautiful silver seed floated there before fading back into the dark lump.
If Viraine had been looking at me in that moment, all might have been lost. I understood what had happened and realized the danger all in a single icy bolt of intuition, and it showed on my face. The Stone was like Nahadoth, like all the gods bound here on earth; its true form was hidden behind a mask. The mask made it seem ordinary, unimportant. But for those who looked upon it and expected moreespecially those who knew its true natureit would become more. It would change its shape to reflect all that they knew.
I was condemned, and the Stone was to be my executioners blade. I should have seen it as a menacing, terrible thing. That I saw beauty and promise was a clear warning to any Arameri that I intended to do more than just die today.
Fortunately Viraine was not looking at me. He had turned to face the eastern sky, as had everyone else in the room. I looked from face to face, seeing pride, anxiety, expectation, bitterness. The last was Nahadoth, who alone besides me did not look at the sky. His gaze found mine instead, and held it. Perhaps that was why we alone were not affected as the sun crested the distant horizon, and power made the whole world shiver like a jolted mirror.
* * *
From the instant the sun sinks out of mortal sight until the last light fades: that is twilight. From the instant the sun crests the horizon til it no longer touches earth: that is dawn.
* * *
I looked around in surprise, and caught my breath as before me, the Stone blossomed.
That was the only word that could fit what I saw. The ugly lump shivered, then unfolded, layers peeling away to reveal light. But this was not the steady white light of Itempas, nor the wavering unlight of Nahadoth. This was the strange light I had seen in the oubliette, gray and unpleasant, somehow leaching the color from everything nearby. There was no shape to the Stone now, not even the silver apricotseed. It was a star, shining, but somehow strengthless.
Yet I felt its true power, radiating at me in waves that made my skin crawl and my stomach churn. I stepped back inadvertently, understanding now why Tvril had warned off the servants. There was nothing wholesome in this power. It was part of the Goddess of Life, but she was dead. The Stone was just a grisly relic.
Name your choice to lead our family, Granddaughter, said Dekarta.
I turned away from the Stone, though its radiance made that side of my face itch. My sight went blurry for a moment. I felt weak. The thing was killing me and I hadnt even touched it.
R-Relad, I said. I choose Relad.
What? Sciminas voice, stunned and outraged. What did you say, you mongrel?
Movement behind me. It was Viraine; he had come around to my side of the plinth. I felt his hand on my back, supporting me when the Stones power made me sway, dizzy. I took it as comfort and made a greater effort to stand. As I did so, Viraine shifted a bit and I caught a glimpse of Kurue. Her expression was grim, resolute.
I thought I understood why.
* * *
The sun, as was its wont, was moving quickly. Already half of its bulk was above the horizon line. Soon it would no longer be dawn, but day.
